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Chapter 1- wedding nerves

"Leah" My Mum screamed "Get up, today's the big day, and we don't want to be late, do we"

"Ugh, the day from hell has finally arrived" I mumbled as I got out of my warm comfy bed.

Today was the day I had been dreading for months, Sam and Emily's wedding. I didn't see the reason why they had to fast forward their wedding just because Emily was pregnant, I mean the sooner the better I suppose, so Emily can shut up about it, I mean come on! I'd rather go over to the blood suckers place then go over to Sam and Emily's, so that's what I decided, before the wedding I'll go over and see Jake, I didn't have to check if he was over there, any free time he had Jacob would go see Bella and Nessie.

10 minutes later I was ready to go, not even bothering to tell Mum, I just had to get out of that tiny house. I hopped in my new BMW the Cullen's bought me for my birthday and was on my way, they were weird that way, I mean I didn't hide my dislike from them, but they still went out of their way to be nice to me and make me feel comfortable, maby one day I could be nice to them, but I really couldn't see that happen any time soon.

I took my time to get to the house, or should I say mansion, I wasn't in any rush or anything. I parked my car just outside the gate blocking everyone else's car, for reasons I don't even know. Weirdly enough me and the pack had gotten over the stench the vampires made, it didn't burn our noses like it used too, but we could still pick it out from a crowd, it spelled sweet, but not sickly sweet anymore. I seen Jacob come out of the house with Nessie on his back, he heard me coming and he lifted his head, his eyed widened in shock.

"Leah, what are you doing there?" he asked, Nessie started giggling as Jacob started swinging her around, his face brightened as he heard Nessie laughing, Jake started grinning, obviously forgetting I was there. I looked to the floor, embarrassed and left out.

"Leah, is that you?" A bell like voice came from inside the house, I walked inside the house not bothering to tell Jake, he was too busy tickling Nessie to bother with me , boy I couldn't wait till I imprinted.

Bella and Edward came over to me, hand in hand I felt a bit left out, I looked around the house Carlisle and Esme were making breakfast obviously for Jake and nessie, Emmett and Rose were on the couch watching TV and Alice and Jasper were lying next to each other, staring into each other's eyes all loved up. You wouldn't think they would be attending a wedding in less than an hour, but they didn't really need to dress up, they looked immaculate anyway.

"So we were wondering if you wanted to take a lift with us to the Wedding, it would make sense for us all go together, don't you agree" Bella's high pitch voice knocked me out of my thoughts.

"Yeah whatever you say" I said bored out of my mind

Bella's face brightened, I had come to grow to like her in a weird way, I looked over to Edward he wasn't paying any attention to me, he was smiling lovingly at Bella, how disturbing. Edward shot me a glare, I couldn't help but smirk.

"Leah, Alice is getting us all ready do you want to come up and get ready with us?"

"Yeah sure come on lets go" I said

Bella let go of Edwards hand, and came over to me. I could help but laugh; she was half the size of me. We went upstairs in silence, it wasn't uncomfortable but it was silence anyway. Alice came dancing out of her room, strangely more excited than usually, which I thought was impossible.

"Ok I have LOADS of ideas for you Leah ok, so I was thinking..." Alice kept talking for what seemed like ages and dragged me onto a chair, she took out the scissors, and started snipping away while I closed my eyes and took some much needed rest.

"Leah, Leah, LEAH" Alice screamed at me, waking me up from my dreamless sleep. I stood up and stretched; I caught myself in the mirror and gaped. I looked beautiful, even if I do say so myself. My hair was curled, and my make up was a dark shade, matching my eyes. I looked down I was wearing a short light pink dress, highlighting my long legs. I turned around to Alice and smiled.

"Thanks Alice..." I said but was interrupted by Jake.

"Come on girls, hurry up or we will leave without you lot"

"What a gentleman" Blondie muttered sarcastically, I growled, I couldn't help but be protective over my alpha, it was in the blood. There was an awkward silence.

"Come on everyone, let's get going we don't want to be late for the big day do we" said Esme gently, I felt suddenly sick I didn't know why, it can't be fears, I mean I Wasn't the one getting married. A little whimper came out of my mouth as I thought about that. Edward turned around in the car we were using to get to the la push beach and gave me an apologetic smile. I gave him a glare and stared out of the window. I didn't need any body to feel sorry for me, I've had enough of that from my family ever since my boyfriend and cousin betrayed me, and I definitely didn't need it from a filthy blood sucker.

I think the wedding destination is super cheesy; I mean who gets married on a beach, come on! But nothing is too much for bloody 'Queen' Emily. Edward parked the car, opposite the beach, and after looking at the scene in front of me I take back what I just said, it looked perfect. Every Girls dream. There was a long cream carpet going up to where Sam was obviously going to stand. There were at least 200 seats, 100 on the left of the carpet, 100 on the right, There were roses everywhere, it was just so romantic. Weirdly enough the sun was shining and the waved were quiet and calm. Bella turned around to me yet again breaking me out of my thoughts.

"Come on, let's go grab a seat"