disclaimer: i dont own QAF. Cowlip and showtime do :(
Secret Admirer
Chris Hobbs was in a hurry to get home. He needed to be in his room where there was peace and quiet to where he could think about what the fuck just happened. He was late getting home from school today because he had detention. But today was no ordinary detention. Something happened today and he couldn't figure out if it was a good thing or a bad thing.
His parents have always taught him that homosexuality was a bad thing. It was drilled into him at an early age that men are supposed to be tough and like girls. He and his father held wrestling matches in the living room almost every week to determine who was the better man. Fags were not men. Fags didn't deserve to live. That was what he was taught. Chris would never do anything to make his father dislike him. He thrived on making his father proud.
But what happened today made him question all of that. Justin Taylor gave him the best fucking hand job ever! If Justin was a girl it would be totally different. The worst part was Chris loved it. He loved it sooo bad. He was so tempted to beg for more but the fucking teacher walked in. He wanted more. When he came it was like nothing he ever felt before.
What was he gonna do? On one hand he can tell Justin how he feels. But that would lead to admitting he likes him and that would make him a fag. And fags don't deserve to live. If his father found out, his life would be over. But on the other hand, he keeps it a secret. No one knows, no one finds out, no one tells his dad. He gets to keep on living and things stay the way they are. He can make sure Taylor keeps quiet.
Ah, Taylor. Justin Taylor. His perfect hair, gorgeous body and a killer smile. Yes, Chris could admire from afar. There was no life altering harm with that. It was safer that way. It was a secret. And no one would find out.
AN: this is my second. Not as great as my first one, but another thing I always wanted to know. I always wanted to know if Chris Hobbs had feelings for Justin. It certainly looked like jealousy at the prom. Lol. so this is a little thing I came up with. Please let me know what you think. also a big thank you to Nukeluvr318 for betaing!
