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Disclaimer- this is the thing that tells you I don't own x-men:evo
Kurt sat silently on the edge of his balcony overlooking the grounds of the Xavier institute. He sighed, he would miss it, but he just couldn't take it anymore. Everyone in the institute flinched whenever they saw him without his image inducer, he was tired of hiding behind a mask. He laughed, thinking most people have a mask to make themselves look different mine makes me look normal. But the thing was he was tired of just looking normal, he was as normal as any of the other x-men. No, he wasn't he was a freak; everyone knew that, just one look sent shivers up their spine.
Moving slowly to his desk he laid the note down, he had spent days just trying to think of what he could say and now he knew it was the best he could manage.
Dear Friends,
I am sorry that I have to take my leave but I no longer belong
with the x-men. I can't fight for or with people who cannot see
past my appearance. I have seen the very worst that humanity
has to offer, my village tried to burn me, at the stake, because
I was different looking. I asked the professor once why people
judge by what they see; he said that he did not know. So went
to the library and found an answer, it said that it was a
defense mechanism; I got to thinking if everyone is afraid of me
then I must be something that people need defending from. One
look in the mirror confirmed my suspicions and it was then that
I began to notice how you treat me. Jean you refuse to meet my
eyes when I talk to you. Evan you lie so that you can avoid me.
Cyclops you leave the room when I enter. But kitty, the one I
care the most about, just stares with a mix of horror and
disgust on her face, it is because of this I leave. I am less
than human, I am less than mutant. I do not deserve to share
this world with you all but I am too cowardly to take my own
life. I am sorry to be leaving I have been more accepted here
than anywhere else but I am sorry, even among other freaks I
stand out, I am not worthy of such a place.
Rouge thank you, you are the real only real family I have ever
had, you are truly a good person, one of the few in this world I
have come to believe. Thank you and I will remember you
forever; I ask only that you do the same for me. I owe you my
gratitude for eternity.
As for the teachers here, I thank you as well. Logan you were
like a really mean and scary uncle or something, thank you.
Ororo thank you for helping me to come to grips with what I am
and giving me the courage to leave from here with regret I admit
but with no doubt.
Xavier, you are a fool, how can you change the ideals of all
humans when you cant even get your students to accept on of
their own. I have no doubt that your way is the right way but I
know that you will fail. No one can change the ideals of
another without first convincing themselves, the problem was I
cant convince myself.
Good Bye
NightCrawler
(& Please don't look for me)
He set the note back down on the desk, knowing that it was the best he could do. He picked up the bag he had packed weeks before when he convinced himself that he was actually going to go through with it. There was a knock on his door and he hopped onto his balcony ready to take his leave.
Rouge walked in after knocking, she stared at him as he stood on the balcony. He wasn't wearing his image inducer and had a bag on his shoulder. He gave her a slight sigh and said, "Good Bye Rouge" with a wink he teleported leaving nothing more of him than the smell of sulfur. She ran to the balcony and saw him for a moment silhouetted against the full moon on top of the fence to the institute. She wiped a small tear from her eye and mumbled " Kurt what hav ya don?"
Disclaimer- this is the thing that tells you I don't own x-men:evo
Kurt sat silently on the edge of his balcony overlooking the grounds of the Xavier institute. He sighed, he would miss it, but he just couldn't take it anymore. Everyone in the institute flinched whenever they saw him without his image inducer, he was tired of hiding behind a mask. He laughed, thinking most people have a mask to make themselves look different mine makes me look normal. But the thing was he was tired of just looking normal, he was as normal as any of the other x-men. No, he wasn't he was a freak; everyone knew that, just one look sent shivers up their spine.
Moving slowly to his desk he laid the note down, he had spent days just trying to think of what he could say and now he knew it was the best he could manage.
Dear Friends,
I am sorry that I have to take my leave but I no longer belong
with the x-men. I can't fight for or with people who cannot see
past my appearance. I have seen the very worst that humanity
has to offer, my village tried to burn me, at the stake, because
I was different looking. I asked the professor once why people
judge by what they see; he said that he did not know. So went
to the library and found an answer, it said that it was a
defense mechanism; I got to thinking if everyone is afraid of me
then I must be something that people need defending from. One
look in the mirror confirmed my suspicions and it was then that
I began to notice how you treat me. Jean you refuse to meet my
eyes when I talk to you. Evan you lie so that you can avoid me.
Cyclops you leave the room when I enter. But kitty, the one I
care the most about, just stares with a mix of horror and
disgust on her face, it is because of this I leave. I am less
than human, I am less than mutant. I do not deserve to share
this world with you all but I am too cowardly to take my own
life. I am sorry to be leaving I have been more accepted here
than anywhere else but I am sorry, even among other freaks I
stand out, I am not worthy of such a place.
Rouge thank you, you are the real only real family I have ever
had, you are truly a good person, one of the few in this world I
have come to believe. Thank you and I will remember you
forever; I ask only that you do the same for me. I owe you my
gratitude for eternity.
As for the teachers here, I thank you as well. Logan you were
like a really mean and scary uncle or something, thank you.
Ororo thank you for helping me to come to grips with what I am
and giving me the courage to leave from here with regret I admit
but with no doubt.
Xavier, you are a fool, how can you change the ideals of all
humans when you cant even get your students to accept on of
their own. I have no doubt that your way is the right way but I
know that you will fail. No one can change the ideals of
another without first convincing themselves, the problem was I
cant convince myself.
Good Bye
NightCrawler
(& Please don't look for me)
He set the note back down on the desk, knowing that it was the best he could do. He picked up the bag he had packed weeks before when he convinced himself that he was actually going to go through with it. There was a knock on his door and he hopped onto his balcony ready to take his leave.
Rouge walked in after knocking, she stared at him as he stood on the balcony. He wasn't wearing his image inducer and had a bag on his shoulder. He gave her a slight sigh and said, "Good Bye Rouge" with a wink he teleported leaving nothing more of him than the smell of sulfur. She ran to the balcony and saw him for a moment silhouetted against the full moon on top of the fence to the institute. She wiped a small tear from her eye and mumbled " Kurt what hav ya don?"
