Authors Note:

Well and truly, this is my first story and I do not really care if people have a go at me for spelling and not liking the story. Say what you want ^^ People have their opinions.

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Summary:

Bella Cullen, Carlisle's very own blood related daughter who was changed, raped and had a child at the age of 16. All done by a vampire. 378 years later Bella goes to Forks, needing to escape her rapist, protect her daughter who was turned into a vampire and all while looking for her father. What happens when she finds her father, well he comes into her territory to live there but what happened if they met and Bella loses more then she had ever loved?

The Dead Past:

I sat there on my bed, my eyes focused on the book in front of me, Romeo and Juliet, the book of two lovers who died for each other. I adored the book, if I had nothing else to force upon my interest then I would reach this particular book, wishing I could find a man to love when I got older.

Finding someone I love would be great, a dream come true however I was stuck being forced into a marriage with some guy I don't like, he just freaks me out! And then he just changes one night and is different. My own bloody husband expects me to act like a good 'lady'. Me a lady? Hmph! Never. I was a clumsy fighter and that would be it.

I looked up from Romeo and Juliet, smiling wildly as I saw my house keeper, my best friend standing there at my door but she looked sad, worried and afraid. "Mariana?" I asked placing the book down on the marble bench next to me. I stood fluently, watching as Mariana took slow panicked steps into my room.

"Bella...I am sorry, your father went missing and we cannot find him but instead we found blood...I am sorry, we do not know what has happened" Mariana spoke, the words filled me and I couldn't respond. Why was there blood where my father was meant to be? What happened to Carlisle? Where is my father? I was beyond tears at that moment. I couldn't cry, my eyes were dry and I was staring into out of space. Where is he? I was repeating the words in my head. I wanted my father. He wouldn't have died! I remember his last words to me when I departure for my new home and they were always with me. I will always be there for you, whenever you need me! I love you Bella...

His last words for all I could know! "I need to find him..." I whispered, my voice barley audible for a human to hear. "I will leave Aiden and find him!" I whispered again standing up. I was walking forward quickly, heading for my rooms door. Where had Mariana gone? I mumbled. I couldn't remember her leaving. I shrugged, hoping she may have gone down stairs. I almost slipped as I left my room. I skidded to a halt, I looked down and screamed.

Scarlet liquid was spilled out across the ground, I looked up and Mariana's body was torn limb from limb, the body parts separated in different areas, scattering the room. I took a step back, I hit something solid as rock. A hand cupped my mouth smothering my scream, an arm slithered around my waist and pulled me into the room. I felt breath against my neck, I shuddered, the feeling to close. I struggled violently. Needing to escape the tight grip.

"Bella, hush.." That voice, oh crap it was Aiden. I stopped immediately, I turned my head slightly looking up at his shadowed face but I could see his white blond hair cut across his beautiful features. I was hoping to see some type of calm look of protection but instead I found two glowing red eyes staring back down at me allowing me to shatter in fear. I bit his hand hoping her would let go but that only resulted in me getting a chuckle from him.

"I wouldn't do that Isabella, I have to punish you now" he chided grinning down at me. I shrank away as far as I could, I didn't need this at all, I couldn't pull any further away from him, his arm still constricting most of my movements. I gave a small shriek as I hit the wall above my bed. I coughed at the sudden impact, winded. I landing on the bed, he was already leaning over me, those red eyes of his piercing through my soul.

"Let me go!" I screamed the words struggling as he tore the clothes away from my body, feeling to exposed as he tore his own away. "NO!" I shriek holding my legs tightly together, my arms wrapped protectively over my chest, hiding from his sight. "Leave me alone!" I was screaming a crying as he just laughed. He easily pulled my arms away from my chest, pinning them above my head while his other had separated my legs. I was struggling, kicking and thrashing under him while he position himself and forced himself in my. I felt pain. My virginity being ripped from me by my own husband. I felt wrong..dirty, violated, defiled and every other emotion. I was crying as he moved, his mouth over my throat and my blood curdling scream escaped me, his teeth sank down and I was slowly slipping into nothingness before the flames erupted. I was on fire! It hurt so much and then could feel him, he had bitten me. Why the hell did he bite me and why the hell and I on fire?! I was screaming, unsure if he had stopped raping me yet but I was sort of happy that I went into darkness, my own mind forcing the images to be hidden.

I woke up, I didn't know how long I had been out but there was a baby at least 1 walking around my room before she stood next to me.. All my instincts were sharper, I could see everything better, I could hear so many things and I realized I was still naked. I still felt used, betrayed, dirty and defiled but just looking at the little girl seemed to change everything. I would always know my virginity was stolen from me, and I knew I wouldn't trust any male again.

I stood up, running to the shower, the little girl hot on my trail as I stood under the water, washing away Aiden. I was crying but no tears came, a burning was in the back of my throat but each time a human walked past the smell of their blood made me sick but I could hear their hearts pounding. I needed to get out of the transfixed state, I easily did, banging my head on the wall, every thought vanished and I was calm. I turned off the water, drying myself off and getting changed into brown pants that hugged my legs and a cross blouse corset. The laces were black and the sleeves white, they were puffed out just to my wrists. I dug through my draw and pulled out my mother's necklace, she had given it to me the day I left. I tugged on the brown boots and turned again, a tugging on my pants caught my attention. "Mama.." Aww her voice was beautiful...though why did she just call me mama? I bent down and picked the girl up, looking at her. She had bright almost white eyes but the feint outline of green could be seen. She had eyes like me! I was shocked! My eyes were once a deep chocolate brown but an accident happened and they were white but had an outlining of blue. I looked over her face, cute plump lips and light brown curls were on her head. She was adorable but as I held her I looked closer, somehow getting into her mind. I saw images. Images of me...I was screaming and I was pregnant! She had ripped through my stomach and looked at me, I was different but that women couldn't be me and then I pulled out of her mind. I ran straight over to the mirror and stood there, frozen.

This couldn't be me! I was shocked. This girl looked like a goddess compared to the plain old Bella. Her hair was divine as it ran down to her waist, ending in brown ringlets, some of this women's hair shaped her heart like face, her eyes were Bella's human eyes, not red, and her lips full, high cheek bones and her body had all the curves in the right places! What the hell!? I waved my hand and the reflection copied. And this was all true but I took it easily. I understood what I was, my daughter was a full vampire..somehow and I was one and I will not kill any innocent being.

I heard a feint knock down stairs but ignored it, I didn't need anyone disrupting me and my daughter. "I am sorry, I haven't given you a name yet!" I said cheerily. "How does Ember sound?" I asked and the girl bounced in my arms in joy. Ok, I was happy, somewhat.

"BELLA! ITS YOUR MOTHER, PLEASE OPEN UP! I BEG YOU!" I heard my mother scream and ran down stairs still with Ember in my arms, tilting her head to the left. I opened the door and stared at my mother, she had blood red eyes but was sobbing.

"Mother!?" I asked pulling her inside. "What happened?" I asked holding Ember close, I would protect her.

"Aiden..he came and b-bit me!" she was crying and my bastard of a husband did this. I want a divorce... I growled and Ember tilted her head again...

The bastard, I will kill him...

109 years later.

Everything was sort of going well. Ember was fully grown and looked like me except she had different coloured hair and eyes and fed of animals like mother and I and we were living together like a small coven. Neither my mother nor daughter had powers but I did. I just kept getting more! At this stage I could create the elements and manipulate then, I had shields for physical and mental attacks, I could use gravity, my strength was to far over a normal vampires, I was able to see the past, I could read minds and send messages through them, go invisible, I could copy others powers and I also had telekinesis. I could fight and so could my family but Aiden was still somehow stronger then us, he makes us fear him and I had been raped more then once by him since he had been able to kidnap me and then I was found, still I loved both my daughter and mother and we were still on a journey looking for Carlisle, I know he wouldn't have stopped looking for me since I am still looking for him!