Here is my FIRST Fanfic….Please be gentle. I bruise easily.
Today I got caught cheating on my English test. Great, another thing going wrong today. Sharpay took so much time in the shower that there was no hot water, The nanny got my clothes mixed up and ruined my favorite shirt. I got to school late, again. And I bumped straight into Troy Bolton. The hottest most sizzling guy in school. Luckily it was only him and not his troop of goonies, because they probably would have pounded me into the ground.
Homeroom went as well as possible. Troy gave me a look when he caught me staring at him. His look caught Sharpay's eyes and she sent me the Ice Queen death glare. See I told you, perfect day. Ms. Darbus rambled on about one thing or another. It didn't involve drama, so I didn't pay attention. Instead I scribbled notes in my book. Little hearts with Troy's name next to mine. I also write a love note to Troy telling him how I feel. Telling him that I wanted his fingers to roam over my body and I tell him that I have always loved him. I tore the page out and prepared to throw it out when Chad passed my desk. I quickly hid the paper in my textbook and forgot about it. The bell rang and I got up to leave. On the way out I bump into Troy. Due to shock, I dropped my books.
"Hey fag, watch what you're doing." Chad shouted, making everyone laugh.
I just mumble "sorry" under my breath and keep walking.
Troy notices that I dropped some papers. He shouts "Hey you forgot-"but I am already gone.
I got to my next class a few minutes early so I decide to throw the note away before anything bad happens. I look in my math book. No luck, in fact my homework is missing too. I frantically search through my entire bag and come up empty handed. I must have dropped it when...when I bumped into Troy. Oh god, Troy has my note. Great, I guess I can expect to get beat up again after school. I try not to focus on that and instead I focus on redoing my math homework. I finish quickly and sit there contemplating how I am going to explain this to Sharpay. She is gonna kill me. It's bad enough I'm gay but it is another thing entirely to have people actually know. If Troy and his basketball buddies don't kill me my own sister will.
After math is over, I quickly head to my locker. I open the lock and start putting books away and pulling others out. As I'm closing my locker, I notice someone standing behind me. It's Troy.
'What does he want?'
"Ryan, can I…uh…can I talk to you? In private?"
An acknowledgement escapes my lips even though my head is screaming 'Run away as fast as possible'.
Troy grabs my arm and leads me to the auditorium. 'At least none of his friends are here'. And Darbus only teaches in the auditorium on Wednesdays and today is Tuesday. He guides me to the backstage area to the dressing rooms. 'What is he doing?' I wonder.
"Troy listen…" but I can't finish because Troy is kissing me. Really kissing me. Troy Bolton, the center of my universe, is kissing me. He releases from our kiss and leaves me breathless.
"You were saying?"
"Troy, I don't know what to say? Why did you do that?"
"Because I wanted to. I wanted to know how it would feel"
I couldn't say anything, for the first time in my life I was speechless. I just ran, as fast as I could and as far as possible. It was a primitive reaction. The one thing I wanted for so long and I ran. And I didn't stop until I got home.
I threw my bag on my bed and replayed the events in my head, over and over again.
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Tootles….L. Kerr
