State of Dreaming
A Fullmetal Alchemist Fanfiction Oneshot
By: Yamapiko
Roy - ever calm, ever silent, never lost his cool. Until he brought a certain blond haired alchemist into the ranks of the military. He didn't know what possessed him to do so - no, that was a lie, he knew and he just didn't want to admit it to himself.
For God's sake - it was wrong to think those thoughts. He never dared to venture into that abysmal part of his mind. The part that told him he couldn't hide the feelings behind a glass bottle and inebriation. The rational part of his brain that knew he was wrong never won. He couldn't stop the thoughts from entrenching upon his territory every night.
And again, as his young subordinate walked into the room, his rational mind told him today you're going to tell him everything. Today. But, yet again- like the coward he was- he simply gave Edward another mission. He gave himself another month to lie in bed dreaming about the day he would finally tell his young subordinate he loved him. Next month, he promised himself. Next month, for sure.
