Umm...hehe. OK, these poems are nothing like the other ones I've written. I wrote them a while back, but just finished the series recently. I did the chaptering format for these because it works better then separate posts. They're really depressing, and they talk about all sorts of "bad stuff", so...watch out. I'm sorry if this offends people, or makes you hate me as a writer or something like that because it makes these characters look bad. I just think this is what their lives would be like if everything suddenly went to hell. Well, here's the first of the series, Tai as usual. This talks about drinking and yaoi, so be careful. This is probably one of the most depressing one's I've done. Thankfully, I don't own Digimon. Read, review and enjoy!

(A/N - I haven't forgotten about "Everything I Do". It's just that this entire week I've been sick and it's generally been a crappy week. So, I'll get back to it as soon as I feel up to writing a long epic again. Sorry!)

End of the Line (Tai)

I feel pressured
To be the best
At everything
Except school
That's a lost cause
Soccer matters
So does popularity

With popularity
Comes more pressure
Peer pressure
Stuff like drugs
Girls
Alcohol
I only like one

Alcohol
I love it
And it's so convenient
Just show up at Matt's
There's always some
Just lying around
From his dad

He lets me in
Lets me drink
But he never joins me
Says it's not for him
Never liked the stuff
I guess that's because
Of his dad

Yet something's weird
About Matt
I think he does stuff
Stuff like drugs
But there's no proof
Except for his shirts
They're all long sleeves

I drink a lot
But I can stop
Whenever I want
I'm in control
Not like Matt's dad
Mr. Ishida
The alcoholic

I said I only like one
It's the truth
I only like alcohol
Not drugs
Nor girls
They're not for me
Girls aren't for Matt either

That's a secret
The soccer team doesn't know
They think I'm straight
I'm not
But they know
I like alcohol
Just not drugs

But I've said that already
So I'll leave now
I'm leaving Matt's
Again
After getting drunk
I get in my car
Home's three blocks away

I do this a lot
Drive while I'm drunk
Call it "drinking and driving"
If you like
I look at it as daring
A risk I like to take
One where I always succeed

But not today
I'm worse than usual
I swerve and hit a car
That's strange
Why is Sora here
I guess I'll never know
Because I black out