Sorry's last letter…
I should never tried to change you my dear,
After all, I'm not what I though I am.
I should never have lied my friends.
But I thought it would work out fine.
Now one by one they left me,
All I have left are tear stains.
Tell me, what's becoming of me?
I don't know how to be changed.
Best friend charms like a death call.
I know it's not alright.
I'm trapped from what I wanted,
Hiding in the mist for life…
I don't know what's waiting for me,
I don't care if you saw the darkness in me.
Please tell me this is not the real me,
What a monster like animal I've become.
I want to join them in heaven,
But that's the one place I can never go.
What will I do now?
My fear is taking over now…
I don't want to hurt anyone,
I didn't mean any of this to happen.
Will he come to haunt me down?
Tell me, what do you think of me now?
Am I so happy, so lucky, so strong or proud?
I never said thank you for that,
Now I won't get a chance…
