Journal
May 7, 1994
Another one. Another blue rose in my shoe locker today. I wish I knew who was leaving them.
It does smell very nice.
Whoever is doing this is going to a lot of trouble. Blue rose hybrids are unusual. I've only found four stores in all of Tokyo that sell them, and none of them are nearby.
Why he's doing it is fairly obvious. Gah, I can feel myself blushing just thinking about it!
Although... What if it isn't a "he"? What if "he" is a "she"? Oh, I really need find out who's sending these to me!
Why me, though? What do they see in me?
...
Well, what's not to see in me? (Oh, boy. I sound like Minako-chan there...) Truthfully, I've never seen myself as attractive.
Minako-chan is, and frankly knows it.
Mako-chan is, even if she doesn't realise it. I don't know the details, but she was hurt in the past by a boy, and he ruined her self-image. She really needs someone to show her what everyone else already knows.
Rei-chan is attractive, but it's more than just her looks. She has an inner calm that rivals Minako-chan's outer cheerfulness.
Usagi-chan is...Usagi-chan. Our Princess. The one we all love and protect. Calling her 'attractive' is like calling the surface of the sun 'warm'.
Ami is...well, I'm intelligent. Studious to a fault at times. Always willing to help my friends. Cute, maybe, if you like the quiet type. Attractive? I don't see it, really. But then, we never really see ourselves as other do. Sigh. I don't know, and I got off-track anyway. Where was I? Roses, right.
No note with any of them. This is the third one, but they've given no hint of who they are. It's driving me a little crazy!
How to find out? There's no pattern to when they are left. I could ask the others to keep an eye out for me, but...
I really want to keep my secret admirer a secret for just a little longer.
Journal
May 9, 1994
I came up with an idea. I found a mini-camera that I can hide inside one of my shoes. I hooked it up to a photovoltaic cell, so it snaps a picture when light hits the cell. I tested it a few times to make sure it would take a good picture. It did, so now I just need to start leaving it with my shoes tomorrow and I'm all set. Now I just need one more blue rose...
God, I'm nervous! I want to know who this is, but I don't want to know. Oh, that doesn't make any sense! I want to know. Otherwise I wouldn't go to all of this trouble. But, what do I say when I find out? What if they're cute?
Well, if they're cute that's not really a problem...
What if they're ugly? Um...
What if it's a girl?
...
Journal
May 16, 1994
Another blue rose came today. I also got the film developed.
She is cute.
A rose. A flower. Sigh. They call me a genius, yet I could not make the connection.
Oh, Mako-chan. I hope you like pink roses.
-Fin-
