Second Entry: Will it fade away???

Emmett took me to a wonderful place yesterday, I was really stunned by his choice, because you know he is not that romantic!Maybe not at all. So I was really surprised. Its a place here in Forks somewhere deep in the woods. There it was a wonderful not to high tree, with a wide dark brown with gray shades bole, its branches were really long and big leaves came out of them as the rays of the sun light our day. I stood there watching the tree. I admired it. I never saw it before and I was curious how Emmett found it. But I didn't want to spoil the moment so I stood in the silence. Emmett was right there beside me, he put his hand on my arm bringing me as softer as he could near him. I felt so nice and so in love with him! I didn't want anything to spoil this moment until Emmett spoke..xaxa..it was kind of funny that he doesn't know how to be really,I mean really be romantic.

"Rosie...what do you think shall we cut this tree of and put the woods in the fireplace for Christmas?" I punched him in his arm "What Rose??It is a rather small tree,not that big trees are a problem, but you know it would be easier to carry the woods back to the house!Why are you looking at me that way?What did I do?" I was disappointed

"I fought you brought me here so that we can enjoy the beautiful tree together. Anyways it doesn't matter, I should know...I guess its a good idea" I lost my happy face, I think he noticed that but he didn't say anything. He hugged me and started to run in a vampire speed while he was kissing me.......Soon we arrived home. He went with Jasper to show Nessie how to play play-station and I went to see how Esme was. I sat by her on the tree in front of her window room, I talked her about the incident with the tree, she laughed because she knew how non-romantic Emmett was and said that I was silly that I thought that he would be one day I agreed and we both giggled. She was rather curious why is it bugging me now, the fact the Emmett is not the romantic type of a guy, I didn't tell her but deep inside I know why it bugs me now. I'm jealous..yes ME..I'm jealous of Edward's and Bella's relationship. They always do something nice for each other, something that make the other one happy and each day I think that they love each other more and more and more...But my relationship with Emmett is not like that. He usually pulls pranks on me and he rarely kisses me like Edward kisses Bella. I know..I'm sure that Emmett loves me, maybe more than Edward loves Bella,and I know that I adore him,but we don't show it the way they show it. And the way their love grows, I am afraid that it will overcome our love. I don't want that..It makes the little green monster grow into me..We can't let..I can't let that happen..Oh,I wish Edward didn't hear my thoughts,it would be really embarrassing..hmm anyways..I stood up and went into my room..I stared..I was shocked..Oh my God!!

-Rosalie-