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It really shouldn't surprise me I guess but in some way's it still does. just because of the way it all happened and the irony of how it occurred. We knew it wouldn't always be but I had hoped for longer time and in the end all I had were minutes compared to others.
He knew he'd die, we all would, but I guess we all saw our deaths as tragic hero type things. No he didn't return. He'd always figured he'd die doing God's work as he'd always done. He told me he couldn't stop because it was the only way he could think God for sending him his angel; me. And I use to blush and then I began to say, "I fell no one sent me, I choose to come... to you." And he would laugh.
I remember that day, I relive it so often. Not because I need a reminder but only to feel that joy that I had lived for those few hours. College had just ended and summer was just beginning. We had promised to stay in contact with each other but that first year was just so busy and we never saw one another because there was just no time. Well we did see each other but only on sporadic missions and to help Master. So Master called us together, she wanted all of us to spend one day together, she missed a lot and she needed us there if only for a short time. And so we did as she asked and stayed with her.
It was so wonderful, to see all of them again and not have to fight. I spent time with everyone but most of all him. I spent hours on end with him; listening to his voice, talking with him, holding him, touching and kissing him. It all felt so new again and so familiar that I did think for the entire day. And before we knew it, the day was over and the moon had come.
We all went back to his house because he was the only one who lived alone. I guess we still needed to be together, no matter that hours had already passed. We needed time with our lovers and friends. To fill the intimacy we all shared through out high school and that had some how cooled when we separated, if only for a few months. We sat and talked about everything new and old, played dumb games, said stupider things and felt the peace that had been missing from our separate lives for some while now. At that time that's when the Powers That Be saw fit to destroy out renewed found peace.
Senpai went to the kitchen and look everywhere for food, he was hungry again. There was none, the cabinets and refrigerator were all empty nothing in the. He laughed it all when we asked and stared, "I guess I forgot to go shopping again. I forget sometimes now that your not here as that silent reminder." We all nodded and accepted his answer, so blind.
The left, three of them for food; him, senpai, and onii-san (I called him that because he said that it fit him. We were so different that our similarities were astounding.) Just to go for food at the market a few blocks away and we all waved good-bye for the moment.
Four of us left in the house and we sat there and talked that was all. Till Master's scream made us realize that new arrangement wasn't going to change.
We all figured death would come in battle, fighting with valor and love. I guess we were fools. Icy streets for late snowstorms or drunken robbers could be our ends. We said farewells a few days later. All four of us cried.
I stayed a while longer I couldn't say good-bye just then, or now. He didn't return and I'll never know how many times he forgot. Worse for me it I'll never be with him. He didn't come back, not because he didn't want too, never, but because he just couldn't.
OWARICherry: It's a drabble, something that just came to us. Hope ya'll liked it.
