Hey Guys!

I recently read the book Thirteen Reasons Why and ADORED it! It's an awesome book!

It also gave me an idea. So this fanfiction is my idea.

What if my OC- Akeldama (Mimi)- was in Hannah's place? What if this was Twilight?

OC-

Akeldama Mimiteh Van Alen Sterling. Known by friends as Mimi. Born in August, died in August. Seventeen years of age when she died. Cause of death was suicide. Edward's former girlfriend and fiancée until Bella came.

Here's proof of my twisted imagination.

Listen to Edward's tale as he goes through the suicide tapes of Akeldama Van Alen Sterling- his beloved Mimi- and realizes that he is one of the reasons for her suicide, and also realizes that she is gone. His beloved Mimi is gone and he's to blame; and one of the people close to him could have stopped it but choose not to understand… and there is no way of her ever coming back…

Or is there?

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Edward pulled into the garage of the Cullen house, but didn't get out of his Volvo. He sat there in a stunned silence; something that had become a routine in the past weeks. The only difference was that his Bella was beside him.

"Edward?" He heard her say. He just nodded slightly and whispered, "I'm fine. I'm just still… shocked." Bella pretended to nod understandingly, then got out of the car and walked inside the house, leaving Edward there.

Bella didn't understand. She never would. She would never understand the yearning for…for her….for her to be back again. He couldn't bring himself to believe that she- his Mimi- had swallowed a whole bottle of pills and cut her wrist barely over a week ago. Mimi had committed suicide.

He had pleaded Carlisle- begged on his knees even, for Carlisle to bite her and make her one of them before she died. Carlisle had flat out refused, telling him that it was her suicide, she intended to die.

A day after her death, Carlisle began acting strangely. He was constantly listening to these tapes he had gotten, and was never the same since. He shipped them off somewhere the next day, but he was always acting strangely.

Edward finally got out of his car and walked slowly up to his room. When he walked in, sitting on his bed, was a package.

There was a package that was addressed to him, with no return address. Edward, in his curiosity, opened it and inside found seven tapes. Each of the tapes had a number written on both sides, numbers 1 through 13. The tape with number 13 on it had no number on the back. There was a map that fell out as well, and when Edward looked at it, it was map of Forks, with thirteen red stars on it at different places. Edward put in the first tape, with the number 1 side facing out. He pressed PLAY.

Hello again. Akeldama Van Alen Sterling here, but you probably know me as Mimi.

Edward would have fainted if he could have. There she was; well not her but her voice; coming from his player. He realized that he had stopped the tape, and slowly pressed the PLAY button again.

If you received these tapes, well then let's just say this- your life is about to get hella messed up. If you received these tapes, you are one of the 13 reasons why I- Mimi- commited suicide. I am, of course, recording these before I commit suicide, silly. Well, back to the tapes. If you received them, you are somewhere on the list. When you get these tapes, listen to them- ALL OF THEM- and visit the places marked by red stars on the map. Then, pass them on to the next person on the list. However, lucky thirteen- gets to keep them with him for all of his li- ahem, I mean, existence.

Well, let's get to the first one. I am, as you all know, living with only my mom, since my father has died. Well I found a father figure when I found my true love. He was my true love's father figure, and therefore became mine. You may not know, but he betrayed me. I will never forget what you did.

This is about you, Carlisle.

That was why Carlisle was acting so strangely! He had gotten these tapes… and learned… he was one of the reasons she committed suicide, when he had tried so hard to be the father she wanted.

Don't get me wrong, Carsy, you were the father I wanted. After my dad died, and I met you, you were basically my dad. You were the best. Still, you betrayed me to my friends, and I can never forgive you for that.

You see, it all started when I drank a bit too much at a party. It wasn't a huge party, just a few people, dancing and listening to music, drinking beer. It's a normal high school experience. I, however, drank a bit too much and got drunk. When he- I won't mention his name- drove me to his place, you were standing there, Carsy. You were waiting. You knew I would get drunk. You sobered me up, and when I left all was good.

Star number one on your map, people. C-7, the Cullen house. Visit there if you so wish. Carlisle will understand.

Then, the next day, when Jessie broke her arm, and happened to get you treating her at the hospital, everything came out. You stretched the truth. You told her I had come to your house vomiting and stumbling, cursing and yelling, delirious. You lied and said that I was so drunk nothing had worked.

Why, Carlisle, why?

I know why. You wanted to feel special. You wanted to fit in more with the younger crowd, who you looked more like, anyway. That gave you no excuse to spread lies.

I trusted you. I told you everything. You twisted it and repeated it back to my friends. They didn't believe it, of course. You then, however, told one of my enemies, who exaggerated and stretched the truth in the rumors they created... and it all leads back to you, Carsy.

You may ask why silly rumors made this tape. Well, there is a thing called a snowball effect, and it all started with Carsy.

So, Carsy, how does it feel to be the start of it all? You and your rumor started the chain of events that led to my suicide. How does it feel to know that?

I don't know about you, but I sure as hell hope it hurts.

The tape clicked to signify its end. I exhaled slowly. I had heard her… my beautiful Mimi… in a tape, explaining why she had ended her life.

One of the reasons was my father.

And one of the reasons was ME.

I slowly flipped the tape over and hit PLAY again.

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Second chapter will be out soon, promise.

Disclamer- YADA YADA YADA I DON'T OWN ANYTHING BUT MY CHARACTER.