Happy Valentines Day! I totally forgot to make a special oneshot for this beloved holiday, so, I'm writing one right now! RandR


~JD and Elliot~

My double shift doesn't allow me to be home, with you. It only makes me teach the interns more about how to do things better around here. Denise saying 'It sucks that your sick' as a comforting set of words, Howie not visiting his patients only looking when he has to, and many other interns doing stupid things when they're not supposed to.

I don't know why Dr. Cox gave me and Turk double shifts. I guess because if he can't be with Jordan on Valentine's Day, I can't be with you, and Turk can't be with Carla. It really sucks that I can't just take the day off.

You are probably holding Sam right now, knowing that I'm not coming home tonight. I'm sorry if you're crying, I'm sorry I'm making you sad.

~Perry and Jordan~

You're probably already out at the bar, waiting for me. I'm not coming, though. I want to, more than anything else in the world do I want to be with you at this very moment. But, you are sitting alone at that bar, I predict, watching that door, waiting for it to swing open and for me to show up as expected. Either that or you stopped waiting and already was at some guy's apartment.

My paperwork is making me stay at this hellhole tonight, and making me make Gandhi and his wife Carol stay here, too. If I suffer, they suffer, too. Only a couple more pages of paperwork, and I'd be able to go home, even though you'd already be asleep.

The thing is, it's Valentine's Day, and I'm not spending it with the one I love the most. I am spending this holiday with paperwork and Ted. How great.

~Turk and Carla~

I'm not even doing anything, just leaning on the glass outside the OR, looking in at Todd and him talking to one of the nurse's. He held up his hand, and the nurse's eyes told me that he just used sexual innuendo. He self fived himself and snapped going back to his work. I wish I could be home, watching you and Izzy, and drinking champagne with you. I hate not being with you. Especially tonight. Valentines Day.

I left a card for you and a small box of chocolates for Izzy on the table, and then left. Dr. Cox making me work a double shift tonight. This is all his paperwork's fault. If he didn't have his paperwork, I would be home with you, happy again.

I can't be with you, on Valentine's Day. Those words repeated in my head, over and over. It's almost like these walls are rubbing it in my face, like those stupid words are glued to the wall.

~Elliot and JD~

I'm rocking baby Sam in my arms, a baby that isn't mine. I feel guilty about that, and I don't know why. I had always wanted a baby, but never got one. Keith never gave me one, neither any of my other boyfriends. I don't have to be married to have a baby. At least, that's what I think. Even though we'd be better off married.

Dr. Cox made you work a double shift, on Valentine's Day. My heart is aching of missing you. Carla's probably just as sad as I am. It's the first Valentine's Day with us together. We've had a Christmas, and we've had a Thanksgiving, but never a Valentine's Day.

My day is empty, because I have had off all day, and you've been working. It's not fair. I wish we could be together, but, we're not. I'm not with you on Valentine's Day.

~Jordan and Perry~

I'm not at the bar, because I know that you won't meet me there. I know that you're working as hard as you can, as quick as you can, but you still wouldn't make it. I'd be sitting there, on that bar stool waiting, until I got so board that I started macking with a college boy. It just wouldn't be right to do that. I would cheat on you any other day, but not today.

Jack and Jennifer are still u, as it is Saturday, and they wanted to see you when you got home. I know they will be disappointed because they would be dosing off soon. I'll probably be going to sleep in about 5 minutes.

I'm not with anyone on Valentine's Day. Not with you. I'm guessing you made DJ and that black surgeon stay there, too. Just like you, if you suffer, someone has to go down with you.

~Carla and Turk~

Izzy's asleep, and I've been watching the teletubbies without noticing until now. I turn off the TV and mope out into the bedroom. I'm alone. You're not here, and I'm sad without you here with me, especially today. There's a dead feeling inside of me, eating at me. I didn't know I got so addicted to you over the years. I want you to come home, but I know you can't.

Dr. Cox has kept you there, JD being caged in, too. Elliot has called me over the day a couple of times to say hi. My ears were burning because no one was talking to me. It's not fair that everyone else in the world is with their loved ones, and I'm not.

My day is empty without you here, and my sisters calling me to say happy Valentine's Day didn't help at all. It just reminded me more that I'm not with you on Valentine's Day.


It's decided that this story is gonna be a twoshot. I'll update this tomorrow. Happy Valentines Day!

-emo