Summery:
At 15 Bella had her whole life planed out. Three years later an Isabella Swan is taken to rehab. Wait what?
Rated M for rape, drugs, language and lemons (in a good few chapters though). Please review! =D
Ok so I got this idea from a load of different places really. I have started a few other fic's too but I seem to be unable to finish a chapter or a one-shot. Then this popped in to my head so yea, here it goes.
Bella's POV
12 hours, 24 minutes and 45 seconds.
I just need one, just fucking one!
No I can't I need to stay clean
Both sides of my brain in war, the good and the bad I always called them, knowing that bad always won. I found out the more and more I tried, the worse would win so in the end my mind kept going kept fight but my body just gave up. What was the point in fighting a battle you knew ended badly?
This was my life, just the way it goes.
Pretending I wanted it this way I enjoyed it like this, I mean I never really get passed the afternoon really, it going blank I never it happened and it was permanently bad. Being in pain so much I needed it soon and the days became shorter and shorter. Never getting my own choice really I just needed it all the time. It was my air really without it I will die…really I will.
My life was not always like this I mean I did have a life before just lying here in the dark, I might be messed up but I am not fucking stupid as much as some people would like to think. When I was 15 my life was planned down to the last thing it would have been amazing if my grades stayed the same and a good girl.
Isabella Marie Swan what a shitting joke!
I felt a tear fall on to my check
No
No
No
My life was planned down to the last detail! Now I was here in Forks, with Charlie, wait dad? O fuck sake! Charlie, yes Charlie he was my dad but there was no way he was going to get me to call him that. My mum walked out on him then I was a baby, walking away from here, stupid bloody Forks.
I am 17 years old; at the time I was 15 years old. Now everyone judging me or hating me.
I knew the second I took it. I would want to stop, take it away but it didn't stop me from grabbing my cell and calling that all to get out of life number.
"Ar Isabella, it is getting earlier and earlier these days…"
Here we go AGAIN!
Sorry it is short, but it is 3 pages so please review and HELP ME out as this is the first twilight fic I have done so yes. Please any reviews welcome but please not too mean I just started writing and need help. On an old fic I did for fun, one person review was "go and play with traffic because you can't spell!" Nice huh? Lol
