"So, are you a necrophiliac if you sleep with a vampire?" I asked one of my best friends, Erika, as we walked from school to the train station after school, my other two best friends were walking in front of use, both of them turning around after hearing what I said. I know it is a random question but it's been on my mind all day.

Erika shook her head at me, "Jay, vampires don't exist, how many times do I have to tell you, you nutter, and Alec Volturi will never love you." Well that deflated my ego dramatically.

Ellie one of my other best friends turned back to Emily, the last of us four and whispered something before they started laughing making everyone look at us.

I shook my head, my brown, chin length hair whipping around my face as the cars passed by.

Erika; she's short, only reaches below my shoulder, though I am quite tall, she had blonde hair that reaches just past her shoulders and a side fringe, her eyes are a bright blue surrounded by long lashes coated in mascara, she wears too much foundation sometimes when she doesn't need it and she's really pretty, I'm envious of her quite easily.

Ellie has naturally dark brown curly hair, but she straightens it everyday so it falls down past her shoulders as well, she has blue eyes yet again surrounded by long thick lashes that are coated in mascara but doesn't think much of herself, but she is very pretty and a lot of guys notice her, she doesn't notice them looking, blind fool.

Emily has the same hair length as mine, maybe a bit longer, it is a lighter brown and curls in places, she has lots of freckles, deep brown eyes surrounded by thick lashes and a nice smile, she has the wackiest sense of fashion and occasionally we see her in bright purple snake skin skinny jeans. It's normal for her though and we got over the shock after the first time so now we're cool with it.

We go to Torquay Girl's Grammar School in Devon, we're in year nine, Emily and Erika are fourteen whereas me and Ellie are still only thirteen.

I'm the tallest of us all, but I also have the baby face and they patronise me about it al the time, my cheeks are rounder than theirs, my nose is rounded, straight and perfectly sized, Ellie wants it just because hers isn't straight, I told her no but she is still determined to cut it off and swap it. My hair is a deep brown, nearly black and glows a chocolate brown in the sunlight, it's cropped to my chin with a thick side fringe. I am the only one who plucks my eyebrows so they are shaped quite well. My eyelashes aren't that long but look nice when coated in mascara, I guess? My eyes are weird, they have a dark grey rim around the outside going into a lighter one into blue into green into a yellowy brown and finally into brown, the left one has little specks of black in it as well. Basically my eyes match whatever I wear and go the colour I mostly wear. My lips are good sized and everything, this all sounds good but I don't look that hot at all.

We walked as the wind ruffled our hair and tiny droplets of rain started to fall, Erika got her umbrella and covered us with it, Ellie crept under as well, leaving no room for Emily, we all looked at each other before screaming, "run, Bitch, run," she shook her head at us and ran the last part of the walk to the train station while everyone looked at us freaked out. So we're not the sanest out there, but there are people worse than us, right?

"Alec Volturi might love me y'know, and you two will never know," I carried on from our last conversation.

"Oh, for fuck's sake Jayenne Estelle Casper, vampires don't exist, deal with it," Erika whined, I think she is getting sick of this conversation, we usually have it when the two of us catch the earlier train in the morning together while Emily and Ellie go on the later one with the others in our form.

"I can dream if it want to," so I might just be vampire obsessed, everyone knows I'm team Volturi just because they're badass, I even have a Volturi poster on my wall.

We reached the station to see Emily there wet, standing under the shelter with Florence, Emma, Freya, Jean all talking, they looked up when we came into view, I winked and headed for the bridge to get over to the platform.

Once we were there the train came and it was a flock to get on, seriously sometimes people don't get on and we are almost always standing, we did manage to get on and the doors shut leaving a group of people behind, we just ignored it and started joking about, a group of boys standing behind us munching over crisps and sweets etcetera.

Body heat vibrated along with the noise around the stuffy train, the windows fogged and we were almost sweating by the time we got to our stop, we hopped off and took in deep gulps of air over dramatically before standing up and walking from the platform into the car park.

Ellie walked over to her mum's car after hugging us goodbye, Erika went off to her Dad leaving me and Emily to walk home together seeing as we live in the opposite direction to them, we laughed and joked about what if vampires were real and Erika had a run in with one, what she would say, something along the lines of; "pants."

I hugged Em bye once we reached the junction, her house was just up the road while I had another ten minutes walking in the rain singing under my breath.

The cars passed me by, radiating heat and warmth, I hugged my overly sized jumper closer to my body.

Rain pouring harder on me, my damp hair sticking to my face, men and teenagers looked out their car windows staring at me until my eyes met theirs, then they would look away.

It's meant to be summer next we, well it doesn't feel like it. I jumped into the puddles on my way home, until I reached the corner shop, thunder rumbled in the sky and I quickened my pace, home just around the corner.

Once I was up the steps I yanked the door open and stepped into the warmth of my home, "alright Jay?" my mum asked from over the cooker, she works at primary school but me being in grammar makes my days longer so I usually arrive home by the time dinner is done, today we're having lasagne, I dropped my side bag on the floor and sat the table with my mum, sister, step dad, step sister, half brother and his son, my nephew, forking food in my mouth I watched as my brother tried to feed his son, Josh. I emphasize the word tried, he never does get it in.

Once I was done I washed dup my plate and set to my homework, French my favourite, we had a test tomorrow and I have to revise the verb endings and irregular verbs.

Once in my room I settled onto my bed with my book on my lap and set into the boring world of languages.

At nine thirty I finished and wandered down stairs again, my mum talking about these people she always talks about, they're the people the Volturi were based off, a big royal family in Italy, apparently they're acquaintances, I walked in then and she closed her mouth and turned back to some murder mystery on the TV, I wandered from the room again and upstairs into my own, changing and settling into bed.

Sleep never seams to come to me quickly, it feels like hours before my eyes droop and the blackness ebbs it's way into my mind, but I don't mind, it gives me thinking time.

So it's now the last day of term, of the year, finally the end of year nine and into year ten, GCSE's whoop, whoop, we sat in our form room, music blasting, in our mufti, mine being my white skinny jeans, skull top, hoodie with the hood up of course and my new black chained ankle boots, my legs swinging in time to the music on my perch on my desk while everyone danced around to Eminem.

Emily turned to me, grabbed my wrist and pulled me up on the table with her, Ellie and Erika to dance, my face reddened and I shook my head hopping from the table, I'm not really a very good dancer and they know this, actually I'm a huge clutz I have ran into windows, kicked walls in kung fu Panda impressions and fallen over, dancing isn't really my forte. I jumped from the table and wandered over to the snacks munching on a crisp before leaving the room and out into the school grounds, I've been here for three years now and I have had the best three years of my life with my besties.

I tucked some strands of hair behind my ear trotting my way to the library, I sat down on one of the loungers and watched as flustered sixth formers packed up the last of their stuff, leaving this place for good, smiling at me as they did so.

I looked at the clouds as they tore at the sky and smothered the sun, the greyness drooping on me, suffocating my lungs.

A hand waved in my vision, I looked up to Erika who had a knowing grin on her face, Ellie and Emily were sat either side of me in the chairs, I usually come here after the car accident, I was hit by a speeding car earlier this year and lost a lot of my memories, luckily my family and friends weren't in that category, but my normality was, they laughed at me about that and said I never had normality. But I did lose a fair few of my memories, Erika plopped down on my lap and picked up one of the magazine's flicking through the pages about animal abuse while we all just sat there until the bell rang and we made our way back to form.

We have to clear out our form room this period and next we have a whole school assembly…

At the end of the day I hugged my friends goodbye and wandered into the car park where my mum sat talking to Erika's mum, when she spotted me she smiled, "good news Jay, we're going on holiday this year," I squealed, we usually never have enough money to go on holiday, "we're going to Italy, Volterra," whoa cliché, but I am way to excited to care, I squealed and jumped into the car, my mum laughed and followed suit.