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HeyHey! this isn't my first story, but I lost my password to the last stories, and profile. once i'm done with this story i'm planning on finishing Fallen Angel. not so much wanting to finish The Sun. it was LAME. anyway i hope you guys enjoy! && plz review. will it seriously KILL YOU TO REVIEW!? just click the little button at the bottom saying review and then leave what you think about it. plzplzplzplzplzplzplzplz!!!!!! hahahahaha kk well go ahead and read the story now!


It scares me to know when my mother, friends, and family will die. My mother has fifteen more years. She dies by a shoot out in the mall. Phil has thirty five years left. He dies naturally. I'm not too worried about my mother yet. There is really nothing I can do. I have tried before. In the long run it ends up more painfully for them than was planned. So I figured I'm not suppose to interfere with other peoples deaths. I can see their numbers floating above their heads. Unfortunately those numbers never go away. I'm not suppose to live long... I die when I'm eighteen. I cant necessarily see how though.

I gave my mother a tight squeeze of a hug as I heard her whispering murmurs of "I love you"s and "you don't have to go"s, into my shoulder. No matter how much I want to stay with her... and the sun, and beaches, I know she wants to go with Phil. I took a deep breath and let her go. "No mom, its ok. I want to go see Charlie." she replied with an "okay." and a small smile. I turned around, feeling my eyes stinging with the tears starting to well in my eyes. I boarded the plane and watched out the window as we ascended.

I opened my eyes as a hostess shook me lightly telling me to wake up, and that the plane will land soon. The shaking plane landed and I stepped off. The first person I saw was Charlie. He was up against the velvety ropes as far as was allowed. He hadn't changed much from what I could tell. Older maybe but that was about it. I was willing to bet the house was the same. He had a huge grin plastered to his face as I smiled back shyly. I hadn't seen Charlie in at least three years. I made my way slowly around the velvet rope to where my father was allowed. "Hey bells." he said as soon as I was in hearing length. "Hey dad." I replied, trying to sound excited. I could tell already Charlie would have a long happy life. Not only because I can see when he will die, (which by the way is in about forty years) but also because he had, you know, I don't know... inner goodness. You could just tell. I had just finished that thought as we climbed into Charlie's police cruiser. The ride home was a little awkward as that neither one of us was very good with holding out or starting conversations. "Hey bells, I kinda got you a home coming present." he said a little nervously as we got closer to forks, and my new home.

"Well what did you get?" I asked a little nervous also. He shouldn't have bought me anything.

"It's a, uh, it's a truck." he said staring straight out the front window. I was staring at him slightly aghast.

"But I brought my own money to buy a vehicle." I argued lightly. "I know your mother told me." he replied sheepishly. "Well, how much did it cost?" I asked, not yet ready to go into a deeper argument with Charlie yet. "Not too much. I got it cheap from a friend." he said a little louder, catching that he won the fight. Before I could reply he explained. "It was Billy Black's. His legs became paralyzed and he cant drive it. He had no use for it, really Bells." I didn't say anything, just waited to see it. We turned the corner into our little dead end. I saw a rusty red truck parked in the drive way waiting for me. (Or so I assumed.) A real grin spread across my face, and I could feel my eyes light up.

"Oh! Charlie I love it really!" I said jumping out of the cruiser a little too fast and hitting my head on the ceiling of the car. I fell back into the car and lay in the passenger seat. Charlie jumped out and ran to the my side of the car. "Dang it Bella! You need to be more careful! Your bleeding!" he scolded me and ran back to the drivers seat pulling back out of the drive way. "Ugh. Where are you going?" I asked a little groggy. "To the hospital Bella. Its about time you met the staff anyway." he said, obviously frustrated with me. We turned the corner to a bit of traffic. Charlie turned on his police lights and the blazing siren. The cars pulled off to the side as he rushed down the middle of them. My cheeks stung with the blush he created. "Dad! This really isn't necessary!" I yelled as I sunk lower into my seat. "Yes it is." he growled back in an in charge tone. I stayed as low as the seat would allow me, hoping that nobody would recognize me tomorrow. The cruiser pulled to a stop and the sirens stopped so I guessed we were at the hospital. Charlie charged out of the car and to my side, and pulled me out.

I sat in a small room with my father in one of the seats and a nurse checking out my head, all the while I was sitting there looking at a poster of a smiling little girl on the wall, thinking, 'how can you be smiling? This is not funny', when the doctor came in. "Dr. Cullen." the nurse greeted him. He didn't look like he belonged here. He looked as if he belonged in a magazine already photo shopped. He was beautiful. "Hello Mr. Swan, and Bella, I'm assuming?" Dr. Cullen greeted us.

"Hello . Yes this is Bella" Charlie greeted him for me.

"Well, what have we done here?" asked, I think directed towards Charlie.

"Well Bells here got excited about her new truck and hit her head on the top of the cruiser," Charlie explained accurately as I blushed- once again.

Dr. Cullen did a few tests, then assured Charlie that I was just fine, and could go home. The drive back was silent. Once we were back at our new home, again, I got out more slowly this time, and walked carefully toward my truck. I climbed in and smelled the slight stench of peppermint and tobacco smoke in the seats. I started the truck as Charlie went inside. I jumped as the engine roared. O well, there has to be something wrong with something that is supposedly perfect.

I woke up the next day dreading school, but none the less got ready. I wore a navy blue v neck and jeans. I let my hair down for today, I could use it as a shield if needed. Sometimes the dates and stories of peoples deaths were overwhelming. I made my way slowly down the stairs, if tripped again, Charlie would have a hissy fit. I poured myself a bowl of cereal and let myself think as I ate. I still had an hour left until school started. I could get a good look around town. Or I could be an hour early to school.... my popular vote was to get a good look around town. It sounded more appealing. I rinsed out my bowl and stepped into the torturous cold. I hate the cold. The truck had a little more difficulties starting, but nonetheless did after a few tries. I backed the beast of a truck up, almost ramming the neighbors garbage cans in the process. I looked around town for awhile, but nothing was hard to find. It was all placed along the main road. I found where the hospital was that I went to yesterday, and where Charlie works. I sighed and pulled into the school parking lot. I cant avoid it much longer. I shut off my engine and jogged toward the building that said front office. Nobody was here yet so I wasn't worried about what people would think if they saw me trip. I wind ruffled my hair as I walked inside. At the front desk there was a lady with fiery red hair, she was a little thick set and had a pair of black thick rimmed glasses that made a point at the edges.

"Oh! You must be Isabella Swan! Oooo we have been waiting for you!" she sounded like what I would imagine as Santa clauses wife.

"Heh, yeah that's me." I half-heartedly grinned.

She handed me two papers.

"The pink one is your schedule, dearie, and the blue is a map of the school." she pointed out.

"Oh. Thank you Mrs...?"

"Mrs. Heimeriner."

I smiled at her and left the office. People were here now and more were piling in. I sat at a near by bench and studied the map. I heard a bell ring stood up to heard toward my first class. I heard a car coming up behind me and the speed past. Swerving a little, but almost hitting me! Jerk! The predator who only missed me by inches stepped out of her car. She had long, bleach blond, corn silk hair. You could tell just by looking at her she was a jerk, but definitely popular. She flipped her hair over her shoulder and looked strait at me.

"Oh. Sorry." she said in one of the most fake voices I have heard yet. I rolled my eyes and kept walking. Ill just be sure to avoid her. Its not like I will have to see her too much longer. She is suppose to die in about three years from an extremely strong current when she is swimming in the ocean.

My day was extremely frustrating so far. Everywhere I went people stared. Even when I sat in the back of the room, the people here still found a way to sneak glances back at me. I thought just as I found Angela, an extremely nice girl I met in Math. She asked me if I would sit with her earlier and I enthusiastically agreed. I didn't want to have to sit alone on my first day here. I walked up to her table and glanced at the people sitting there. I noticed the blonde from this morning. Great. I sat down.

"Hey, Bella, This is Mike, Tyler, Eric, Jessica, Lauren, and Ben. Everybody, this is Bella." pointed to everybody. The names went in one ear and out the next. I would get the names down soon. After she called the names, Jessica, I think it was, came next to me and started to chat. After awhile I caught on that you didn't really need to listen, as long as you nodded your head every once and awhile, you had her fooled. It was then when I decided I wanted to look around the cafeteria. I noticed in the corner of the room a family that looked impossibly gorgeous. I stopped Jessica mid sentence.

"and she was all like-"

"hey Jess, who are they?" I said while nodding their way. She knew perfectly well who I was talking about.

"Oh. They are the Cullens. The little pixie like one that looks as if she stepped out of a story book, that's Alice. The blonde next to her, who looks like he is in pain, that's Jasper Hale. They are like a "thing". Then the supermodelish looking blonde, yeah that's Rosalie. Then the body builder next to her is Emmet. Then the one with the auburn hair is Edward. Oh but don't waste your time. He is too good for anybody here." she sniffed while putting her nose in the air.

I just then realized that Lauren was listening in on our conversation.

"You know girls, I'm sure if I tried, he would be kissing my feet in no time." she grinned at us underneath her perfectly mascaraed eyelashes, then put on the best seductive smile as she could manage, and strutted toward the Cullens.

At the moment she made it half way over to them, they all looked at her at the same time, then stood up and left. Not so much as making eye contact with her the rest of the way out of the lunch room.

Lauren huffed and stomped out the opposite door from the Cullens. Jessica and I made eye contact and then couldn't hold it in anymore. We both were giggling and grinning like madmen.

I made my way to my next class with Angela, and Mike at my sides. Mike could get a little obnoxious but he was also very loyal. Like a golden retriever. They both walked strait to their seats, but I stopped dead in my tracks. Sitting right next to the only available seat left in the room, was Edward Cullen. He caught my eye and then gave me a crooked grin. The grin almost melted me, while at the same time making me blush a bright red. Then I stepped forward to the front of the room, to give the teacher my slip to sign. I turned around and he was glaring. Directly at me. Did I do something? I asked myself as I stepped back in front of the fan. He scooted to the edge of his seat, I noticed he was gripping the table for dear life, the tendons popping out. He was also very muscular, not as much as his body builder brother, but still built. When I looked over to glance at his death stories, his weren't there. There was nothing. I looked around the room just to make sure that there wasn't something wrong with my eyes. Everybody else's was there. Except Edwards. I looked over at him, studying his face, puzzled. His head moved toward me so fast, I hardly had time to see it. I could see my frightened expression in his shiny coal black eyes, glaring at me. Obviously I wasn't even supposed to look at him. I flipped my head back toward the front of the room. I normally wouldn't be making such a deal about the fact that somebody new hated me, it happened often, the only thing I was truly confused about is the fact that, the only people without numbers above their heads, were already dead.

Before I actually got home, I went to the store, to pick up groceries. Charlie's house was bad enough in the food department it looked as if before I came, he was living off the dust on the never dusted furniture.

I cooked Spaghetti and meatballs that night, and was finished before Charlie was home. It usually was better when i kept my mind busy.

The next day at school was better. Less people stared at me, and I no longer had to worry about introducing myself in any class. Edward wasn't there though. I couldn't help but think that it was my fault he wasn't here. That was selfish. Of course it wasn't MY fault. It couldn't be my fault. I didn't do anything. Yet i couldn't shake the feeling.

The next day i came another no-show. The rest of the week along in that Fashion. The weekend passed quickly, or so it seemed to me, as i did nothing over the break.

Then Monday came.

I walked into the lunch room and instantly looked at their table, a newly forming habit, and froze in place. There we was. Smiling with his family. At the table.

"Bella? Are you going to get your food?" Mike nudged me forward slightly worried.

I walked past the food to grab a water. "No, Mike, I'm not feeling so well, Ill stick with water."

I sat down at the table and made the curtain with my hair. every once and awhile glancing at the Cullen's table, and all the time hewas staring at me. I tried not to pay too much attention to him, but it didn't work out so well.

Once the bell rang, I was debating on skipping class. I thought about it for awhile. Hmmmm.... I could just pretend sick, or class. Sick, or class. I weighed my options. I decided on sick. I went to the office and got excused, then made it home. I got out easy saying i felt a little nauseous. I went home and cooked Fish then waited for Charlie. When Charlie came home, he wasn't alone. There was an old man in a wheel chair, which i was guessing was Billy Black, then there was a younger man. Cute i had to admit . They all came in the house.

"Hey, Bella." said Charlie, smiling. "do you remember Billy, and Jacob?" well i obviously didn't remember Jacob, but i remembered Billy a little.

"Not really." I replied getting out more stuff to make more fish. "but its nice to meet you." I smiled at them.

"Well this is Billy Black, and his son Jacob Black." he introduced them.

"hey Bella." both of the Black boys greeted. i waved a hand. Billy and Charlie went into the living room, and i heard the T.V. turn on and football playing. I wasn't sure yet if Jacob went so I stayed and kept making the fish. i heard the chair screech out from under the table. I guess he didn't leave.

"Hey, so Bella, how old are you now?" he asked starting a conversation.

"I'm seventeen. So are you am i right?" I asked back. he was cute, why not flirt a little?
He laughed a little. A rugged laugh. "No. I'm sixteen." he grinned. "But everybody says i don't look like I'm sixteen though."

"yeah well you don't look like it." i grinned back. "oh! I remember your sisters now. where are they?" I asked him, while looking out the window, as if they would show up any second.

"Oh. Well one is at Washington State University, and the other is married and living in Hawaii. "

"Wow. Married huh? That was quick." i stated shocked.

"yeah."

The fish smelled done so i finished it and handed out the food to our guests. Me, Jacob, Charlie, and Billy, was order we sat on the couch. The other three were smiling and happy to be watching football, while I, on the other hand, was not so excited to watch. About after an hour of watching football, I excused myself do my homework upstairs. I finished, and everybody left. Jacob was enthusiastic and gave me a hug, but that was about it for the night.

The next day at lunch i kept getting odd glances from Edward. I would catch his eye sometimes, then blush and look away.

I decided i wanted to go to Science today. It's stupid to skip science just because of one person. Plus its not like i can avaoid it forever. The bell rang and as usual, Mike and Angela both walked me to class. I stopped right outside of the door, took a deap breath and plunged forward into the classroom.


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