Disclaimer:Don't own Twilight. Used page 105 in breaking dawn

Always thought that Bella was upset that she didn't get the boy she wanted

My Little nudger

I wanted a son

Not a daughter.

A little boy with flushed cheeks,wide soft green eyes,with an angel face

Who was so small that I needed to protect him from harm.

But he never came,

Could never protect him like I could have.

My sweet little boy was a lie a trick

Giving me a brown eyed daughter.

Renesmee Carlie Cullen

Not

E.J Cullen

I will forever cherish the could be child

I will never forget that he could have been born instead of my daughter.