A/N: This is my first attempt at writing a multi-chapter fic more than 4 or 5 chapters, so if you review please try to be as nice as possible, but I will take constructive criticism anytime! I'm thinking that this will be majorly out of character, but I'll let you decide.

I would like to thank miseryoftheunderworld23 for giving me the courage to post this story, I'm not sure I would've posted it if it weren't for Her/Him.

Disclaimer: If owned the Chronicles of Narnia I would be a grown-up, if I were a grown-up I would (hopefully) have a job, and if I had a job I would not be worried about making a couple hundred dollars lasting until October... moral of this story; I DO NOT OWN THE CHRONICLES OF NARNIA AND MAKE NO PROFIT FROM THIS EXCEPT THE REVIEWS I GET!

THIS IS IN LUCY'S POV!


"What made you stay?" Those words kept running through my head, I wish I could answer that question, truth is; I'm still trying to figure it out myself.

I know it's been less than a day since I was asked that, but I just wish I could answer the question, I hate keeping people waiting, but whenever I think about my mind always wonders to one person, and I can't stop thinking of him... and now it hits me… why I stayed… it's him… for some queer reason I feel as if I could live the rest of my life without my family, but not without him.

I'm so deep in thought that I don't even register when someone knocks on my door "Queen? My Queen? Hello? Lucy?!" Called Trumpkin.

"What? Yes?" I asked, finally coming out of my little 'trance.'

"Are you coming to breakfast Your Majesty?"

"Oh… Yes I'll be down in a minute."

"Okay, but please don't take too much longer, if you do King Caspian might come up here and drag you down." Trumpkin replied with an ever so slight chuckle.

"Okay Trumpkin, I won't be long, I promise." I announced as I got out of bed and started changing, normally a Queen would have maids to help her with these things, but I prefer to do these things by myself for a couple reasons; 1. Because I don't want to turn into one of those girls who can't do anything for herself and 2. Because I really don't like other people being around me when I'm naked.

I put on a simple yet stylish pale pink dress and went to the more casual dining room where we have our meals if we don't have company. I walk in and see everybody else already there and feel bad about not getting here earlier "Sorry I'm late everyone" I apologize as I walk in and take the only empty seat which is between Caspian and Trumpkin.

"What took you so long? You knew when breakfast was going to be didn't you?" Caspian asked me.

I was now focused on the delicious foods being served; some were so different than the ones in England, amazingly good, but still different, while others were very similar if not the same. I had almost forgotten how good Kings and Queens ate.

"Lucy?" Caspian pushed, I was so absorbed that I forgot his question.

"Yes? Oh, sorry. I was mesmerized by all the food; I've almost forgotten how good Kings and Queens eat. Yes, I was informed of what time breakfast was, I woke up earlier than usual this morning and started thinking and lost track of time." I answered, and hoped it would be enough; my mind was in a jumble right now.

"Okay, well now that we're all here; let's eat!" replied Caspian, although I could tell he wasn't totally convinced, he just knew to leave it be until we weren't surrounded by other people.

We finished breakfast and then I said "I'm going to go take a walk in the garden before you start filling me in Caspian, is that all right?"

"Of course, may I accompany you? Or did you want some alone time?" Caspian inquired.

"You can come I guess, it doesn't really matter to me, I've just always liked the outdoors, especially on days like today." I replied, I hadn't planned on him coming, but it would be nice just to talk; we were friends and we talked a couple nights on the Dawn Treader, but other than that we've basically only talked business stuff; when we first met Narnia and the Telmarines were at war, and the past few weeks we've either been worrying about the mist or recovering from it so getting to know each other was kind of out of the question.

We walked outside into the wonderful spring air, and the lovely garden that was filled with all sorts of well-kept trees, bushes, and flowers "This is lovely Caspian" I murmur, trying to break the silence between us.

"I figured you would like it; it just seems very… well… very you, do you know what I mean?"

"Yes, I do know what you mean, quite well actually." I replied giggling slightly… 'Wait… since when do I giggle?' I asked myself.

"So… Lucy…"

"Yes?"

"You've never answered my question, I mean I know it's only been about a day, but I'd really like to know what made you stay."

"Well…" I'm trying to choose my words carefully "I've always felt like Narnia was my home" there I go; not lying, but not telling the truth either, yes what I said is true; Narnia has always been home to me, but it's not exactly the whole truth either.

"But why did you choose to stay here instead of going back to England? In England you have your family and friends, and who do you have here? Nobody."

"That's not true Caspian" I whisper "I have you."


End A/N: This is a short chapter just to see if you think it would be worth continuing. Could you please take just a couple seconds and review and tell me if you saw any mistakes? I would love you a lot!

I am already working on chapter 11, it is going slow right now, but I hope to have it done soon so I can move on to writing chapter 12! I hope to have chapter 2 up within the next two weeks, but if I get enough positive reviews, and depending on how chapter 11 is coming, I might update sooner.

Until the next update,

Rebecca!