Here have some water Merlin said. I started to drink the water and it tasted weird it was thicker and it tasted like salt I started to choke and cry what was happening to me I wanted to scream but Merlin was turned around then he looked at me with those light sky blue eyes and he was crying. Was he responsible for what was happening to me? No he would never Merlin cared for me I was his friend , he protected me against Uther against the witch finder against my magic against myself! He hugged me as I was dying in his arms and then I knew that he was responsible but I didn't care anymore I would soon die and be free not only from Uther and magic but from myself. But Merlin was not to blame for this I was for trusting Morgause I didn't even know her and I was going to kill all my friends and Uther who I still loved because he was like a father to me and I had been so blinded ,naïve and manipulated it was fair I deserved it. My throat was burning I could feel the blood as I try to swallow so I stop fighting but I had to , I wanted to see Arthur one last time and Gwen and all my friends including Merlin I had to say I was sorry and that I loved them! It became harder and harder to breath. I closed my eyes and let the pain pass soon I would be with my father again! Morgause entered the room swinging her sword she took me in her arms and then that's when I saw last face I was going to see it was Arthur my best friend my first love and possibly my last love. I was glad to see his deep blue eyes one last time and I just fell into the darkness!