CHAPTER 1

Natsu POV

I've been feeling weird lately. I don't know what's happening anymore...I think I need to stop for a minute and think about my thoughts, no, not thoughts, feelings. Yeah, that's more like it...I think.

I've never been good with this feeling stuff, especially after Lisanna died. The only one who really was able to get my old self out of me was Luce, that weirdo.

Lucy...my Lucy, as I like to think to myself. And that's exactly what I'm referring to, I don't know since when I've been calling her mine. I know that my feelings for her are strong, but how strong?

I need to stop thinking, it's making my heart ache. Being without her is hard, that silly girl decided to go on a mission with Levy and Erza and left me behind saying "it's girls stuff". GIRLS STUFF! That's not a good excuse for me, I mean, for Mavis sake, I invade her apartment every single day, I know all her stuff!

But even tho I try to get her away from my mind, I can't, I just can't.I can't stop thinking that she'll be in trouble and might get hurt. I know she's strong in her own way, but what if something happens? AND WHY AM I OVERTHINKING THIS ALL?! Damn it... what's this crazy obsession all about?

All I wanna know is to keep her safe and happy, but not just happy, I mean OVERFLOWING LOADS OF HAPPY ! Aye sir, that's more like it again. BUT THIS FEELING STUFF IS WEIRD, even more than Luce herself.

And that's when I remember some words of advice...Igneel's words.