Hello this my very first FF, I thought I'd give my shot at doing something along with the Twilight Saga, My story is not about Edward, Bella, but it is about Esme. I felt she deserved to have her own story on the one thing she has desired for centuries. Yes it's with everyone same pairings as normal. Please benice and review!

Warning: This story is rated M but I felt it should be rated MA for this will contain strong language, sexual content, violence, hurt, angry emotions to come.

Disclaimer: SM owns all characters in the Twilight Saga, I have borrowed my little brother's JC characters. But I myself OWN Anisa, the up coming names in this story!

Anisa's POV

Any other day I would have been excited to go to the mall. Not today. I'm not sure why but my mood was melancholy. It was so humid outside. I disliked the humid weather, the smell was a just another reminder of the impending rain. My hair was so frizzy that my flat iron didn't even help. I've always been a sort of DIVA, but in a good way. Not like one of those stuck up, snotty bitches, who didn't care about peoples feelings or help those in need. I could be what you would call blunt. I never sugarcoated my opinion. I felt those who sugar-coat there feelings were fake and full of bull shit. I wasn't like that.

My name is Anisa Whitlen. I'm 16 yrs old and an only child. I don't have many friends and my parents are dead. Holidays...birthdays, I've mainly spent alone since they have past away.

I was on my way to the mall when I decided to turned on to the highway instead. I just couldn't deal with the sales people who only liked me for my money. I'm what they would call a 'Trust fund Baby". My parents were well off and left me everything. They've been gone for three years this coming December. They were killed in multi-murder spree.

I loved my parents. I know they loved me. But I miss them, especially my mom. She & I were best friends. The only thing she was ever concerned with was making sure I never went into bad neighborhoods. Other than that, they never complained. I wasn't one of those rich, snotty bitches who looked down on others. One of many mottos was "Never bite the hand that feeds you". My 17th birthday was coming up on June 10th. I really hadn't put much thought into it. I'm sure my aunt & uncle in Tucson would love to throw a party for me but they threw my 'Sweet 16' Birthday party last year and I really don't want to bother them anymore. They're my legal guardians now but we made an agreement after my parents died.

My Uncle Jeff & Aunt Ana knew I'd be able to take care of myself so they agreed that as long as they could give my butler and maid partial guardianship of me and if I promised to call them if I ever needed anything I could still live here in my home. I also had to agree to visit them four times a year. They love me just as much as my parents did. They keep up with my grades and activities at school. They've just given me my space. I didn't want to leave my home. I had a few friends here that I couldn't leave behind. They were true friends who didn't use me for my money or my cars.

As I drove, I hit shuffle on my Mp3 player. The first song to play was "Roses" by Mary J. Blige. It looked like today was going to be one of those days where every song I heard matched my mood.

See today I'm having one of them days where
I just don't want to be bothered,
but it seems like you can't
understand that because it's your
way or no way,
but check this out
And I'm really, really sick and tired of
you steppin' into my little box
When I just don't want to be bothered
okay, so check this out.

I've had my ways, and I've had my
share of ups and downs.
I been in trouble, and I couldn't tell my ups from downs
I been your baby, and I don't know why you
don't seem like that no more
welcome to the new definition of love.

It ain't all roses hey,
flowers imposing hey
said it ain't all candy hey
this love stuff is demanding hey
Sometimes I need a hug

See you just really wanna push all my buttons
Cause you Mr. Right & I'm Mrs. Wrong,
But right now today,
I'm going to be the one to sing this song
I'm going be Mrs. Right today it's
my way, or the highway
With you there's just no getting
around that I got to be bumping
heads with you
What's up with that? Listen see

I love my man, and I know my place I know my worth
I just can't stand
to see myself as I hurt
it's been along time, and I think
that I can get a little more love from you
I know some of yall go through it too cause

Sometimes I just wish you would just
put your arms around me
When I'm feeling so very needy
But instead you just turn your back and say "suck it up"
oh you don't know how I feel right now
If you knew how I'm feeling on the inside
you wouldn't say "suck it up"
Now what tha' cause
It' aint' all roses you know,
Everybody ask me how good it is?
It's great love is great
When you just a mess yourself, it
ain't gone be all roses.
Cause you just want your time

You wanna be selfish
You know you don't want nobody messing with you
You just want to rip somebodies head
off when they try to step to you with
some "Oh! You need
some help, Oh! You need to figure it
out" You figure it out You go
figure It out, you suck
it up!

Ugh. What was wrong with me today? Why was I feeling so down? I usually always went to bed happy. I was never upset. I tried not to let other peoples problems stress me out. I frustratingly hit the gas. I loved driving fast in my new 2009 cranberry-colored Impala. The sun roof was open and the quick breeze felt good as I drove down the highway. I always felt the most free when I drove like this. I wish I had a motorcycle.

The next song came on and I immediately felt a little better. "Poker Face" by lady Gaga. How catchy is this song? I turned up the volume and sang along

Mum mum mum mah
Mum mum mum mah

I wanna hold em' like they do in Texas Plays
Fold em' let em' hit me raise it baby stay with me (I love it)
Luck and intuition play the cards with Spades to start
And after he's been hooked I'll play the one that's on his heart

Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(she's got me like nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my

No he can't read my poker face
(she's got me like nobody)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)
P-p-p-poker face, p-p-poker face
(Mum mum mum mah)

Driving was my release. I was forgetting about everything in town. That's when I noticed a semi-trust moving up quickly behind me. There was a bridge coming up so I slowed down. The semi-truck didn't follow my lead and smashed into me forcing my car into the guard rail, flipping over it...into the dark water below. The semi-truck smashed into three other cars before coming to a stop. Tires were screeching, people were screaming and crying. A crowd of people rushed to the guard. I could hear their faint yelling as my car sank further into the water.

"SOMEONE CALL 911! THERE IS A CAR OVER THE RAIL! SOMEONE'S IN THERE!. HURRY THE HELL UP!! THEY'RE GOING TO DIE IF THEY AREN'T ALREADY DEAD!!"

When my car crashed into the water I had hit my head on the steering wheel. Blood was gushing out. That, however, was the least of my worries. The water was quickly filling up in my car and that's when I realized my leg was jammed under the dashboard. I was able to get out my seatbelt and I worked on freeing my leg. The current was moving more swiftly. If I didn't get my leg free, I was surely going to die. Flashes of my parents ran threw my head. I started to pray.. begging someone. Anyone to come save me. I didn't want to die, not like this. I glanced up at the sunroof. I could use the frame of the car as leverage to pull myself up. That's when I realized that the glass had shifted and jammed itself nearly 3/4 of the way shut. Damnit! Even if I did get my leg out, I wouldn't be able to fit through the small opening. I tugged on the glass but it wouldn't budge. With all my might, I pulled on the glass. It finally broke loose. My focus immediately went back to my leg.

"KEEP TRYING NISA! PULL DAMNIT! YOU ARE NOT GOING TO DIE!" I pulled at my leg again. Screaming in pain as the dashboard finally released it's grip. I felt it snap and tear and the jagged edge of the dashboard tore into my skin. With a little air in my lungs and a leg free, I started to swim to the surface. The water stung against my leg. I reached the surface, gasping for air. That's when I realized how heavy my leg felt. I couldn't move it. I felt the panic increase as I tried to remember back to my swimming classes. If you're injured, float on your back and keep your head above water. OK, OK, I could do this. Someone would see me... someone would come for me...wouldn't they?

I grasped the knee to my injured leg trying to keep it as high as possible, turned into my back and drifted down the river. I immediately started yelling for help, "HELP! SOMEONE SAVE ME! I'M DYING!..... CAN ANYONE HEAR ME!?! GOD, PLEASE DON'T LET ME DIE!"

I kept repeating the words like a mantra as I floated further down the river. I had to believe someone would miss me and come looking for me. I had screamed until my voice started to give out. I cried when I would focus on the pain. The cold water was making my leg very heavy and it was hard for me to breath. My lungs were starting to constrict. "Don't close your eyes, Anisa. You close them.. that's it." the voice spoke. I whispered in reply, " I'm tired.. I just want to sleep. Let me close my eyes for a second and I promise I'll open them again." My eyes were so heavy they shut on their own. I continued to float down the river as my heart beat slowed. I was giving up. I was going to die, and I knew it wouldn't be long.

Esme POV

The Girls and I decided to go hunting. We hadn't really had any bonding time just between us ladies since we moved from the west coast. Today was the day I had been looking forward to spending with my beautiful daughters' Rosalie, Alice & Bella as well as my grand-daughter, Renesmee.

You couldn't ask for a better family. Of course there were times where I had to break up arguments but those were very rare. I loved them all like they were really my children but I've always longed for a child of my own. Someone I could truly call my own.. but I knew that was impossible. The past ten years have proved to be something of surprise. We've added a new member to our family, John. Alice found John while her and Jasper were out hunting. While unexpected, he's proved to be a good addition to the family. Bright, smart, funny and he blended in with the rest of us quite well. His eyes are a deep copper color but in another three-to-six months they should match ours.

Carlisle, Emmett, Edward, Jasper, John & Jacob stayed behind. They didn't like the idea of all of us ladies going hunting for the day by ourselves, but we had Bella's shield and Alice's' vision. We would be fine. If anything were to happen, we promised to call and we would make sure to stay within a 30 mile range from the home. 30 miles seems like a long distance but in reality it's only a five minute run. I loved what our family had become. I looked at them with all the admiration in the world but I still longed for that missing piece, a child of my own. I smiled when I thought of that. I knew deep down that it could never happen though because I was a vampire.

"Esme," Alice spoke, "Are you ready? We're almost there. The herd is about 4 miles away, close to the river."

"Yes, I'm ready. How many do you see Alice?"
"60-90 elk. Very few females, though. Mostly males so we should be fine." And then we ran. All of us smiling and talking while we slowed down when came up on the elk.

"Grandma? I'm going with you & Alice" Nessie spoke. You would never be able to tell that my grand daughter was 17 years old. She was beautiful, just like the rest of us. So mature but more child-like. It made me believe that everything Bella & Edward went through, was worth it.

I nodded and smiled. Then we were all off and running again. I took down four males quickly, snapping their necks and draining their blood. Elk blood was warm & thick. It tended to last longer than just plain deer blood. I watched as Nessie chased her prey for a minute, then pounced. I heard the snap of her teeth as she went right for the neck, draining it lifeless.

Alice danced in circles around her elk. She always had to play a little. The elk was so dizzy that it fell over and she devoured it. Rosalie and Bella decided to make a contest of whoever caught the most would have to clean up after everyone. Bella won... but Bella being Bella, helped Rose anyway.

We were soon talking & laughing, discussing the up-coming holidays. I would have to cook for Nessie & Jacob. I figured I would cook some ribs, make a potato salad, some southern-style sweet tea because it's Jacob's favorite. The rest of the family would drink blood as we lit fireworks at home. I knew the children would love having our own private fireworks show. Alice and Nessie were discussing the fall fashion line. Bella was laying in the sun with her eyes closed, daydreaming. Rose being Rose was painting her nails. I could do nothing but smile at my beautiful daughters and my half human/half vampire grand-daughter. I was blessed.

Alice suddenly stopped talking and Nessie yelled at me. "Grandma! Alice is having a vision!" It caught all of our attention. Alice came back looking shocked, yet surprised. She whispered in my ear. I couldn't do anything except stand there stunned. If I had a heartbeat it would have stopped that instant. "We can't let her die like that Alice, we have to save her! No one deserves to die like that! Especially when it's not their fault." I yelled.

"Mom, it's not that simple, You HAVE save her she is you...your SINGER!"

"My singer? What, How?! I love your father!!"

"Mom, it's not like I can explain everything now but just know that it's going to work out. We have to get to the river bank before it's too late!" I gathered my thoughts and quickly ordered Rose, Bella and Nessie to run back to the house and warn everyone that Alice & I would be home in 15 minutes. Nessie touched my face "showing" me that it would be ok.

"Grandma! OH MY GOD GRANDMA! How can that be? Ok, I promise I wont say a word. Not even to my dad!"

Rose and Bella looked confused but headed towards the house. I didn't want to say anything yet because I didn't like fighting with Rose. Of course Bella would understand but Rose on the other hand wouldn't. Not even after everything Edward & Bella went through.

"NESSIE, COME ON!!" Bella & Rose both yelled behind them. "Good luck Auntie Alice & Grandma", Nessie called as she ran towards her mother and aunt. I looked at my pixie daughter who was smiling, "Oh Esme, this is wonderful! After everything and after all this time you will have your child! Come on, let's go get her! She should be floating down the river in about 10 minutes. We will beat her there but she's hurt badly. We'll have to carry her from the river and get her home quickly."

Every thought possible started passing through my head as I ran with my daughter to the river. We were quickly at the bank. Where we waited. Alice didn't even tell me anything about this girl. What she looked like, how old she was, nothing. But none of that mattered. She was my singer. Every vampire has a singer and no matter who they are, they become the most important thing in your life.

I could smell her, even now.. her blood was mixing with the water. I could sense her heart beat. It was very shallow. Alice looked over to me, touching my arm. A silent reassurance that everything would be ok. That what we were doing was the right thing, even if we didn't understand it. "Alice, how much longer? Her scent is already so strong. Sweet." I asked nervously. "Not long, maybe five more minutes. Mom, she's not doing well at all. The car wreck was horrible. They didn't even bother heading down to search for her. They assumed that she was dead. But she saved herself.. just barely." Alice was smiling. My pixie daughter knew more than she was telling. I knew to trust Alice. "Never bet against Alice.. you'll lose", was a family motto.

"Mom? She's coming down the river now. We should get ready. Her leg is broken along with a few ribs and her wrist." Alice spoke in a somber tone. We jumped in the river and waited for her body to float down. The closer she floated to us, the stronger her scent became to me. It was so sweet and strong. A scent I had never smelled before. I was so afraid that I wouldn't be able to handle this. I just had to trust that with Alice here, I would be ok. Her vision showed her that I would change this girl into one of us, not kill her. Yet the monster inside me was still waking up. The girls eyes were fluttering. Even thought I had just finished hunting, the scent of my singers blood was calling to me. It was sweeter than anything I had ever imagined. Sweeter than honey & sugar together. "I won't kill her" I whispered to myself. I had to trust Alice's vision. If Alice saw this in her vision, I would run her home and have Carlisle change her instead.

"She's coming, Esme. Grab her and pull her to the river bank. The young girl moaned. Her face was very pale due to floating so long in the cold river. I was shaking. "I can do this, I can do this," I chanted. "Esme?!" Are you sure you can do this here? We still have time to run her home and have Carlisle change her. There's time to get her home but anywhere else and she won't make it. We have an half-hour tops." Alice asked.

I risked another glance at the young lady. I felt like I was going into shock. Never in all my life as a vampire did I think I would become a mother. To be able to change someone so young. She would have a life. An immortal life where she'd never age or die. She would notice things that others would never be able to see. Not only that but I could truly call her my own. My venom would flow through her veins. I would be giving her life. Giving birth to her, in an immortal sense.

With a sigh, I looked up to Alices' honey-colored eyes. "Alice, I'm ready but I would like to get her home and change her.. with your father Carlisle and Edward around. I don't want to take a chance of killing... my daughter."
With a smile on our faces, we picked Anisa up out of the freezing river. The girl opened her eyes for a moment to see us staring at her. "Beautiful angels. I must be dying. I'm so cold." Her eyes closed and not another word was spoken from her lips.

Alice carried the girl and I ran beside them. We reached the house within five minutes and were greeted at the front door by Carlisle, who had a huge smile on his face. Apparently he already knew what was going on, he just didn't know the entire story. He called for Edward and Bella who were preparing the hospital wing. The same room used for Bella's change and Nessie's birth. Bella walked towards me, telling me that everything was going to be ok and not to worry. "Have faith in yourself, Esme. You're finally going to get your daughter."

Edward said nothing.

Carlisle carried the girl inside and placed her the table. He then turned to look at me. He could tell that I was nervous. "Don't worry, Esme, I'll guide you through the change." Alice turned to leave the room saying she had "to make sure the new Cullen had clothes". I smiled warmly at her. "Don't worry mom, you'll do fine. She is your daughter. No doubt something we've never seen before, but she is your daughter now." I nodded with an unspoken "thank you". She rushed out of the room but quickly turned to yell, "CHANGE HER NOW!"

With that I flew over to the table and looked down at the beautiful girl that would soon join our family. With the first bite to her right shoulder, I could feel the warm thick blood glide down my throat. That's when the venom started. Carlisle, Edward and Bella stood watch. Carlisle soon spoke up, "Esme, dear? Switch to the other shoulder now. That's enough." I moved to the left shoulder. I was proud that I was able to stop. As I bit through her skin, the monster inside me started screaming for joy. Taunting me. "Drain her! Kill her now! Don't let her live. She doesn't deserve it! You have enough children already! What's one missing young woman? They aren't even looking for her. SHE IS NOTHING!" the monster yelled. Carlisle realized that I was losing control. "ENOUGH, ESME! You will kill her, STOP!" I sensed Edward approach close behind me. "Mom, stop! You can stop. Don't listen to the monster inside! It's selfish! It doesn't care. YOU CARE! Please mom, stop! You're not a killer!"

Those words broke my concentration. Realizing what I was doing I turned to Carlisle, Edward and Bella with pure disgust on my face. "I ALMOST KILLED HER!" I screamed. Bella moved close, "But you didn't mom, you couldn't. it's not in you."

I stood motionless as Edward walked over to the young woman. He watched as Carlisle made sure the bite marks were closing. The young girl was silent. The venom was doing it's job. Carlisle took me in his arms. "Esme? We wait now. Three days. Your daughter will be one of us." He hugged me tightly. "I love you, Esme. Even if I don't understand why GOD would bring this girl to us, I still love you."

"I love you too, husband." I whispered. Now I waited for the re-birth of my daughter. The three longest days of my life.

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