Ok so this is a story about Bella and how her unusual past comes back to her and finds that she isn't the weak defenseless girl she had been before. Its all through her point of view except for a few exceptions I'm experimenting with a new writing style for me. Go easy on me with this one! I'm not too sure about it but tell me if you like it! :D Cause I'm really starting to get into this plot! I know the summary is horrible I've never been able to write a very good one. I hope that this will help my writing skillz cause right now I'm not very good wish me luck! R&R PLZZZZZZZ! Gracias! =)

Well Here You Go First Chapter Action!-

My Inner Wolf?

I let a yawn escape my lips, proving to my father that I was actually tired and was not faking that I was really in no mood for a road trip. Also emphasizing the fact that I wasn't ecstatic about being woken up this early in the morning.

"But daaaad! Why are you making me go down with you to La Push?" I protested, ever since I had moved out here a month ago my father has been trying to make me become friends with the kids down in La Push. He was set on this idea for some reason – he wanted me to find a 'nice boy' aka not Edward. My current boyfriend, whom I loved very much. I had already met one boy who came from down there named Jacob but all he did was stare at me for the quick minute he was in my driveway dropping something off to my dad and then leaving. Although I didn't see much of him his piercing black eyes unnerved me and made me feel very uneasy. I mean not only was it rude to stare but the way he looked at me felt strange to me. Even though I tried to avoid his gaze, even though it was so strong I could feel it with my back turned, I sort of liked it. I know weird but it didn't just make me feel uneasy but it also made me feel protected. When I met his gaze I felt a strong pull to him that scared me.

I sighed as I remembered this morning conversation with Charlie – he was always so pig headed I was surprised I was even able to talk him into letting me date Edward and go out with him to the movies.

"Bells I want you to make more…reasonable friends," Charlie sighed as he read his newspaper; he was getting tired of this same conversation day in and day out.

"What do you mean more "reasonable friends"? The Cullen's are a very reasonable family and I like them," I stated in a matter of fact tone.

"What you like is that Edward guy," Charlie mumbled under his breath, hoping I wouldn't hear but I caught it. In a moment my face was bright red, I turned away and sighed.

"Whatever, but I just want you to know I won't play nice! I know you want me to make "friends" with a guy down there but I refuse to fall into your trap so easily!" I huffed and shoved a spoon full of cereal into my mouth.

"Fine fine whatever you say Miss. Grumpy!" Charlie chuckled, he never took anything I said in the morning to heart because he knew I was never a happy camper when it came to mornings.

"You think I'm kidding! But I'm not going to enjoy this trip one bit, I hope you know that your putting your daughter through torture right now!" I protested again, "Even though I told you that Jacob kid freaks me out.."

"Uh-huh I've heard it a thousand times already! But trust me Jake isn't that bad of a kid in fact he's a great guy and I'm sure you'll like him a lot," Charlie put a lot of stress on the 'like him a lot' part and I couldn't help but look at him and giggle. When he saw me laughing he chimed in to, we both couldn't believe we were already fighting over boy troubles. I'm sure Charlie had wanted to wait until I was older to start trying to break me up with one guy and get me with a better one.

I was sure that this Jacob kid was nice but no one could ever compare to Edward, he was gorgeous, smart, nice, and not to forget the little fact that he was a vampire. I had found out the first day I got here when he saved me from a car that was about to crush me to my own car and he pushed the car effortlessly out of the way. After many daring rescues in the past most of which involved me, it became clear to Cullen's that I attracted trouble like moths to a light. The last one almost left me getting killed by another hungry vampire, James. I was currently dating Edward and it seemed that every minute that passed I fell more passionately in love with him.

I was snapped out of my thoughts about my baby boy when I heard drops of water begin to hit the car, I looked out the window and saw the dark clouds above. At first sprinkles began to hit the car but soon it was pouring and Charlie had to turn on the windshield wiper to even be able to see what was happening in front of him as he drove.

"Raining again?" I sighed as I stared out the window, "I hate water! How is it that I just got so lucky that I would have to move to the wettest place in the world?"

"Luck just follows you around like a baby duck follows its mother huh?" Charlie said which caused me to laugh at his badly placed metaphor.

"I wonder if I could get anymore lucky then I already am?" I said, as I laced my words with sarcasm, I looked out the window and watched the rain fall silently onto the trees we drove past. Even though I hated the rain I had to admit it looked beautiful. It hit the trees making them look glossy and healthy which made me smile. I guess rain wasn't all bad, I mean the smell of wet planets and grass after it rains is amazing!

I was once again dragged out of my thoughts when I saw a dash of red fly through the forest; I blinked and looked closer to where I saw the red. In a flash it was there and gone again in a second. As I stared intently at where I had last scene the brilliant spot of red, I quickly realized it was not alone, right behind it was a big mass of fur. I couldn't believe my eyes as they strained to see through the rain. As I looked closer – the red dot took the shape of hair and I could now clearly see that the owner of that hair was Victoria! (James's mate)

She was being chased, by what seemed to be a giant dog. It raced through the forest after her, snapping at her when it had the chance but always seeming to miss her by a inch. She was faster than it was and as she jumped from tree to tree trying to get away from it, it also met her every move with a miraculous strategy of its own. When she jumped to one tree he would move to the other side to catch her when she fell but once again never quite being able to reach her as she twisted and turned her body so she was just out of reach of its snapping jaws.

I watched in amazement, as they sped off away from the road and deeper into the forest. I sat back in my seat and stared foreword in amazement. My face must have looked like I had just seen a flying pig cause when Charlie looked over at me he looked concerned.

"What's wrong Bells?" Charlie asked his voice knit with concern, as he turned and looked at me.

"Keep your eyes on the road!" I advised and Charlie quickly moved his eyes back to looking at the road, "It's nothing I just saw something a little uh…strange in the forest."

"Define strange."

"Oh it's nothing I just thought I saw a bear or something like that chasing a little red cat," I laughed while I rubbed the back of my neck nervously; I had never been the best at fabricating a lie. As you can plainly see.

"A red cat?" Charlie double checked, making sure I had meant to say that. I nodded dumbly and he laughed, "Bells I think the rain is effecting your head."

"Hey! I'll believe in these faulty eyes and if they saw a red cat then gosh darn it there was red cat being chase by a giant beat!" I yelled playfully and laughed along with Charlie. Once the laughing died down I returned to staring out the window. Victoria must be back to take her revenge on Edward, Alice had already seen her plan out my death. The reason Victoria was so eager to kill me because she believed a mate for a mate was only fair. So she planned on taking away Edwards mate aka me as punishment for killing James.

"Bad luck leave me alone please!" I mumbled and sighed as I stared out the window at the trees again.

We pulled off the highway onto a one way dirt road, the bumps and dips in the road were evident as the car rocked back and forth making me feel a little more than car sick. I was not very used to being tossed around like this so much and my body was making that clear to me. Right when I thought I was at my limit, we pulled up to a beautiful red house.

"We're here!" my dad grinned with excitement, at the thought of being able to see his close friend again. I had never seen such a simple yet beautiful house before, it was painted red and was a two story house it had a very warm feeling to it almost homey. Unlike the Cullen's house which I had to admit was very beautiful in itself but lacked the warm feeling this house did. The Cullen's house was up to date with the latest trends and had all the new electronics it needed to keep the house remaining number one on the list of most fancy houses in this small town. The Black's house, however, was very old and seemed to be falling apart but looked like it had been repaired many times and then re-painted. A small black dog ran around the yard chasing a family of chickens through the rain.

'How ironic' I thought to myself, 'the werewolves have a pet dog.' I had learned this secret as well, when me and Edward had been walking in the forest trying to get me as far away from James as possible. Edward had to stop at an invisible border and in a matter of seconds of us arriving at the border that Edward apparently couldn't cross a giant wolf appeared before us. I was so shocked but Edward reassured me by saying it was only Paul. I had remembered that Paul was one of the boys that hung around with Jacob so it all fit. Edward didn't really have to explain to me what they were or who they were because I already knew but he felt like he had to for some reason.

Charlie parked the car and before I could even have a second to collect myself a herd of boys burst out of the front door and swarmed the truck. All except one rushed to Charlie's side of the car and opened the door greeting him with friendly smiles and big old bear hugs, the one boy who did not rush to Charlie like he was their long lost father or something, was Jacob Black. He remained by his father's side helping him down the self made ramp. He was grinning like everyone else and as he got closer and closer to the car he finally seemed to notice I was there, unlike the rest of the boys. When he met my eyes he smiled, against his perfectly brown skin his white teeth stuck out like a sore thumb. I smiled back dumbly in return as a blush slowly crept onto my face. Wait! What was I doing just a month ago he was creeping me out but now I'm being swept off my feet just from his smile? I shook my head to get rid of the thought, which must have looked weird to Jacob cause he was still looking at me while he began to laugh. This made me blush even more and I looked away.

Why was I blushing so much? As I asked myself this question I looked over at Charlie and realized why. None of these boys were wearing a shirt and their perfectly toned bodies were the cause for my excessive blushing.

"Oh god! Do any of you guys own a shirt?" I suddenly blurted out, they all looked at me at the same time and I blushed, "Opps uh…that was supposed to stay in my head."

They all burst out into laughter, even Jacob who had not yet even reached the car was laughing, which made me turn a crimson color.

"We don't need shirts with bodies like ours, huh?" One of the smaller boys said as he pretended to flex, but even with his lazy flex his muscles were evident.

"Your so full of yourself Jared," said one of the taller ones, he hit him in the back and laughed.

"I'm just telling the truth! Don't hate Paul," Jared snickered as he continued to show off his muscles, "Look she thinks I have amazing muscles!"

Everyone turned to me and I blushed although I did think they were pretty amazing I wasn't about to admit it, especially not with my dad standing right there.

"Hey I don't wanna be a part of your male ego booster competition," I said and opened my door, "You guys all win that competition anyways." I mumbled as I jumped out of the car, they all started laughing again.

"See I told you she digs my muscles," Jared laughed and patted his muscles, the rest of the boys sighed.

"Now see what you've done you got him started and once you do that he never seems to stop," Paul sighed as he walked over to my side to offer me an umbrella like he had done with my dad.

"Sorry about that I didn't know that by saying that I would unleash the muscle obsessed monster," I said and sighed inwardly at my lame joke but it got Paul laughing so I didn't feel half as bad. "No thanks I'm already soaked might as well enjoy the rain."

"You sure? I wouldn't want you getting sick," Paul said with concern.

"Don't worry I hardly ever get sick!" I smiled, right as I finished my sentence Jacob strolled up and in one quick second had me in a giant bear hug. My face turned bright red as he pushed our bodies together and began to twirl around.

"BELLA!" He yelled as he continued to spin me around, I felt like that car sickness was coming back and began to try and get loose but he was way too strong.

"I can't breathe!" I yelled helplessly, he stopped in his tracks and let me down.

"Sorry about that I'm just so excited to finally get to see you again! It's me Jake member'? "He said a little louder then necessary with a big smile plastered on his face, and I smiled at his boyish like behavior. That when it all connected I remembered him! I use to play with him in my father's backyard when we were little. He would come over almost every day during the summer when I came to stay with my dad. He had longer hair when he was a boy and was definitely smaller back then but it was him. My best friend Jake!

"JAKE!" I yelled equally as loud as him and jumped back into his arms, "I didn't even recognize you! You've gotten so..so big!"

"Yep you got the bigger part right," he smiled as he wrapped his arms back around me, which felt really good cause he was really really hot (no pun intended). He was burning up, but he didn't seem to notice it himself.

"Jake your really hot!" I said pointing out the obvious and his friends laughed and he chuckled a little himself.

"Why thank you Bella!" He smirked.

"No I mean it like your literally burning up! Do you have a fever?" I said in a panic, all of a sudden my head began to spin a little and things started to blur. That was weird? I thought as I felt better after a moment.

"It's alright Bella I'm always like this," he reassured in a hushed tone as he tried to console.

"What do you me-" before I could finish asking my question, a pain rushed through out my body that made me so weak that my entire body went limp. If Jacob hadn't had his arms securely rapped around me I would have fallen. I cried out in pain the next time a wave hit me, it was so painful I began to cry but you probably wouldn't have been able to tell due to the rain.

"What wrong Bell's?" I could hear my dad call urgently as he began to run over, Jacob was panicked too. He picked me up in his arms like he was cradling me and began to rush me inside the house with the others following close behind.

"What's wrong with her Jake?" I heard Paul yell as he ran ahead and opened the door for Jacob.

"I don't know one second she was fine and now she's like this!" He said in a panic as he laid me on the couch.

Another wave hit me but it was worse than the previous two and this time it didn't go away. My entire body felt like it was burning up my throat felt like it shut for awhile and it made it difficult to breathe. The pain got worse and worse causing me to jerk and move in different directions as I tried to shake off this burning sensation. I cried out again in pain as my body convulsed at the sudden shock of the feeling of every bone in my body breaking and then re-pairing itself. Tears fell from my eyes as I grasped at my throat desperately trying to make it open again so I could breathe. It burned!

"Grab her hands she's going to hurt herself!" I heard Jared yell, and then I felt to very strong set of hands grab mine and pull them away from my throat. I thrashed and turned trying to get away from him but this only added to the pain because with every move I made the more pain it brought and I cried out in desperation this time to make it stop. I rolled over onto my side and gasped, I could hear my breathing hitch when the most horrific sound of crunching sounded from inside me. A shuddered in pain and blood began to drip from my mouth as I coughed over and over again. I gasped for air but the crunching of my ribs breaking sent me into another round of coughing. Then even sicker then the crunching sound came a snapping as my ribs somehow repaired themselves. Everyone in room was in shock as they listened to all the bones in my body reposition themselves. Or at least that what it felt like to me.

I gasped in pain over and over again, screaming when I had enough breathm, and coughing every time another crack happened. After awhile though it ended and the burning sensation was back to replace it, this threw me over the edge and I tried desperately to pull free of whoever's grip it was that was restraining me but they only tightened their hold on me.

"What's happening?" Charlie cried as he kneeled over the side of the couch holding my head and trying desperately to make the pain go away with his touch.

"Isn't there anything we can do?" Jacob roared in a panic, that's when his dad finally wheeled himself in through the front door and he soon brought himself over to where all the boys were crowded around him.

"I can't believe it," He said in a shaky voice.

"What's wrong with her?" Paul and Jared hissed in unison as they stood over me and looked back and forth from me to Billy.

"Doesn't this look familiar to any of you?" Billy said.

The whole room grew quiet; the only thing that was making a sound was me as I thrashed back and forth.

"Wait you couldn't possibly mean?" Paul asked as he looked back down at me with a frightened look on his face.

"She's not even a Quileute!" Jared hissed in frustration.

"Charlie is this girl really your daughter?" Billy asked, Charlie stared at me and I looked at him through half closed eyes as I tried to deal with the pain just enough so I could listen to what was happening. His eyes widened at the question and then closed as he shook his head.

"Are you serious?" I heard Jacob growl as he continued to hold me down.

"Do you know what is happening to her?" Billy asked as he stared down Charlie who was still leaning over me.

"I know," Charlie said as he straightened up, "I had hoped that this day would never come but it seems like my hopes have been proven wrong."

"Charlie why do you say this with such scorn in your voice?" Billy exclaimed, this was the first time I heard him raise his voice, "It's not like she's dying this isn't a bad thing!"

"She might as well be dead," Charlie said tonelessly, "I lost her mother and now I've lost her."

"w-wha-?" I tried to get out but my throat closed again and it came out more in a gasp for air then a question.

"Are you like her?" I heard Charlie ask as he got to his feet letting his hands fall from my face.

"Yes, we are like her," Billy explained as he pointed to the boys that were surrounding me, each one looking from me to Billy hoping for an explanation.

"I never would have guessed my best friend would be a monster," Charlie tonelessly said.

"We are not monsters!" I heard Paul yell in rage but Billy put a hand up quieting Paul's rage, Billy seemed to stare at Charlie for what seemed like hours before he finally spoke.

"Sam take the rest of the boys out," Billy said and began to wheel himself out of the room we were all placed in, a big tall guy who had stood in the corner to just observe nodded and motioned for everyone to leave the room.

"But Bella!-" Jake yelled but before he could finish, Sam shot him a glare that said if 'you do not leave now you will regret that decision for the rest of your life!' Jake reluctantly followed Sam out steeling glances to look back at me before he disappeared around the corner.

I could only blankly stare at my father as he stood there; I fought the urge to cry out in pain as another wave of unbearable pain swept through my body. My whole body shuddered as the pain was replaced with the burning fire again.

"Bells," I heard my dad seemingly mumble under his breath as he continued to look at the ground I saw a quick look of pain cross his face as his lower lip shuddered. But as quickly as it had come it disappeared and was replaced with something I had never seen on my father's face before it was, nothing. No emotion, no feeling, nothing. His lips were set in a straight line as he turned to look at his shuddering daughter his eyes turned very cold so cold it would have made me shudder if I hadn't already been doing it.

"..d-dadd-y..-" I slurred out like some kind of drunk, before I could continue a sudden rage irrupted from my dad.

"Don't call me THAT!" he roared, I flinched away instinctively and looked at him in confusion, "I'm no father of yours, especially now that your some kind of monster! Its even hard for me being in the same room as you breathing the same air as you! You could be contagious for all I know so be grateful I'm even still here to explain this too you!"

I was shocked and hurt by the coldness in his tone he seemed to be a totally different person then he was before.

"Listen to me! Cause' I will only say this once!..."

Okay there you go! Please for heaven's sake tell me if you like it or not! ahahaha!

Tell me anything you would like me to add or take away anything at all that you don't like! Thanks sooooo much for reading! I have the other chapter done but first I wanna hear what you think of this one! See ya' later!