I know he cares.

I can tell.

Even if he runs away,

I know he cares

This is what I used to tell myself.

What is the whole point of doing all that work,

And putting my all…

Into someone who obviously doesn't love me?

"Stupid Naïve Child.

Such a fool,

Falling for one,

Who's already in too Deep,

Drowned"

Why was I so stupid?

Only chasing for his love, his affection.

But foolish as I am, I caught him one day.

And my life changed forever.

He was in too deep.

And I could never save him.

I had the shortest chance.

He was already deep in love.

I tried to save him,

Take off the spell.

But instead he shunned me,

Pushed me aside.

And from that day,

I never was the same.

No more stalkerish little fan girl

Time to be a woman.