罪と罰
Crime and Punishment [VOCALOID]
Kuroko no Basuke - Fujimaki Tadatoshi
If you had the ears that I had, will you hear the song that has been beating inside my heart?
I will give the ears that I had, so you will listen to it whenever you are.
The day when I first saw him, made me fell for him. Eyes on him, and heart beating only for him. This precarious feelings hurt me inside and out. But I know, I will never give up, even when the world shattered. Even if the earth started to fall apart. And even if I'm no longer have a soul.
To keep those smile on his gentle face, to hear those kind and soft laughter from him, and to hear those trade mark words that always came from his lips.
Being embraced by those strong arms is my dreams. I want to monopolize him only to myself.
Mine only. So he could only smile for me. He could only laught for the every jokes I made, and he could only die, if I told him so.
These not easily broken threads that I put around him, would mark him only to be mine. I am the only one who can talk to him. He must hear only my voices, and only my heartbeats. Not else.
If you had the heart like I do, would you like me even if I hate you?
Or should I hate you to make you fall for me?
Today, I saw you with the people you called friends. Does it nice to be with them rather than me? I tried to shout to call out your name, but my voices caught in my throat. A hoarse gasp came to me, and I coughed out your name with the remaining breath.
You're mine. Only for me. You will live only for me, and die because of me.
But then, I made up my mind. If I can't reach you with my voice, if I can't even touch you with my love, it's okay.
Because I will made the agony filled your life!
Staring at those pained face of you, it really thrilled me up. It were so exciting! How would you fight back? Scream with all your strength! I will keep on hurting you and those peoples you loved!
Everytime I hurt them, break every single of their limbs infront of you, you will screamed out my name and told me to stop. Then you came to save them. Become their human shield and let them hides behind your now crumbling back.
I wanted to break those strong shoulders which held every single hope of your so called friends.
Everytime I saw your pained face, my heart fluttered. It tickles everytime you let out a sharp, and pained cry. I will keep doing those things to you. I LOVE how hurt you would looked like. It made me love you even more. Even as a different person, different kind of love.
I love to see you suffering.
More, suffer more.
How is it? The man you had loved, the man who had chased after your heart, gave everything even his sanity only for you, is now gone.
It's no longer the same person who was craved for your gentleness and your love. Even your warmth.
He's no longer there. Now, he's the one who wanted to see your suffering face, even more than enyone else.
