Disclaimer: I do not own The Hunger games, or The Host.

Alright guys, go easy on me, this is my first fanfic


I open my eyes. They were right. The last memory was horrible, and something I could not prepare myself for.

"Oh, good. She is awake. Tell me, what do you go by?" asks a woman who has her long blond hair pulled into a high ponytail, and dressed in all white from head to toe, standing next to my healer, Ford, who was also in all white.

"they call me Wanderer," I say.

"That makes sense, considering you have been to 8 of the 12 planets we have. Im sorry, but I need you to try to find as much information about your host to see if we can find the rest of the resistance." The seeker asked.

"Resistance?" I asked.

"yes, there is a small resistance, and we believe your host was part of it, for she attempted suicide." My healer answered.

"Oh,um… her name was Katniss Everdeen, she was born in district Panem, she lived on 12th street until… she ran away from her home…when this started… with" The memories were slowing down, coming to me slower, and then a black wall came up."Icant see who with, sorry seeker."

"That is ok wanderer, she is a tough one, it might take a while." The seeker said.

Fast forward 1 day

I got up to get ready for my meeting with the seeker today. I walked over to the mirror to look at my new body. She was quite pretty, with her brown hair, and tan skin-

Mine.

I jumped a little at the unfamiliar voice. She can't still be in my body, can she?

I said MINE. This is MY body. Get OUT! I know what you things do, you are murderers you think im going to let you and your buddy's kill the rest of the survivors!?

The voice was rising, becoming shrill.

"Shut up, this is my body now," I whispered back.

No its not. Who said you could come in here and steal my memories? And you call yourselves peaceful.

I ignored her as I walked to the seekers office.

It was 2 hours later, and I had gotten real close to figuring out who she was with. "She was with… GALE!" I nearly shout as I finally get through the wall.

NOOO! You can't tell her that! Take it back! Say you misunderstood it! Please! I'm begging you!

She screeched.

"And… "I found it. The next name but she freaked out.

Please! You already told her about him! Please don't say that name! she CANT die! I will make your life a living hell if you say that name. I was supposed to go back! I promised him I would protect her!

"Primrose Everdeen." I finished, not caring what Katniss said.

I HATE YOU.

"Thank you wanderer," said the seeker as she walked out of the room. As soon as she was out I started looking for other information. I saw a bunch of lines before she could put a wall up, still irritated I had found the names. I grabbed a piece of paper and a pencil and drew the weird, scratchy lines on it. I got up to bring it to the seeker when Katniss stopped me.

No! Throw. It. Away. Now. RIP IT UP! Rip it up now, please, you already gave her their names. She will never know you had it. Please.

I felt a pang of guilt rush through me, I already gave up her family. So I ripped the paper up and threw it into the trash as I walked out the room and past the seeker.


It has been 2 weeks since then, and i havent really gotten any more info, so when the seeker walked into my room, i didnt think any thing of it, and just automaticaly said, ''I havent found anything new."

"I know. thats why I came here to tell you that you are getting removed, and put into a different body tonight, and im going to get this one, and this body i am in now will be on hold for me, and when i am done with her, we will have no choice but to get rid of her if i can't talk any sense into her, and get her gone." and with that she left.

Oh god no! she.. but.. you cant let her do that! please! help me! if she comes in... she'll find them!

It is no use. there is no way to get out of this, goodbye katniss. she was silent.


It was 2 hours later, and i heard two sets of footsteps coming down the hall.

Wanderer, she is coming! please help me and my family! i cant let them die because of me!

but there is no other way out.

yes there is!grab that chair and put it against the door! she said, sounding hopeful. i grabbed the chair and put the back of it against the wall. how is this supposed to keep them out?

no, the other way.

i flipped the chair around. now there is no way out katniss!

Yes there is, slid the window open! hurry!

i opened it and stood on the edge. Katniss, I cant do this...

good thing I can. she said before she took over our body, and jumped into the water below.


see you guys as soon as i can figure out how to upload another chapter... it would go faster if some one could help me, lol

-dandelion-daisey