"The name's Thomas Dubois also known as Little tommy Q from boys Attack."
I sigh and twitch as I write.
"I am writing this letter more for myself really to remind myself of Just how stupid I can be.."
I felt a tear fall from my face, an action that a manly man such as myself never does.
"I Thomas Quincy have a woman living with me one Judith Marie Harrison and I find myself falling more for her everyday..."
I sighed and continued to write.
"I guess I better start from the reason why she's living with me and why this is such a problem..."
I hear her footsteps come up the stairs towards my bedroom and she knocked at that moment I'm going to shove this in my drawer and refer to it later.
I answered the door to a beautiful blonde sundress clad Jude.
"Tommy...you said you'd come have girl talk with me..."
She pouted and Hugged me, Does this girl even know how much torture this is.
"Oh yes...don't tell me you met someone new?"
I faked a smile while inside all I wanted to do was tell her to stay with me forever.
"Kind of...he seems really sweet...his name is Milo..."
Ouch...Milo...as in the Instant Star contestant...and I had to work with them.
"Oh that's cool...Just don't let him hurt you or II'll have to hurt him..."
I faked a laugh, If I couldn't have her atleast I could be there for her make sure she never got hurt.
"Too bad I blew my chance a long time ago...huh?"
I said it in a sarcastic way but deep down it was what I felt.
"Yeah...too bad..."
I saw her look down sadly, does she love me?
I cleared my throat and looked at her smiling.
"So do you have any new songs?"
She looked excitedly up at me and nodded.
"I have a lot they're downstairs...I'll go get them..."
I nodded and sat down on my bed at which a flashback came to me.
Tommy heard a knock at the door.
He ran to the other side of his penthouse apartment to see a sad and soaking wet Jude standing at his door.
"Jude what's wrong?!"
Jude stared at him and started to cry colapsing into his arms.
"Th...th.they...all left me..."
She was sobbing into his bare chest at this point.
"My dad...in france with yvette my mom...with her divorce lawyer who knows where...and Sadie's living with Kwest..."
She sighed and hugged him tighter.
"They sold the house...I have a day to get out with all of my stuff...Tommy I have no where to go..."
I was staring at her beautiful form she was seventeen all I wanted to do was to calm her.
I picked her off her failing feet and swpt her into my arms up to my room.
"You can stay here..."
She layed down on the king size bed next to me.
"Thank you so much.."
She smiled at me those blue eyes turning from empty to the brightest blue I've ever seen.
Suddenly I felt her wet body cuddle against me.
"Tommy..."
She slid her body closer to me and I felt both our pulses speed up.
"Yes Jude..."
She kissed me and it felt like sparks were flying everywhere but I had to break away.
"Tommy...please.."
She looked into my eyes pleading I took a big gulp.
"Jude...I won't you're underage...and your first time needs to be with someone who you're in a deep loving commited relationship with not because you're upset.."
She smacked me and started to cry.
"I'm sorry Jude..."
I felt every part of me die that second... I loved her too much to screw her...
