Only Jesus Can Save You
,, Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name. Your kingdom come. Your will be done, on earth as it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. And do not bring us to the time of trial, but rescue us from the evil one…'' Joan finish her prayer , looking up at her crucifix above her bed.
It was very tough day. Joan with her son have just moved into new house, starting a new life…without Denis. Joan forced herself to not think of him that much, so she rather distract herself by unpacking her things. She also forced herself to not think of anything that should have bring her into temptation, she told herself new life, and she intended to comply. Without exceptions.
Oh, Lord may forgive me, but I can't get from my head those three girls. They were watching my little boy this afternoon with lust in their eyes…watching him on that tipper truck…half naked-his bare muscles-NO please forgive me. They-they are dangerous for my son, if I want him pure and untouched from the young and rotten ones…he is my boy-only mine- Joan was subjecting to her thoughts and desires, that were dead from Denis death.
Trough her mind blinked one God's law.
6. Shall not commit adultery – Joan think of God !
But she must admit herself , she was untouched , well for an awful long time. Her thoughts flickered again back to her son. She took a deep breath, her hands clasped tightly.
Lord please make that hellfire stop. Do not tempt my faith, devotion and the last bits of nerves…
She felt the heat pulsing between her thighs. She crossed herself before lying in her bed. But suddenly as she lied in her big, empty, cold bed, she felt abrupt solitude. She saw her crucifix above her head and closed her eyes tightly. She felt enormous need to distract herself from her thoughts. She turned to her right side, bundling up herself in sheets. But she incessantly couldn't deny her longing. Her body was crying on picture of her half naked son. His firm muscles on his young, tasty body…without thinking about it, she rolled up her nightgown, her fingers spontaneously slid under the hem of the fabric, teasing her bare skin, sneaking up between her thighs. She whimpered when her fingertips touched that burning.
NO ! Almighty and most Merciful God, graciously hearken utno our prayers and free our hearts from the temptations of evil thoughts that we may worthily become a fit habitation for Thy Holy Spirit…
She bit her lower lip. Trying to suppress those seductive thoughts and fighting to her body desires. She turned to her other side her eyes flashed open. Her sight pinned on the door of her bedroom. Lust and desperate thirst for body contact overgrew her effort to stay in her own bed.
She stood up, her nightgown falling around her ankles. She slipped into her soft plushy slippers and went straight from her bedroom to the hall, leaving the doors open. She quietly walked through the hall, directly into Luke's room. Slowly opening the door and moving herself further in his bedroom. She stopped right in front of his bed, watching him sweetly sleeping, his face turned to her, his eyes contentedly closed. She stood still for long five minutes, gazing at his sleeping form.
Joan he's barely 20 years old ! What the hell do you think you are doing here? After Denis left you, you promised to yourself to start a new life on a new place, with a new decisions…you're doing reverse ! Stop, turn back and get the fuck outta here ! She clenched her fists tightly as she fought with herself in her mind. But her body betraying her bravely…
She saw Luke turning on his other side, showing her his back.
You're so weak ! Weak ! Weak ! Weak ! Weak ! Weak ! WEAK !
Her fists loose, she took a deep breath ,taking off her slippers, rolling her nightgown a little up and quickly, silently slipped under the sheets behind him. He didn't move or respond or woke up. Joan felt his warmth that he made around him.
She ran her hand along his arm, gently, caringly petting him. She closed her eyes, leaning closer to his back, clutching her body to his bare skin and pressing a several soft, gentle kisses on the back of his neck. He mumbled something, turning back to her, but still sleeping.
Her palms ran up his muscles of his chest, she sighed at that delicious feeling of his flesh. Her lips slightly parting, when he unawares circled his hand around her waist…but still sleeping. She leaned to him again, kissing his chest now and continuing up at his neck, rolling him to his back and straddling him. Sitting up on him he blinked few times murmuring sleepily ,,Mmm…mo-mom ?-''
,,-Hush-my beautiful boy,'' she pressed her index finger on his mouth, her other hand went down on him, carefully darted into his shorts, touching , teasing his length.
She trailed kisses across his chest, his neck and below his earlobe.
He whined beneath her as she ran the pad of her thumb along his tip, feeling him slowly hardening under her fingers.
The heat pulsing between her thighs much stronger now. She couldn't get enough of him. Kissing everywhere wherever she reached. She sat up on him, guiding his erected shaft from his shorts and under her rolled nightgown to her throbbing entrance. She whimpered her eyes squeezed a she slid her weight down on him, she arched when his length penetrated her. Letting her nightgown fall on him as she ran her palm on his abdominal muscles. Joan start slowly riding him, her lips parting at the delicious feeling of him, filling her.
He gripped her wrist making her squeak slightly, as her finger was still pressed gently on his mouth. He took her index finger in his mouth , teasingly…seductively biting on her fingertip before sucking softly. His free hand run up under her nightgown from her knee to her thigh, his nails brushing her bare skin.
Her eyes fluttered in the sensation. She speed up slightly on riding him. ,,Mmmm-'' she tried to keep her lips closed, but not for long.
As he left the grip on her wrist, he went with his both hands up under her nightgown, slowly petting her stomach and her sides, up to her breasts before she stopped him. Her hands holding his through the fabric just below her breasts.
,,What-are-you-doing ?'' she breathed thickly.
,,-I-I just want you to feel good…'' he panted slightly.
She couldn't deny him now , nodding and letting him move his hands up. He gently worked her ample breasts with his fingers. She pressed at his hands trough the fabric, closing her eyes and licking her lips delightfully.
He tugged her nightgown over her head, she helping him with raising her arms. He threw it away before he grabbed her wrists and pulled her down at him.
,,Ohhh,'' loud moan was her response.
His palms caressing her sides before descending on her hips to guide her moves on him.
,,Go-good boy, Luke, Oh !'' she whispered to his ear when he bucked his hips up opposite hers. His lips teasing her skin, sucking at her neck receiving satisfied growl from her.
She rocked her hips harder against his. His warmness and sensuality clouded her vision, her body fully betraying her.
,,Fuck Mom ! Mmmm,'' he growled.
,, Watch your language…,'' she breathed.
Her long hair tickling him as her head fell on his shoulder. Her parted lips found his smooth skin of his neck, kissing him there, licking teasingly. Gently sucking and nipping his flesh.
,,Uhmm,'' her head raised up when he bit the side of her neck. He took that advantage and licked up on her neck to her jaw line until his warm soft lips found hers.
Inviting his own tongue into her mouth, moaning quietly.
Her hips moving on their own accord. Faster and faster that she could feel herself on the bring.
She sat up on him arching with a gasp as she climaxed above him. ,,Oh !'' escaped her as the pleasure spread across her body.
,,Hush Mom…'' Luke whispered grabbing her sides and rocking his hips up hardly and purposefully to flip them over.
,,Ahh !'' she yelped when he pressed his body , lying atop of her, still staying inside her.
,,I said hush Mother-'' he whispered briefly against her neck. Sucking effectively as he thrusted inside her harder. Using his full weight to push himself more deeper.
,,Mmm-Lu-Luke wha-what are-you-''
He crushed his lips on hers to silent her. Moving further inside her and groping her sides. She gasped when he left her mouth and went down to her neck and much lower to bite gently on the swell of her breast. His tongue flicking around her nipple roughly, he nipped her carefully with his teeth before doing the same with his lips. Sucking on her breast, she thought when he did this as a little baby.
He forced more of him inside her, drawing several short breaths from her.
,,It's too-too much Luke,'' she was hardly saying between her pants, but she doesn't seem to want him to stop and he, as he even would have listen to her, didn't seem to stop. Not now.
He trailed his lips across her supple flesh making her whimper.
,,My-sweet-boy,'' she moaned as she climaxed again, kissing his neck before his forehead and his hair.
But he still keep on moving inside her, the delicious feeling of him fitting her inner walls absolutely everywhere. She bit her lower lip.
,,Ah-Y-yes !'' escaped her full lips when he slid his hand under her, pulling her up with him, clutching her closer to his chest, while his other hand was holding his weight up.
Her knees moved up , resting on his hips.
,,Oh-fuck-yeeees!'' she cried out loud.
,,Fuck , Mother-Mmmm-''
,,Oh, God !'' her hands suddenly on his back, holding his shoulders tightly to prevent her from the heavy fall on the mattress. Even when she knew he's strong.
,,You-know,that-He can-see you,'' he smirked as he had the upper hand now.
,,Yes-'' she breathed guiltily.
,,And you-y-you don't care ! Do-you ?!'' he continued panting above her reaching for her neck with his hot hungry mouth again.
,,Y-yes…Oh God, Yes !'' she squeezed her eyes.
You little slut ! You are whore ! Whore and nothing but the whore you filthy bitch ! Using your own son…in front of the God's eyes . And not even trying to stop it ! You whore ! she castigate herself briskly.
,,A-and…you want me-to to-AH ! To fuck you-just. Like. This. Don't you ?!'' he pounded into her , put into his last three thrust much more energy and emphasis.
She barely nodded, not able to say anything from embarrassment and guilt.
,,Do you ?!'' he snorted moving faster.
,,Fuck ! Yes ! Keep-Oh…keep fu-fucking me-just-just-'' she moaned loudly.
Her arms around his shoulders, she purred in his ear ,,Har-harder ! Deeper !'' she pleaded desperately.
He did as he was ordered to, with much delight.
,,Oh that's-That's my boy…Ah-Yes !''her lost words disappearing in his shoulder as she came for the third time, her thighs trembling around him.
Oh Fuck ! How is this possible, he's still going and doesn't seem to stop or even ease off…
She panted urgently beneath him. Desperately catching air as she tried to figure out how he was able to powerfully continuing his cruel pace inside her. She knew he was strong…but he totally wasn't this strong before, of course , he was young and tight…and definitely stronger.
But she was quite sure, he was damn enjoying it as she was.
She bit where his shoulder and neck met, before she lolled her head back, loosing her senses completely.
He used that advantage and licked her jaw line before sucking at her throat. Going down at her breasts again.
She could feel him swelling inside her, which was a sign of probable near end of this pleasurable torture she'd chosen more than twenty minutes ago.
Her head hang back and he was still sucking at her throat.
He speed up-if it was even possible-and thrusted much more harder, deeper and faster as he could.
Drawing the air from her lungs and pleasure tears from her eyes. She squeezed them tightly and let tears roll down her flushed cheeks.
When she open her eyes again she had clouded vision but only thing she could focus on at that moment wasn't her vision…she could feel his gentle hand on her back, she could barely feel his lips now, she could also feel the hair above his shaft, teasing her clit which made her squeak.
But only thing she could really focus on was his hard cock, rocking brutally inside her, touching every sensitive spot inside her inner walls.
She bit her lower lip squeezing her eyes. Beads of sweat covered her forehead.
,,OH, LUKE !'' she cried out loud her pleasure when she orgasmed hardly, nearly violently beneath him as he with his two final thrust spilled inside her, stifling his growl of satisfaction into her throat.
She trembled below him, she couldn't hold her hands on him any longer. Her whole body shaking from her strong orgasm. Panting heavily she forced herself to swallow, her mouth half covered with spittles outside but dry inside.
He gently, slowly laid her down at the mattress again before he pulled himself from her and roll off of her laying himself beside her, waiting to catch his breath.
She couldn't think of anything right now. Her breath finally slowed down as Luke's does and she was enormously exhausted.
He support his head with his hand laying on his side, facing Joan. He grinned wildly, his two fingers pretending 'stepping' from her stomach up to her heaving chest.
,,You know mom…I though you would never do this again since we moved in here…'' he stopped his 'steps' between her breasts.
She swallowed thickly, her hand holding his on place ,,…me too.''
He pressed himself to her, covering them more with sheets, his arm around her waist satisfied.
She was about to stand and move away from the bed, but he stopped her.
,,You're not going to stay here tonight ?''
,,No,'' she smiled petting his cheek. ,,I want to spend my first night at new house in my own bed.''
She kissed his forehead before standing hardly up and reaching for her nightgown. She dressed herself , she slipped into her slippers and was about to walk away. She stood in the door and turned to him, when he asked her.
,,Are you coming tomorrow night again ?'' he smiled hoping.
Yes! No! Uhhh…
She repaid his smile slightly ,,perhaps, my sweetie…perhaps.''
He nodded leaning back to the pillows.
,,Sweet dreams,'' she managed before closing the door and rushing into her own bedroom.
She kicked off her slippers and fall in her bed headfirst in her pillows. Covering herself with sheets lazily. She could NOT look up at her crucifix, not after what just happened. Forcing her head deep into pillows she thought about what she had just done.
She failed on the full line. She succumbed to temptation and sin…maybe the worst of all sins…and the worst thing about it was , she liked it ! She disappointed herself, God, and now maybe her son too… She desperately tried to not think about it anymore and nuzzled with the sheets.
Better to sleep on it…she thought and it was not so hard , because she was so much exhausted , that she fell asleep just right after she closed her eyes.
