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A/N: Inspired by the drama Kill me, Heal me. There might be some Supernatural references here and there, just saying. I don't know how to really put a warning but here, warning: read at your own cost. Is that how it goes? I have no idea what I'm doing lol. So bear with me. IT'S SOMEHOW UPDATED NOW I GUESS. Okay here we go! Happy reading!
Can't be saved
7 years without Elena
BONNIE
The Day of
Virginia, Mystic falls
No this can't be happening Bonnie panics, chest heaving up and down. She was running for her life, again. Why must it always end up like this? What's the use of having magic when its always being taken from you.
Branches and leaves scratching her skin causing it to draw blood while she ran. Tears streaming down her face, not being able to form any coherent thoughts, focusing on her body as it starts to shut down. Her visions starts to blur everything out, not that it'll be any inconvenience because she can't see in the dark anyways. Her breathing and her sore body however was becoming a very big one.
What am I doing? I can't outrun him. He's a vampire for God's sake! her thoughts were everywhere, not paying attention to her surroundings, she trips and falls onto the ground.
Fuck! Bonnie, tries to stand, but falls back down of her arm, she sees a root that impaled her right foot. She winces, her hands made its way to it and tried to see how big the damage was, she looks at her hand. Okay that's bad, seeing her hand covered with blood. Bonnie clenches her teeth, as she gathered up her courage and quickly removed the root, then rips a thick strand of her shirt and wrapped it tight around her foot. That's going to hurt a lot later. She closed her eyes and tried to stand up again with the aid of her hands, then limps her way to a tree, leaned onto it. Breathing in and out, calming herself down.
Bonnie Bennett you can't give up now, not after everything, the witch encouraged herself. Her closed eyes opened and that's when she noticed it, everything was calm, way too calm. All she can hear was the wind blowing as it scattered the leaves away. Making her feel very uneasy.
Did I lose him? No it can't be that simple. Its never that simple. Never with him.
Bonnie gathered her thoughts up and decided to go seek for help. But how? Ah, her phone! Her shaky hands reached for her pocket and groaned in anger when she didn't find it. She looked at the spot that she fell on then caught a glare from her phone. Yes! She limped back as fast as she could, kneeling on the ground to pick it up, she searched for Caroline's contacts and called her.
"Come on, come on, pick up" she muttered impatiently. The blonde finally picked up after the third ring.
"Bonnie, I really can't right now, I'm busy"
"No Caroline I need your help right now, Da-" Before she could call for her rescue, the phone was kicked out of her grasp. Scared, Bonnie's lips started quivering, looking up and locked with the blue eyed man. The terrified witch opened her mouth to scream for Caroline's help but was completely blocked out when the man pushed her to the ground, then placed his hand on her mouth, putting enough pressure to muffle her pleads.
"Sorry Blondie. Bonnie here was drunk calling you, I tried to stop her, terribly sorry for the inconvenience. Didn't want to bother you and Stefan" he said, amusingly eyeing his victim.
"Oh, you." She deadpanned. "Well tell her that I cant talk right now, real real busy at the moment but I'll be available tomorrow afternoon" Caroline said, completely oblivious to what's happening.
"Will do Barbie" He smirks mischievously. Blue eyes staring at green ones. Green orbs that held a terrified gaze when he crushed the phone into pieces, throwing it onto the ground.
"Going somewhere, Bon-Bon?"
He removed his hand, brushing off stray hairs off her face. Bonnie snapped out of her shock, and slapped his hand away. She attempted to stand up but was pushed to the ground again. She crawled away, not being bothered by the sharp objects on the ground piercing in her skin. Her attempts of escaping failed when he held her feet and dragged her back to him.
"Did you really think that I cant find you? Your scent is everywhere"
"D-Damon, don't" she breathes out, .
"D-Don't what?" Damon mocked.
"Don't hurt me please" Bonnie begs.
"What makes you think that I would do that? I mean we are lovers after all. Isn't that right Bon-Bon?" She felt anger rise up, heat radiating off her skin. Okay begging him isn't helping at all
Bonnie swallowed the lump in her throat and held her face up meeting his gaze the second time. "No we aren't, you're not the Damon that I knew and I'm sure as hell that you're not the one I fell in love with. Now, Let. Me. Go." She spat. Him saying the term lovers while he's like this made her irritated, and angry. Making her grow a back bone, at least for also knew she wasn't going to get out of this situation anytime soon, so she might as well try.
There was a second where she saw him set his jaw and gave her a glare so intense she felt like he was burning holes through her eyes. But that emotion of his quickly faded away, an amused grin appeared in place. And she wanted to slap it right off.
"And my witch is finally back! But… tsk, tsk" He waved his index finger. "Did you forget that I have your powers bound in this, witchy? You can't do anything to me. Plus no matter what façade you put out, I can always see right through it" Damon played with his ring, adjusting it to his liking. Bonnie glared at him, causing his grin to widen even more.
"Damon what do you want from me? For the past year, when you stupidly, I must say, turned off your emotions and have been putting me through hell. I've tried bringing Elena back how many times? And none of it worked! How many times do I have to stick that to your sadistic head, huh Damon? I can't do it!" His smile dropped, face turned serious.
"Oh Bon-Bon, maybe you can't, doesn't mean that there's no other way. He said grimly.
Bonnie's eyes getting bigger as the realization hit her. No, he won't. He can't! Not to me. He loved her, didn't he? At least to some extent? Was it all just pretend, even before he turned off his humanity? These questions rushed into Bonnie's mind, as she started to have a panic attack. Air, air, air. She was breathing out too much carbon dioxide. She poorly gathered her thoughts, scurrying away from the man who once claimed that he loved her. He held her down, each leg on one side, left hand capturing her hands.
Even realizing that her poorly planned to escape, Bonnie did not stop struggling under his grasp. "I know what you're thinking and the answer is yes, Bonnie I did love you. But that love of mine never came close to what I felt for Elena." Her heart scattered into a million pieces.
"Knowing myself, I would feel a lot of guilt by doing this." He sighed. "But I'll get over it, and so will everyone else Bonnie, just give us a few years, which isn't a lot for us vampires by the way… You will be nothing but... a... memory" Damon leaned down and inched himself closer and closer to her lips, then gave it a longing kiss. It was unexpectedly gentle. His lips caressing hers, they both feel her tears, their faces never creating a gap. It lasted a second too long, what Damon meant to do was to mix up her emotions, to torture her, but why is he feeling that same thing he wanted her to feel? He pulled away masking the emotions that wanted to resurface.
Oh god, oh god. "Please, don't kill me Damon. I want to live. Please don't. Even with your humanity off, I know you're still in there." She pleaded him, looking to his eyes, seeking a flick of emotion. A tear dropped to her face. "Bonnie, oh my god" He stared at her with mixed emotions playing in his eyes. Another tear dropped from Damon's eyes. "Damon! Is it you?" she gasped, a glint of hope sparkled in her veins.
"Bonnie I'm-" a pained groan came out of Bonnie's mouth. "Not him, sorry princess."
His wooden weapon pierced through her lower abdomen. Damon's body leaned back a bit to create space between them, and mostly because he couldn't stand so close, seeing Bonnie's mouth overflowing with her own blood. "D-Damon please st-stop, don't do this to me, t-t-to us!" She managed to say.
"Bonnie..." He breathed "Humanity or not, there will be always a part of me that will want to kill you. Humanity or not, it will always be Elena, you can't fill that space, that gaping hole in my heart that's reserved only for her. Plus you're useless now, so whats the point of you living anyways?"
No no no please stop, stop, stop, stop. She mentally ranted. Please, please, please.
"I want-" Bonnie gasps, not being able to continue. Damon ignored her pleads, he then pulled the stake out and plunged it back to her heart. Bonnie took her last breath, swallowing the red liquid that chocked her in the process. I want to live, was her last thought before everything turned black.
8 Years Later
KATERINA
Los Angeles, California
The dark room lit up as the screen turned blank, rounds of applause echoed inside the room. Many artists invited orderly went out of the theater, and out to the red carpet once again. The crowd outside was filled with awe, seeing her once she set her heels onto the red carpet. The cameras flashing, shutter kept on clicking, while she continued walking. Photographers, interviewers, and other artists watches the shimmering black dress flow from her hips and down to the ground.
Katerina was approached by an interviewer, a camera set on them two recording their conversation, the woman complimented her, and she then complimented back.
"So how does it feel like to be back in action after being MIA for two years?" The interviewer questioned.
"I feel great! More than I have in years, I finally got the vacation I wanted and mostly I got the time to search myself and to know my self better."
"Did you meet anyone special?"
"I certainly have" Katerina said coyly.
"Ouu, you sly fox." The woman teased, but she was told to keep things strictly about the movie so she kept her thoughts to herself. "Okay, I respect every artists' privacy so not gonna push it. Anyways, back to what this big nights about, you and Dark Blood! What should the audience expect on one and surely of your new blockbuster hits?"
"Well it is certainly filled with romance and action I must say, it'll take you in an emotional roller coaster, the feels will hit you like a ton of bricks" She joked
"Any spoilers?"
"I can't really give one right now but... I'll just say... that-um, Bell isn't exactly who you think she is, her character has more to it than what it actually looks like. Um how do you say it... this character has a very dark past" she revealed.
"Some people have been mad about the character being black, saying that the way you look doesn't "match well" with the character in the book. How do you feel about that?"
"Sorry that my good looks and my beautiful skin overwhelmed the character in the book, i mean she was pretty but look at me I'm gorgeous." she gestured her frame. The interviewer laughed. She changed the subject.
"Okay, one last question, you do know the term shipping right?" She nodded. "Well even if the movie hasn't been released to the public, yet people have been "shipping" your character Belle and her love interest Ramone, Could you say that you ship them?"
"Yeah I guess you could say that. I mean I am very close to Ian as you all know the great actor who plays Ramone and we have the same acting coach Yvonna Chuvouk, so its been really fun working with him. Mostly because we know each others strengths and weaknesses when it comes to acting. We push each other to be better. But really, acting aside, hes a very sweet and caring human being, he has a lot of projects going on, saving animals, people, the planet. Like this guy literally saves the world and cracks me up at the same time!"
They continued talking for the last two minutes about the rest of the cast, and said their farewells, both of them went to kiss the sides of each other's cheek. She went on three more interviews, and finally walked to her limo to get her home.
Katerina stopped her tracks and caught a glance of a man with electric blue eyes behind the photographers, making her uneasy. Her breaths shortened and looked down to calm herself down. She then looked back up to the same place again, but he was gone. She frantically moved her head side to side searching for the unknown man, but couldn't find him. She hurried inside the limousine, picking up her phone to call the driver up in the front.
"Yes, Katerina?" he answered.
"Please drive me home as fast as you can, Manny" She ordered. She hung up, a whimper escaped her mouth, and her brain felt like it's exploding in thousands of pieces. She clutched on her head as the pain got more intense. She reached into her bag and grabbed her 6 carat ring, putting and on and clutching onto it, wanting her loved ones presence while she's in pain.
At what felt like hours, she finally entered her home, quickly took off her heels and then rushed to her kitchen searching for her medications. Once she found it, she hastily pulled the cap off, not bothered by the mess she's making. Katerina stares at her hands shaking uncontrollably, while gripping tight on a glass of water, then drank it along with the pills. It wasn't working.
Feeling even sicker, she ran into the bathroom and emptied chunks of what she had ate earlier mixed with blood. Groaning as she turned the faucet on, leaning on it, and washing off the contents and the terrible taste it left in her mouth. She settled both hands on each side, then took a deep breath.
What is happening to me? She questions herself.
Katerina shut her eyes close, trying to cool down. Opening her eyes, instead of herself she saw a scene play out in the mirror, a vision of a man covering her mouth as he crushed a phone, no, her phone. "Going somewhere, Bon-Bon?" The man grimaced. Afraid, hurt and broken. All those emotions came crushing down on her as she watched it take part.
"What is going on?" She asks herself, breathlessly. Slowly understanding that the vision that just played out seemed like a distant memory. "That's because it is" A voice implied.
Katerina yelped in surprise, and did a double take as she sees another version of herself talk from the mirror. "Am I going crazy?" she mumbled, running a hand through her hair.
"Oh honey, you have no idea" her doppelgänger chuckled. "Who are you" she asked, skeptically.
"I'm Bonnie, I'm well… you" her reflection answered.
"What?" Okay she was confused. "Well, the better version of you" Bonnie added, cockily.
"No, what are you talking about? My names not Bonnie." Katerina replied, annoyed.
"Oh wow, I did not know that. Thanks for telling me, really." Bonnie sarcastically remarked. "Look all I'm saying is that I'm a part of you who remembers everything"
"Remember what?" Pause
Her double shrugged, knowing that its bothering her. "Remember what?!" Katerina yelled, impatiently waiting for her reply.
"Oh our Jakey pooh didn't tell you?" Bonnie pushed. "Love does tend to make people do stupid things, but don't worry love, I'll make it easier for the both of us"
"What-what does my fiance have to do with this?A-and what do you mean easier?" Katerina asked her reflection, getting annoyed of not being answered she started to shout profanities at her, which was weird cause shes talking to her own reflection, but at the moment she didn't care, she wanted answers.
"Tell me!" Out of frustration, Katerina punched the mirror making a crack from the middle.
The impact made her double disappear, now only seeing her own reflection in the mirror. She smirked.
"You shouldn't have done that" Bonnie extracted her fist, shaking off the glass that got caught in her skin. She licked the blood dripping off her bloody knuckles "Delicious." She hummed approvingly.
A/N: I hope you like it! Leave a review! Good or bad. I prefer good though lol. I'm a very sensitive person. I wrote a fanfiction before (not completed), it's called "Year 16 (without Elena)". But I deleted it. My bad. So for the few people who read it, if you're still there somewhere, some of my ideas from that story are transferred to this one soooooooo, if you liked that one, maybe keep in touch with this one lol. BY THE WAY, I just decided to write this yesterday out of frustration from the show, like my otp could be making out right now but nooooooooo. So again, sorry it's not edited. I'm out, peace. **UPDATE** Ok i kind of edited it now i guess, i re wrote and added some scenes and all that
