By: Jeokitty
Rated PG for… uh… REALLY mild language.
I don't own aaaaany part of G Gundam (sadly!).
Life's full of tough decisions. How to attack your opponent in battle. Which type of bun to eat when you're hungry. If you should let go of the man you love because he's destined for someone else. Yup, full of tough decisions.
To attack my opponents, I just rely on instincts and reflex… and given enough time, strategize too.
What bun? Well, depends on what I feel like eating! That's certainly a no-brainer.
To let go of the man you love because he's destined for someone else… well, that was hell of a hard decision. My heart told me to hold onto him… to try… to not let go. My mind knew better. And despite the pain that was to come… I had to do the right thing.
And who was this man? Domon Kasshu. The King of Hearts. Neo-Japan's representative. Rain Mikamura's object of mutual affections. Lucky girl.
It was amazing, how I first met him. I'd been playing King of Battlers 2 for hours, without a single opponent that was challenging. Suddenly, he challenged me. That was an incredible fight! We ended up breaking the machine. Hehe… oopsies!
From that moment on, we just got closer and closer. We understood each other. Words were unnecessary between us. It was… great. But, I'm not stupid. I didn't miss the practically murderous looks from Rain. She didn't like how close I was with Domon. But, despite how I knew I shouldn't have… I just played innocent.
That's certainly not making me sound good. In the end, I can't deny liking him. I can't deny flirting with him. But… but… I really had good intentions. He was an amazing fighter. I just wanted to help make him better. Sounds like pathetic excuses, doesn't it? I really meant well though.
Alright, sure, there was some part of me that hoped we could work out. Some selfish part of me hoped that we would end up together. Not leaving Rain alone in heartbreak, of course. She'd find interest in Chibodee or someone. Maybe go back to an ex-boyfriend? And, then we'd all live happily ever after. But, life isn't a fairy tale. Mine isn't, anyways. Domon and Rain… they sure seem like they have a fairy tale love.
I sound like a bitter old maid. I'm really not. Yeah, I'm hurt. Yes, I'm upset that I fell in love with someone who wasn't destined to be my soul mate, or something silly like that. But, hey, those two were meant to be. Their love saved the entire world! If that's not destiny, what the heck would be?
I just… kind of wish… he was mine. But, had to do the right thing. I could never play the role of the evil villain, standing in the way of true love. Always gotta do the right thing.
We simply weren't meant for each other. We were compatible… but, not destined.
* Author's Notes: Y'know, to be honest, if I didn't know how the series ended and if I didn't have MAJOR Domon/Rain supporters as my friends, I would've been a Domon/Allenby fangirl. Of course, I know better (please don't throw sharp pointy stuff at me… ;_;).
Either way, I absolutely love Allenby as a character. Thus, this fic was created. The sad thoughts of a rejected girl, though essentially rejected by her own choice. She did what was right. *sniffles*
