Sorry's last letter…

I should never tried to change you my dear,

After all, I'm not what I though I am.

I should never have lied my friends.

But I thought it would work out fine.

Now one by one they left me,

All I have left are tear stains.

Tell me, what's becoming of me?

I don't know how to be changed.

Best friend charms like a death call.

I know it's not alright.

I'm trapped from what I wanted,

Hiding in the mist for life…

I don't know what's waiting for me,

I don't care if you saw the darkness in me.

Please tell me this is not the real me,

What a monster like animal I've become.

I want to join them in heaven,

But that's the one place I can never go.

What will I do now?

My fear is taking over now…

I don't want to hurt anyone,

I didn't mean any of this to happen.

Will he come to haunt me down?

Tell me, what do you think of me now?

Am I so happy, so lucky, so strong or proud?

I never said thank you for that,

Now I won't get a chance…