p style="margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 200%;"span style="font-size: 12pt;"A/N: This is my first fanfic (I guess that's what you can call it xD), I'd greatly enjoy some reviews. Please tell me if there is anything you do not like or if you would like me to continue with these "entries"./span/p
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p style="margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 200%;"span style="font-size: 12pt;"Dear Diary,/span/p
p style="text-indent: .5in; margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 200%;" align="justify"span style="font-size: 12pt;"I don't even know why I'm writing in this thing right now. Maybe to cope with my stress? I don't know. It's just been a long few months, and I have no idea what to do with myself anymore. I had to kill the first man I ever loved and now I see him constantly, haunting me. I know it was the right thing to do, but why does it feel so bad? He killed so many grounders. And I guess, it was pretty much my fault. If he hadn't gone after me then all of this wouldn't have happened. Maybe that's why I decided to end his life. I didn't want to see him suffer in the hands of vengeful grounders. And now one of my closest friends hates me, this is fucking brilliant. I guess I'm just beginning to not care about anything anymore./span/p
p style="text-indent: .5in; margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 200%;" align="justify"span style="font-size: 12pt;"Oh, and to add on to the mess of things, we still need to find a way to save everyone that's still in the mountain. I don't know what we are going to do. I sent Lincoln and Bellamy in to get intel, but I haven't heard anything on the radio yet. I hope they're okay, Octavia will kill me if anything happens to either of them. I, myself, am worried about Bellamy. God, I hope everything is going okay and that I'm worrying for nothing. I swear to god if I hear from them soon I might go insane. Without Bellamy I don't know what I'll do, he's my rock in all this./span/p
p style="margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 200%;" align="right"span style="font-size: 12pt;"Okay, well I guess that's it,/span/p
p style="margin-bottom: 0in; line-height: 200%;" align="right"span style="font-size: 12pt;"Clarke./span/p