Hey!! so this is my second story, and I should have waited til I came back from holidays but I cant wait so.. you can all deal with:P:P if you havent already,check out my other story"a shoulder to cry on" please and thank you!!! loveage!!

Prologue.

As I stood at the top of the cliff,watching the icy and vicious waves below, I thought about all the things I'd never have,never do. I'd never soo my finals papers,or go to college. I'd never marry and have children,or grandchildren. But the thing that life has taught me is shit happens. Things happen to you in life that are just too hard to bear. You cant plan for them, expect them to happen and avoid them,and you cant forsee them.

I took a step closer to the edge of the cliff,the wind blowing my hair into my face. In my final moments, I thought of my happiest memory,my last day with my parents. And ,with that, I jumped off the cliff. I closed my eyes as I felt the air whip around me. I was flying,free as a bird,free of all the emotional pain I'd suffered, and just couldnt deal with.I hit the water with collasal impact and as the current grabbed me and dragged me under,I didnt fight it. This is what I wanted. I let myself sink further and further into the darkness. "Goodbye Jacob" I thought as I finally ran out of oxygen.

I knew I had died when I heard the angels voice. Though it was noisy and somehow wet,it must have been heaven."Stay with me,Stay with me now" the angel whispered, anxious for some unknown reason, as he pulled me forward. And as I began to wonder why this angel was so anxious,I lost myself in the darkness I had been longing for all along.

ya so theres your prologue!! short i know :P i hate doing sad stuff but that s the way the cookie crumbles:D so yes REVIEW!!! it makes me do my happy dance and keeps me modivated!! lol

loveage!!!

jelliebean

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