Hi! This is my very first story, so it would mean the world if you could read and review :)

(song of the story: Say something by A Great Big World)

I do not own Austin & Ally or anything you may recognize.


Why?

Why me?

Why us?

Why her?

I lay back in my bed... On the side that she's supposed to be on. But it's empty. And it will be forever. She can't come back. Ally is dead. And now I'm alone, wallowing in my own sorrow. I wish... I was taken away with her. I wish... That truck had taken us both. But it's too late now. She's gone forever. But I'll still love her. Nobody will take my Ally's place. I remember the first time I went on tour. She didn't come. I should have should have just told her I loved her then instead of a whole year later. That way- she would have known for a longer time, how much I really loved her.

I shouldn't be thinking about the bad times though. That's not what Ally would have wanted. I think back.

FLASHBACK

"Austin! Guess what! Guess what!"

"What? What?" I laughed.

"I got you that shirt you've been wanting... happy two-year anniversary babe. I'm proud to be your wife." Ally giggled and pecked my lips, and set the gift bag down on the counter.

"Thank you Alls! I love you so much. Now, here's your gift." I handed her a small box. She gasped when she saw what was inside. A diamond necklace.

"Oh Austin, I love it. I love it and I love you! You're the best" She whispered as a tear rolled down her cheek. I wiped it away with my thumb.

"Don't cry please, It makes me sad when you cry."

"But these are happy tears!"

"I know. But still." I kissed her on the lips softly.

END-FLASHBACK

A tear escapes my watery eyes. I miss her like crazy, but I can't be with her. I need her. We were a team. She was my everything. Suddenly I jump out of bed and walk to the bathroom. I take out my cell phone and call my parents. 'Hello? Mom, Dad?" My voice wavers.

"Yes honey I'm here. What's going on?"

"Can you put it on speaker? I need Dad there too."

"Um okay... Alright baby what's wrong?"

"I can't do this anymore. I have to go."

"Austin, go where?" my dad says.

"I need to go to Ally. I love you guys so much, but I'm leaving. Forever. Goodbye Mom and Dad. I'll be in your hearts. Tell Trish and Dez that I love them too. I love you."

"AUSTIN SWEETHEART, LISTEN TO ME NOW. DO NOT KILL YOURSELF. PLEASE!" my mom screams into the phone.

"It's too late mom."

"Austin..." my dad whispers. I drop my phone and grab and old bottle of pills. I close my eyes and swallow them all at once. A beat passes. I fall to the ground, my body shaking uncontrollably. I see a half empty hydrogen peroxide bottle. Without a second thought I hastily grab it and drink it all. I hear yelling coming from my phone, but I can't make out what the words are. My eyes cloud over and everything halts. No sound or anything. Then I hear her. This is what I wanted.

"Austin, you're here..."

"Ally."


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