What just happened?

I was so sure

How did I end up here?

Alone and afraid.

Why did I listen?

He never cared

Ari was the favourite

So why?

Why not stay with the people who care?

Who I can call family

Who were always there

When I needed them more than ever

What are they doing?

Have they forgotten?

I would not blame them

I should have stayed

Memories flood my mind

Those good years flown by

When I did not worry

And could think freely

Tony, same as always

Never a care in the world

And sweet crystal eyes

That were always laughing

Why did I not let go?

Join in their lives

And be happy for once

Happy I had a life

Why did I think that it could last?

Took it all for granted, if I hadn't

Maybe I would not be here now

Away from everyone and losing life

Now it is all over

I will never see their smiles again

Never feel their warmth

Or live their love

Why?