I am only going to put this once and that is on this Chapter, you all know that I do not own My Chem, or The cities I name. I own the plot that's all Hope you all Enjoy!
Some days I like to hold my breath, close my eye, and pretend to be dead. Of me being someone is not a possible thing, because I know that I'm not. When I look into someone's eyes and see pity I turn and walk away from them. Why should someone waste their breath on me? My family never has, so why should a stranger? My lack of a father, has made me wonder why others parents would come to the school on parents night and when it was my turn it was only my Mom. So I drove her away with questions. I am 16 and I ran away two years ago, I have had one friend and that is my Brother. Mikey, my kid brother I am his everything I give him my things to keep warm, so when I cant find us a warm place to stay so he don't freeze, so I don't lose the most important thing to me. I already know how to fight it. I have gone through hell and back, and I still won't let that basted of the devil take my soul just yet because I have to make sure Mikey knows that there is more in the world than just the life that we have always had. Mike and I were raised in Jersey, and where we were we didn't belong so we have caught the subway and we now live in back allies and parks in New York. One day I will get that job and get our lives started, I will get him the education he needs, and I will be the Father figure he has always longed for. The one I have always dreamed about.
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"Gee, man wake up the police are walking around!" Mikey rushes me, and grabs some of our stuff.
"Shit Mikes!" I sit up and grab our stuff, as we run out of the park and briskly was down the street I see a school and smile, "Mikes look a school! Let's go!" As we cross the street we go and we look in the dumpster for bags, and no touched food from the girls who don't eat in front of there boyfriends, and if we are lucky new clothes.
"Gerard look they have a play ground, we gonna sleep here tonight?" he asked excitedly.
"Yeah Mikes go make our bed I look around" I smiled and jumped in the garbage and begin to search. I look around and I find a PB&J and an apple in a paper bag, and then I find a salad. I smile and think about how happy Mikey is gonna be when I go back, just as I am about to get out I come across a big bag, you know one of the sporting bags, one of the zippers didn't work but other than that it was perfect! I walk over to Mikey and I climb in and show him what I found.
"I so want the Salad!" Mikey smiled and snatched it out of my hands, "Thank you Gee, you are the most amazing person in the world."
"Thanks Mikes, now just up and eat we only have a few hours before school starts" I frown as I eat my food and think. How can he think that I am the most amazing person ever? What have I given him? Nothing, that's what. I mean if I was someone so special he would have house to sleep in and a plate full of food.
"Night Gee, I love you." Mikey yawned.
"Night Mikes….. and I love you too." As a tear falls from my eye and turn over and whisper with just a breath "soon."
Hey Everyone I hope that you liked it, it was my first one and I really want you guys to be honest! Let me know what you think.! By the way sorry for any gramma mistakes
-PansyLady3
