Through love, Can I Be Saved?
Prologue
Brown hair and beautiful blue eyes made him stand out from the crowd. As she stared at him, she was immediately smitten.
"Rina….Rina…RINA!" her friend yelled.
"Huh? What?" she asked
"Who are you staring at?" her best friend, Yumi asked, staring at her skeptically.
"No one" Rina quickly turned around to hide her red face.
"Well, I got to go, See ya" Rina said, leaving her friend in the middle of the hallway as she hurried to class.
She walked into class and found her seat. Looking around the classroom while she waited for the teacher, a beautiful boy walked into class.
All the girls stared at him "OMG! Isn't that Yamamoto Kyohei, the extremely hot and popular prince?" The girl next to her whispered.
"Yeah! He owns everything. It would be a dream comes true if I could be with him" the girl giggled to herself as she started to fantasize about their apparent future.
"Students settle down! This is the new student here, Yamamoto Kyohei. Because his parents suddenly moved he moved in the middle of the year." The teacher shouted.
The teacher turned to Kyohei and said "Go and sit at that empty seat by the window."
Kyohei nodded and started to walk towards his seat. Rina stared at Kyohei in awe while he walked down the aisle. She was secretly happy that he was sitting next to her. She had never seen such a good looking boy. With his broad shoulder, long legs and a well sculpted face, he could easily become a model. On the other hand, Rina is not any different. She had long blond hair, sharp hazel eyes and she towered over most of the girls her age. Kyohei noticed her beauty in the class and was immediately taken in. He sat down right next to her and gave Rina a smile which could kill. She smiled hoping he doesn't notice her red face. He started to blush, and they giggled at one another.
Rina broke out of her daze and came back to reality. She walked towards the mirror and saw a tired and old looking Rina staring right back at her. Her blonde hair was tangled and her hazel eyes had lost its light. Rina dragged herself out of her room into the kitchen and walked around, cleaning up the mess that was left by her young daughter, Rin. –knock knock- Rina turned her head and moved towards the door. She opened it and it was Kyohei's mother; Rin's grandmother. Her grandmother stormed through the door and saw the baby clothes everywhere. She glared at Rina with intensity in her eyes.
"So you kept the baby…" she said quietly.
Rina nodded. The grandmother quickly turned around and slapped Rina.
"You whore!" she yelled. Kyohei's mother held contempt in her eyes. She hated Rina and wondered why her son chose her.
"How dare you keep that child!" The grandmother screamed. She hit Rina with her bag, as Rina cowered in fear and sobbed softly to herself. The grandmother took out letters from her family and threw them at Rina. All the letters voicing the complaint that a poor woman such as Rina is not worth Kyohei, using the words "go die".
"We don't want you in our family. You will NEVER be one of US!" She emphasized. The grandmother spat on Rina and then left, slamming the door. Rina fell to her knees and lied there, crying for hours. Her body was in fetal position as she lied there in the midst of the hate mails. Her tears formed a small puddle next to her face. This was almost a daily ritual.
She finally calmed down and went to go pick up Rin from nursery school. Rin was a cute five years old and extremely happy. She had short blond hair with a bow tied to her head like a headband. Her eyes were light blue and she had a wonderful smile. "Mommy! Mommy!" She yelled with excitement. She ran to her mom, hugging her tightly. Rina smiled at her young daughter hugging her as well as she tried to forget the happenings of the day.
"Hi! Sweetie. How was nursery school?" she asked.
"It was fun! I met a lot of kids" Rin replied.
"That's good" Rina smiled. Rin talked about her whole day to her mom as they walked home. Rin spoke with much enthusiasm. To her, life could not be any better.
When they finally reached home, the whole place was a mess. Everything was overturned. There were more hate messages on the door. Plates were broken, the couch was ripped and their tiny television was destroyed.
"Mommy, why is everything messy?" Rin asked petrified. Rina stared in shock and almost collapsed.
"Rin go to your room and wash up" She told Rin trying to control the situation.
"Okay, Mommy" Rin skipped to her room to wash up.
Rina could not take it anymore. The family I wished for, the life I wished for does not exist. The man I loved and wanted was not reachable. Nobody accepts Me. Rin! My poor Rin! What did she ever do to go through this? Her life is going to be hell and it's all my fault! She should not go through this! She cannot have a failure as a mother."Rina hurriedly took out a paper and a pen from the drawer in the kitchen and wrote:
Dear Kyohei,
I love you very much but I am not worth your love. I do not deserve you. Please take care of our daughter, Rin. Yes, we have a daughter. In the Four years you were in US for college, I gave birth to a child. Please take good care of her. Do not let her blame herself for my death. Do not blame yourself either. I shall always love you and watch over you.
-Rina
She kissed the letter ever so gently and lied it down on the counter.
Rina could not take it anymore. I am nothing but a burden. I have not done anything good for Rin. She lifted up her sleeves to see her cut marks, most of them being fresh. She feels her scars and starts to cry. She quickly pulled out the rope and attached it to the post in her room. She stood on the chair and put the rope around her neck. "I'm sorry Rin, but I can't take it anymore…." She whispered quietly as a tear slowly fell from her face. She stepped off the chair and everything went silent.
"Mommy! Mommy! I'm ready for dinner!" Rin said with excitement. Rin skipped to the kitchen but her mom wasn't there so she walked to her mom's room. "Mommy are you there?" she said. She walked in Rina's room and saw her mom. Rin ran up to her mom and hugged her. She may have been 5 years old but she understood that she would not see her mother's beautiful smile again.
"Mommy, come down from there" Rin said hoping that this was a prank.
"Mommy… mommy are you there? Can you hear me? Mom-"Rin heard the doorbell.
"Rina! I'm back!" announced Kyohei sweetly. Rin walked emotionlessly towards the door and opened it. She saw the man from the picture her mother showed her, he was her father; she could trust him.
"Something is wrong with mommy" she said with tears flowing down her face. Kyohei was shocked to see a child who called his girlfriend mommy. He walked into the house and right into the kitchen, since it was only 6 feet from the entrance. He found the note, which Rina wrote and started to read it. He froze as the note fell from his hands He ran to Rina's room and stood there, frozen, seeing his girlfriend gone from the world. He fell to his knees
"I'm sorry Rina…." He said between each sob. Rin stared at her devastated father, realizing that her life will never be the same
A/N: Thanks for reading my story, I hope its not too depressing for my first fanfiction :3. Anyways, reviews are deeply appreciated and I will try to update asap!
- Pandora
