Because of Me It was all my fault, it was my stupid actions that made me who I am, and my stupid actions that destroyed my family.

It all started when I was ten, when my dad went away and never came back. "Its okay" he said and gave me a hug wiped away all my tears and made this promise "Ill be back in a few moths" I looked at him smiled. "Daddy" I said he looked back "I'll be counting the days". And with that I took my five year old sister hand and walked to the house. When we got inside my sister Jane started to cry I reassured her and told her "Daddy will be home in few months you heard him". He lied not just to me and my mom but to Jane and worst of all he made this special promise to her "when I come back we will celebrate your sixth birthday". When Jane's sixth birthday came she was crushed so was I my own father lied to me and my sister. Jane wouldn't even come out of her room it was that day I grew so much hate in my heart and all for one person and one person only my father.
Now two years have passed my hatred for my father never weakened, he sent a letter it grew even more because he thought a letter could make up for everything the lies, the false hope me and my sister were living on. No nothing could makeup for that, not even him being here now would be able to fix it.
Then four years later my mother got extremely sick, so me and my sister sent a letter. The doctor came three days later. He told me mother wasn't going to make it, and you know the doctor was right. Jane ran into her room and shook her arm but she didn't wake up and she never would again. So Jane ran to my room and saw books everywhere then saw me with a black book that said alchemy in red letters.
She looked at me and said "She's dead" she looked at me and I put the book down and Jane saw the title "How To Revive Using Alchemy" "You knew" then she yelled "Your just like him…… your just like Dad "
Those words stung so badly I got up started to walk to Jane but she darted to her room. I went to my mothers room and found exactly what Jane found. Our dead mother so I wrote a letter to my father telling him when the funeral was and there would be a seat waiting for him.
I put together the funeral got all of moms close friends to come and one of moms high school friends. Now it was time to explain things to Jane I knocked on her door and then opened it I saw Jane sitting on the floor crying into her knees. She looked up and told me to go away but I didn't I just walked closer and sat down next to her and she started to cry into my lap I gently put my hand on her head and stroked her hair trying to comfort her and it was working she stopped crying looked at me and I hugged her just like mother hugged me when I was nine. I needed to cry but I couldn't, mom and dad were gone and I was fourteen I had to take care of Jane.
She looked at me and said "Why didn't you tell me". I paused and told her "You're my little sister it hurts to she you upset". "I'm sorry" she said. " Its ok I should have told you.
The days passed and the funeral came and my sister had forgiven me but I hadn't forgiven my father. I never will.I met a girl, her name was Winry. She talked to me and my sister invited us to her home to stay with her and we said we would in a while and with that she gave us her address. In a few months we sold everything but our clothes and other personal items. We ended up with a good amount of money so we went and bought two train tickets to where Winry lived.
We met two boys on the train . I'll never forget their names. Ed and Al.
We sat across from them and talked. But didn't know where they were going. We got of at the same time but went in two different cabs. When we got to Winry's she welcomed us in and got us each a glass of water. There was a knock on the door my nine year old sister answered and said "It's Al and Ed". I looked at Winry with a confused look on my face and remembered the pieces of metal on the table and thought quietly about the chapter of the alchemy book on Equivalent Exchange.
I gasped and quietly asked " They tried to bring someone back". "How do you know "asked Winry. "A book and a bad experience." I replied. "Well I better get started on Ed". A few hours passed but my sister and I were in the spare room upstairs about to perform the very transmutation that little did we know clamed Al's body and Ed's arm and leg. But Ed changed Al to his normal body again.
I drew the transmutation circle and finally Winry completed Ed's arm and leg so he came up to talk. Everyone heard the door slam, Ed ran upstairs. On the train I told the Elric brothers of our loss and the book. We heard the door trying to be open. "Don't do it" we heard Ed yell, but it was to late. So Ed used alchemy to break down the door he jumped and pushed me out of the transmutation circle I struggled to get free but Ed had a firm grip on my arm.
"Paris" cried Jane. "Let go of me" I cried to Ed But he didn't. Al and Winery were standing at the door they only saw a flash and my sister disappear. "Why did you do that" I yelled at Ed one of you would turn to a suit of armor so I waited for my sister to appear, a suit of armor but the minutes passed and she didn't appear. "Where is she" I was screaming then I broke down, fell on the floor and started to cry. After all the yelling I did to Ed he sat down next to me, I looked up and cried, he let me cry on his shoulder. After all the tears the pain and trying to bring my sister back and losing my arm. Everyone still put up with me. When I tried to pack and leave Winry insisted I stayed so I did.
About three years later my father found I was living with Winry and sent a letter saying he was coming to visit his favorite girls. I replied in a letter I was the only one besides him left and I was happy I was living with Winry and the Elric brothers and I wrote that, and I quote "I actually feel like I have a real family again." Then when Winry repaired my metal arm I left and left a message if my dad ever came here and that message was I've moved on now since you were never there for me, my sister or mom. So I took off at night and the Elric brothers were coming to.
I said my goodbye to Winry and ran to the end of the dirt path with Ed hot on my heels and Al following him. So we went to the main part of the town I bought some clothes and then we went to a place called Bright Bay Island we stayed there for a while and I worked on my alchemy and I had some help from Ed and Al. We were out on a walk to go to the beach so I walked in my bikini top with a towel around my waste and the boys walked in there swim trunks.
I put on sunscreen worked a bit on my tan then went swimming splashed Ed and Al in the shallows and headed to the hotel. After a good nights rest we checked out of the hotel and left the island and searched for the seven deadly sins witch lead us to a building but little did we know our fathers were waiting for us inside but the sins lied to our fathers and it was a trap. As we entered there were three hallways and we split up into the halls and the hallway Al took was a dead end so he came to the base and waited for someone to come back. Ed's tunnel led to a locked doors he came back and met Al and they started to walk down my tunnel and heard a loud scream that became a muffled scream. "Paris" Ed yelled but there was no reply. Ed and Al ran down the tunnel into a large room with Envy's hand over my mouth with a transformed arm that was a blade and was held to my neck a tear fell down my face on to Envy's hand tears continued to roll down my face. Then the locked door blew open and my father and Ed and Al's father appeared.