hi everyone, this ismy first story :) so i hope it is good. it is cut in three chapters so i hope you like it

disclaimer-i dnt own icarly


Sam's P.O.V

Carls and I walked into school. We walk to our lockers and I see Freddie(I know but I can't help calling him by his name by now) come to us

"hey guys", said Freddie

"hi" "sup" me and carly said

"so….carly, can I ask you something?"

"sure"

"I know I have asked this a billion times…" and that is when I zone out 'coz I knew what was coming, a yes because carly told me a few days ago that she had a little crush on Freddie, I went home crying and cried myself to sleep. By now you probably think this chick is crazy but I am not(I hope and think). I have actually been in love with Freddie since the first time I saw him.

I would have asked him out and all that stuff but he looked at carly with that love eyes and dreamy smile so I knew I didn't have a chance. I never told anyone (unless frothy my cat counts). I kept it to myself, even carly doesn't know. So back to reality where Freddie hates me and loves my best friend (sigh)

"….and so I was wondering if you want to go on a date with me, just to see how it goes, if you don't want to then I wont ask you again' he finished

I looked at carly as she looked at me and I knew the answer 'coz she had that smile that said 'I can't believe it'. Carly turned back to Freddie and jumped on him and…..kissed him. He was shocked at first then he smiled and closed him eyes. I took out my bag of bacon from my locker but I looked back at carly and Freddie and put it back, I know but I lost my appitite. I closed my locker and saw carly and Freddie pull back.

"I guess I can take that as a yes' said Freddie with a laugh. "ya ,you can say that" carly replied

I looked down, knowing that my eyes were going to well up if I stayed longer but I couldn't leave 'coz they would get suspicious.

I looked up to see Freddie who was looking at carly and then pulled her into a hug and she definitely was happy. Freddie looked at me and I knew my eyes where welled up, he looked at me and I looked back and his smile disappeared. He looked down at carly's shoulder and realization came over his face and he looked at me sympathetically.

By this time, the tears were going down my cheeks and hitting my shirt. I looked down and wiped the tears with my sleeve and looked up at Freddie, he still wasn't smiling, he mouthed to me 'I'm sorry'. I shock my head and smiled sadly at him. I slowly walked away ad towards the entrance of the school and left.

I walked down the street and saw the park, I walked in and saw a small bridge but no one was there, it was hidden by all the trees and plants that you could barely see it, so I went to the bridge and saw a big oak tree so I went and sat down, it was so peaceful and looked so beautiful, then I was puiet for a few seconds then it came, I cried so much it started to hurt, and soon I started to see everything go black and I passed out