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This is the night before Edward and Alice first day back to forks high school. This is Edwards thoughts as Bella is asleep. Hope you Enjoy it!!


EPOV

The rain had finely slowed down and quieted. I was hugging myself to Bella on her small little bed, watching her sleep. My arms wrapped around her tiny body. Now and then I would bring my hand up to stroke her cheek lightly. My fingers would smoothed themselves into her hair. I didn't take my eyes off her the entire night, she was so beautiful . I could not believed I was able to survived 7 long mouth without seeing Bella face. Feel her to warm body. Smell her mouthwatering scent. It seemed an impossible thing to me.

Those times without Bella I was not whole, empty inside. Even though it was impossible, without her my heart felled silent in my chest. It no longer beat in my cheat with her by my side. I was hallow from the inside out. But now with her in my arms I felt whole again. I could almost hear my silent heart beat has Bella's heart beast .

Bella's lips parted and she took a deep breath. Moaning a little as she exhaled. I smiled to myself, her dreams are beginning. When her breath hit my face, instead of holding my breath as I would have to keep the monster inside me in control, I inhaled her scent. The burn was in my throat but I barley notice. I didn't have to think about what that burn in my throat mint any more. The monster was no long inside me. I could not feel him anywhere in me. Even now, just when her flavor just hit my face and I opened my mouth to inhaled it, I could not feel the monster in me. I have discover this after our return back from Italy and I had found, after going through what I went through, know and feeling that I had lost Bella forever.

And now after knowing the feeling what it what be like if I ever lost her again my body and mined would not allow it. Would never conceder ever harming her to bring back the pain once again that I had suffered. Knowing this made me want to be around her ever more. Not worrying that I would lose control around her. It was now getting hared to leave Bella's side when I had to leave at nine by Charlie orders. From Bella being ground from her leaving town without a word for three days and from the motorcycle that Jacob had told Charlie about. Charlie had made it clear of the hours I was allow to visit Bella. It was not enough. All thought I would see her again after Charlie went to bad, I would claim into Bella's bedroom window as I did tonight and hold her all night while her sleeps. And now I would get to be around her even more now in the morning.

It was the first day of Alice and I returning back to forks high school. Everyone has found out that the Cullen's are back. Everyone was surprise that Bella had forgiven me for what I had done to her when I had left. Can't say I don't blame them. I was a little surprised myself at how she had forgiven me so easily. I thought would have to beg for hours for her forgiveness, and I would have to.

"Edward" Bella breathed. Pulling me back from my thoughts. I smiled, hearing her speak my name in her dreams. I stroked her hair again. A small smile spread across her face. Hand on my chest twitched a little.

I moved a little to bring her closer to me and her hand on my chest gripped my shirt tightly, I sighed. She has been doing that even sends my return. Ever time I moved even an inch she would grippe my shirt tightly. As if she were scared I would leave when she was sleep. I have told her over and over , staring deep into her beautiful brown eyes that I would never leave her again. She would reply "I know" and her eyes would say that she did believe me. I guess there is still at small part of her that is still not sure. It made me sad to know that she was so scared of me leaving her side again. As if I would make that same mistake again. A mistake I would regret for all eternity.

"Edward' Bella breathed again. She nuzzled herself deeper into me chest and sighed. "I love you"

I smiled, throwing away all my worry and frustration aside and focused on Bella and only on Bella for the rest of the night. The rest can wait till the morning.


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