What just happened?
I was so sure
How did I end up here?
Alone and afraid.
Why did I listen?
He never cared
Ari was the favourite
So why?
Why not stay with the people who care?
Who I can call family
Who were always there
When I needed them more than ever
What are they doing?
Have they forgotten?
I would not blame them
I should have stayed
Memories flood my mind
Those good years flown by
When I did not worry
And could think freely
Tony, same as always
Never a care in the world
And sweet crystal eyes
That were always laughing
Why did I not let go?
Join in their lives
And be happy for once
Happy I had a life
Why did I think that it could last?
Took it all for granted, if I hadn't
Maybe I would not be here now
Away from everyone and losing life
Now it is all over
I will never see their smiles again
Never feel their warmth
Or live their love
Why?
