This story and the characters don't belong to me, they belong to the amazing Richelle Mead.

Vampire Academy: What if at the church, Dimitri's 4 words were enough to release the darkness?

"My love has faded". Those four words broke me. My spirit, my life, my reason for living. He was always there when I needed him, yet when I need him the most he turns his back on me, our love our future. I took one last glance back at him but all I saw was frustration and anger in those beautiful brown eyes. Eyes which seem see into my soul and can decipher my most hidden secrets and fears.

"I love you Dimitri never forget that, my love will never fade".

My heart can't take the pain and sadness anymore and before my body was overtaken with grief I sprinted out of the church as fast as possible. I can't breathe anymore it feels as if I have literally been torn in two. My breathing is getting shallower and weaker until my vision started to waver and dark blotches covered my eyes. I fall to the ground and I'm clawing at my face to try and numb the pain but it continues further until the pain is too unbearable, and I feel as if I'm being stabbed with thousands of knives into my skull. I'm screaming out for someone to help me yet no one comes. After everything I do for everyone, this is the treatment I get. I look up and I see the entrance to the church and my mind fills with pure rage. I can't control my body anymore and before I know it I am sprinting to the church like my life depends upon it. I rip open the doors with a strength I didn't even know I possessed and ran straight for 'my comrade'. Just as I went to grab him, I saw fear and worry and love. How could that be?. He doesn't love my anymore.

Dimitri POV

I felt horrible for saying those words to Roza. I couldn't let such an amazing person like her love me, a horrible murderer. She needs to be with someone who loves her and won't hurt her like I've done. Someone like Adrian. A sudden feeling of uneasiness takes over me and I look towards the entrance and there is my Roza, yet she has pitch black dark eyes and a look of pure hatred that I have never seen with before and It's aimed at me. I deserve her hate and anger but she doesn't deserve the words I spoke to her. The next thing I know is she is sprinting towards me faster than any strigoi I have ever encountered. Just before me she stops. I see the old Rose returning, not the Rose full of hate. My Rose. My Roza. I slowly reach my hand out towards her and she goes to take my hand when she collapses . "Roza, no Roza. I'm so sorry, I love you so, so much, I just couldn't be with you knowing how much I had hurt you. Please come back to me". I couldn't control my sobs of pain and grief and I cried in front of everyone in the church, like the weak and pathetic man I have become.

This was the last time I spoke to my Roza and it was the worst mistake I ever made telling her I didn't love her anymore.

Rose POV

I looked into his eyes and saw love. He reached his hand out towards me and my life felt complete and when our hands nearly touched, an enormous amount of pain surged through my heart. The last thing I saw before I faded was the look of pure love on 'my comrades' face. That was enough to help me leave this world and maybe, just maybe, I'll see him again in another life.