I'm sorry son, I'm sorry
And I'll be until I go away
There's no mercy for my mistake
Nor even god will forgive me then.
I'm sorry son, I miss you
I wish it would be me
Since you passed I've felt so guilty
That I feel my colors are fading away
I'm sorry son, I'm sorry
I just can't forgive myself
Even now that the bastard is exploded
My sense of guilt won't fade away
Why couldn't it be me?
Is this a joke that came from God?
I must deserve to rot in jail
Because my life can't go more wrong
Why is god the only judge?
Can't we do anything by ourselves?
Why can't we decide our destinies
Without depending on the heaven's sake?
This world is rotten beyond repair
That's the least that I can tell
An innocent soul has to fade away
For the plain will of a pork's affair?
I know it's a sin that I killed
But I never felt so calmed before
And I think god can at least forgive me
For killing the monster that killed my son
I want to have a chance
To show that God that I can judge
That I can deliver a better justice
Without resenting an inhuman grudge
I want to at least have a chance
To deliver justice in this rotten world
To judge the evil that society hides
And exterminate them without a word
I want to be able to judge
As an angel or with the devil's worker
It is my wish, it'll be my fate
The be the one that brings disorder
