Woo! This is the real sequel to Shadow of the Day. (If you haven't read, it probably won't make sense.) Thanks to everyone reading. It means a lot. (I never thought a series of songfics would get soo popular…)
Disclaimer: I don't own Junjou Romantica. Although I do have Season 1 preordered for when it comes out May 4. I'm counting the days!
Dear Angel by April Sixth.
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"Dear Angel of mine, where do I start to express how I feel?
Well, my love's gone blind.
Now all that I feel is what I hear.
Your words rip and tear, and through my heart so weak and pure.
Now, I find myself wanting to die."
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Akihiko sat alone in front of his computer. He had been sitting there for an hour, trying to think. Writing had always been an outlet for him. Now, he was suffering a writer's block. Just like the last time Misaki left, he couldn't think of what else to type.
"Sensei!" someone began screaming at him from the doorway. Aikawa stopped when she saw his sad expression. It had been a week since he'd last seen Misaki. He wanted to go back, he really did. But Misaki didn't need Akihiko ruining his life anymore. If he said they couldn't be together… Well, Akihiko would stay away.
If only he could be the most important person to him again. Maybe things would work out.
If only Misaki would let him back in…
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"As I sit here alone thinking about everything that you said.
You know since I'm alone.
Well, maybe after all, I was better off dead.
Cause without you, my life's gone down...
What do I do, when I find myself wanting to die?"
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"I'm sorry, I can't finish this," he said, looking up at her. Aikawa give him a forced smile and gave him a light hug.
"I know this must be tough, but you have to keep writing." She said. The deadline was coming up soon. If it wasn't finished, the publishing company would lose a lot of money. She'd write the damn ending herself if she had to.
Usami didn't speak. He couldn't convey what he was feeling in words. He didn't have a purpose anymore. There was no reason to live. Without Misaki, he was nothing.
And without Misaki, he didn't know if he wanted to keep going.
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"I bleed for the second time tonight holding the love that's in my mind.
If only my love could be with you.
If only this pain…"
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I know it's not a very good beginning. And I promise Akihiko isn't going to kill himself. (Although that'd be fun to write, I don't wanna see him go. I love Usagi!) Anyway, thanks for reading. Review?
