I know I promised answers by now, but I don't. The only thing that I know is seventeen-girl-spy-broke-out-of-her-super-secret-spy-school-know-she-is-dead-meat-and-possibly-grounded. As summer was about to started I left my mom, my best friends in the whole world, and the hot boy spy (make that the VERY hot boy spy). I know there is danger out there but I need to know

I need to know why the Circle is following me. I need answers more than ever. On about if my father is either dead or alive. And how did he die.

It was his mother. Those words have haunted me more than ever. I know I love him, and I know he loves me. But I can't be with a guy whose mother tried abducting me.

I dug into my backpack trying to find my phone, to make sure no one has noticed that I was gone. I held it in my hands staring at the black screen, wanting so badly for someone to call me, especially Zach.

I know there were a lot of rough patches between us but I can't help it. He is just amazing and beautiful.

He is everything a girl wants in life. A tall, dark, mysterious, and strong boy spy, he is.

I just hesitate putting the phone back in my pocket. When I did I sigh and kept walking the streets of Washington D.C.

I passed the Spy Museum, with people crowding around it, believing spies aren't real. I just laughed at that thought.

Just to say my mom and dad were part of CIA and I am a spy in training with my best friends Macey McHenry, Bex Baxter, and Liz Sutton. I seriously can't decide if Zach is either an assassin or spy. But he could be better off being a spy than killing people everywhere.

I had to call him, to tell him I'm alright. I headed down toward a subway which hopefully has phone booths, and I was right.

I slipped a quarter into the slot and I quickly began pushing and pressing buttons to call his phone (I memorized the number). It rang and rang and I was crossing my fingers it would go to voicemail.

"Hey, it's Goode, Zachary Goode, you know what to do and I will call you back," a voice said. Yes, his voicemail.

"Um … hey Zach me, Cammie, of course you knew that. Um … I want to say I'm alright and you don't have to worry," I said with tears filling up in my eyes.

"You know why I had to leave; I just want you to understand that," I know what I have to say but it's stuck in my throat, but it escaped. "I love you okay. I know you couldn't expect me to love you," I was literally crying now. "Yeah I do. And I always thought you felt the same way, but it doesn't matter, does it.

"'Cause I know something will happen to me. But after it all if I'm alive I promise that I will come back for you. I promise and please don't worry about me, bye," I said hanging up.

That happened to be the hardest phone call I ever had to make.

I waited to see if the phone will call, being from him. But after five minutes I have made a line and I had to catch a train.

I made my way through the crowd toward the trains. And I saw a face I recognized.

Was it a good person or a bad one? I asked myself.

I was being tossed and turned by people walking by trying to make a train to get home to love ones.

Everyone had entered a train of left the station since it was quiet and empty where I was standing alone on the platform.

I knew something was wrong and right at the same time. And I heard someone behind me.

And I heard the voice I've been waiting to hear say, "So you love me Gallagher Girl?"

I seriously love this series and it's became my life. Zach is my favorite one of the series and I am always waiting for his entrance in every book. I seriously loved him in GG4 unlike other people. I love him more every day he reminds me of my guy friend with the same name and I am literally falling for him for two years. And I can't wait for GG5. I went to D.C. last year and I remember the train station and stuff there so I wrote about the station I was in. And right now I am listening to Megan and Liz's "12 Months Ago" go check it out.