Chapter 1

"What's the point in living if you life is a complete mess. No one caring for you, no one to support you and lift you back up when you fall. People putting you down and telling you to change for them. I don't get! Life seem so bright at the beginning and...I was wrong. I guess not every story has a happy beginning. I thought I was going to make far in life and change people's lives! All the suffering I'm going through has finally did it! It has finally ruined my life! I have no one to love me nor care for me. I'm just a waste of space in this planet." I said as a tears finally started to roll down my cheeks."Life can be nice and amazing or it can be cruel and horrible." I could feel the blood start coming out from my hand as I dug my nails in deeper into the soft skin of my palm."Living life like I had the right to? I never had the right to do anything. I lost some of my friends because of my fault. Do I really deserve to live? Is there really anything to figure out anymore? This world doesn't need of me...nobody does."

to be continued


I wrote this because this is actually me...how I feel about my life. I've had many problems in my life that I had tried to commit suicide...so yeah...and again I had another problem today. R&R, and thank you if you took the time to read this and yes this story will continue.