This Letter

A Work of Fiction Created By Shuuxharuka


Inspired by the song 'This Letter' By 'VibeKings'

Dedicated to one of the AWESOMEST

Friends ever, my first on fanfiction actually…

.SHE.ROCKS.MY.WORLD.

The one and only Ashleigh for her birthday today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

Dear Ashy Girl,

You're undeniably awesome

End of Story.

So I'm dedicating you this short 9-10 chaptered

Story:

Just because I love you .

And because of your awesomeness LOL xD

Hope you Like it :D


Full Summary: May learns that Drew is departing for another country and regrets ever having a love relationship with Kevin. Amidst the shock, pain and horrible revelations she realizes her true feelings. Her heart is aching as she reminisces the good times. Once Drew has left, he only leaves a letter behind. Years later, will they meet again? But in the end, does it truly hurt to love?


Chapter 1: This Letter

May knocked on the door raptly three times loudly, one softly and then rang the bell. She liked to call it 'her secret knock'.

It was a typical weekend and they were having a sleepover, doing the so called 'girl thing'. May tapped her foot impatiently on the pavement.

What could one possibly be doing and taking so long not to answer the door! Thought May annoyed.

Her sapphire blue eyes flashed impatience and her brunette hair swayed slightly with the chilly breeze.

A sharp disc in the night sky, the only source of comfort and light, stood out against the never ending curtain of darkness, spreading its lustrous light with it's fellow companions, the stars. Even it's magnificent light held no threat to the darkness's clutches.

The door was then open by none other than Daisy, one of the three other 'sensational' sisters.

"Like, I was just in the middle of drying my nails and like, if I stopped then I would ruin it and like, that'll ruin perfection in the making and like yeah" said Daisy as she stepped aside so May could enter.

May forced a smile but rolled her eyes secretly. Sometimes she wondered how Misty could put up with her three elder sisters strange dialogue every single day of her life. May took off her shoes and climbed the stairs to Misty's room. May, this year would be a 15 turning 16 year old. Even though she'd be a 10th grader, she was still quite childish at heart.

May finally reached the top steps and began the last few steps to Misty's room. Once opened, clouding into May's vision were several girls known as Dawn, Leaf, Zoey, Marina and of course Misty.

May was quite surprised that they'd already changed into their pajamas. May quickly took off her clothing to reveal her pink skitty pajamas underneath. Dawn's cobalt eyes turned to her and glared playfully.

"Late as per usual" muttered Dawn and laughed. May just pouted.

"Popcorn" suggested Dawn and May dug in gratefully.

May had the 5 greatest friends in the world.

Dawn, with her cobalt eyes and matching hair was the typical 'shopaholic', 'girly girl' and 'cheerleader'. Although she did seem like one of those glamorous fashion designers and make up artists, deep down she had one of those 'stupid and silly' sides.

Zoey, with her amber eyes and flaming red hair didn't like anything to do with girly and wasn't one who wouldn't stand up for what she believed in and would stand by you through thick and thin.

Leaf with her matching brown hair, brown eyes was the as you would call 'sport' person and was highly out going and bubbly personality that anyone would love.

Marina had the matching aquamarine orbs and hair and was just like Leaf in many ways. They could've been sisters through their personality setting aside their appearance.

And there was Misty, with her ocean blue eyes and orange hair and hot headed personality. Outside she'd seemed like a vicious loud mouthed person who cared for no one but deep inside she acted like a mother figure, always understanding of your emotions.

"Finally we can start!" exclaimed Misty.

"So what're we going to do?" questioned Leaf as she continually began chucking a tennis ball up in the air and catching it.

"Let's talk about the boys we like!" suggested Marina as the bubble gum bubble she was currently blowing popped. Dawn raised an eye brow.

"I didn't think you'd be the one suggesting we talk about boys! Finally you see the light!" exclaimed Dawn as she wrapped her arm around her shoulders.

Marina shrugged. "Oh! Oh! Can I start?" shouted Dawn as she waved her arm in the air.

May rolled her eyes. "I thought I was the only so called childish one around here" she muttered.

"I'd say Paul…. With his cold hearted personality yet charming in a weird way plus he's on the foot ball team! He's just so fascinating I could think of hundred things everyday!" said Dawn.

Everyone nodded in approval. It was quite obvious that this girl had a thing for him. Next was Misty. She blushed and looked down.

"I-I-I l-like Ash…..he's an idiot but deep down he's really sensitive and is really nice and caring, sweet, tender hearted, always thinking about others and –" said Misty as she soon was lost in her own world.

"We've officially lost her" said Zoey shaking her head. "Gary" said Leaf bluntly.

Everyone stared at her in shock. The girl who had never ever liked guys and refused confession after confession liked that playboy Gary? Questions fired at her in every direction.

"When did you start liking him? Oh my god why didn't you tell us? Details please!"

Leaf remained calmed and answered them.

"Three months ago, I didn't tell you because you'd make fun of me and details? I guess he always treated me differently to other girls I guess at first it was just plain annoying but I guess it's kinda cute…." Trailed Leaf as she began blushing harder and harder.

Everyone nodded in satisfaction. Next up was May. Everyone just shook their head.

"May, I honestly don't trust Kevin" muttered Misty, her cerulean eyes clouded with worry.

"How can you not trust him? He's my boyfriend after all!" shrieked May.

"How about Drew? What about him? Was all of your childhood a waste?" questioned Leaf, raising her eyebrow slightly.

"Anyways I guess you could say I liked him way back into Pre School. He'd saved me from a couple of bullies and he's always so over protective of me and I seriously do not get the deal with the roses….." muttered May.

"But, I guess Kevin's kindness got to me in high school and all you know…."

"I'm still wary about this guy you know… I mean cheating on you 6 times and you still haven't dumped him yet? Said Marina indignantly.

May simply looked away. It was true that her heart always tore seeing him lip locking with another girl other than her, but he'd always plead with her for another chance and she'd always give in.

"Anyways, why don't we watch Titanic! It's just so touching and romantic!" suggested May trying to get off the subject.

Everyone nodded in agreement and the talk of crushes was long forgotten.


"Jack, there's a boat! Jack?"

"Why did he have to die for? They were just soooo meant to be!" sobbed Dawn wasting yet another box of tissues.

This was Dawn's 8th time and she still couldn't help but waste a mountain of tissues. Everyone just sweat dropped.


The Next Day

May opened her locker to retrieve her text books for her next two classes. "Hey May"

"Hey Drew" replied May. She didn't have to turn around to recognize that voice. Drew flicked his hair and smirked. "I'm awesome, did you know that?" asked Drew. May rolled her eyes.

Geez, I've lost count on how many times I gotta roll my eyes with him!

"You've asked me that since 5th grade, just where did you inherit all this ego from? Couldn't you just be some nice, polite boy that does not love himself like no tomorrow?" replied May.

Damn, where does she get such good come backs?

"It's called having brains unlike some people who do not possess such a thing" replied Drew as he flicked his hair.

May groaned. She then felt someone's presence behind her and she turned away from her locker.

"Hey sweetie" said Kevin, his voice filled with desire as he placed his lips on hers and his arm slithered around her waist. Kevin with his jet black hair, crimson red eyes and charming smile was the typical 'fan girl' dream guy. Two words to describe him: Handsome yet mysterious.

Drew could only turn away and gag. Honestly, he didn't understand what she saw in him. He was a good for nothing play boy and his heart ached seeing them together. He waited until Kevin had gone as he turned around and flashed a smile. He stared at those blue eyes and that smile of hers. He sure was going to miss her, that was for sure.


: A F T E R S C H O O L :

"Drew!" May called catching up to Drew's fast walk.

"I guess you've heard….. I'm sorry May but I'm leaving for America and never coming back" whispered Drew. All of this collided down of May. What?

"I didn't have a choice……" May was speechless. The sudden realization then hit her. The revelation of his leave. "WHY!?" May shrieked as she slowly sank to the floor.

It hurt Drew to see her in this condition, how hard he tried to protect her all these years, only for him to hurt her in the end. "I didn't have a choice….." repeated Drew as his limousine pulled up. "This is good bye….." whispered Drew as he climbed in.

May just couldn't say it. Her true feelings, she'd wanted to scream it all but her throat was dry. "D-d-drew" mumbled May under her breath.

She looked pathetic, sitting on the side walk and crying her heart out. It was like her world was collapsing, and now she regretted going out with Kevin, how she was silent all those years, the many chances. She could've at least have some happy memories of them together, but now it was too late. She'd made the wrong choice.

Who was the one she came to when she had problems? Who was the one who comforted her in times of need?

One person and one person only.

Drew.

Just Why? The clouds began to darken


"May honey, you feelings better?" Caroline asked softly.

May had been acting like a corpse ever since the day before and her whole family was worried about her.

"May, you have a letter" muttered Max. Usually he would be teasing her at maximum level of getting a letter with a single rose on it.

May stared at the letter and realized it was from Drew. She hurriedly tore it open to reveal a letter, with Drew's fancy script on it.

A/N: The Bold & Italic Writing is the song's lyrics and the Italic is the letter. If you could, it'll help the mood if you listen to the song! Search it up on YouTube or something :

Yeah baby, I hope you don't misunderstand me, but i have to go.My philosophy was you and me, even in my dreams it is you I see
The Bubble Pops, the puzzle incomplete can't you see you was all I needed
Now I'm sad trying to hold back, but tears rolling fast with this pain in my past
Honestly I feel weak, it is hard to explain but you drive me insane

Dear May,

I know, you're asking why I had to leave, it's because of family issues. You'll be okay without me, I mean you'll always have Kevin to lean on right?

I'm just the best friend, in the background. Every time he cheats on you, you come running to me and I accept you with open arms.

Yet, you still can't see it can you? All of our childhood memories, I'll cherish them all.

I'll never forget you. Never.

You'll probably wonder, why did I always try so hard to protect you?

I only need 3 words, 3 syllables.

I love you.

I always have, always will.

Love Drew x

Girl I wrote this letter to let you know forever
I keep you in my heart when I'm leaving you boo
Girl I wrote this letter it ain't getting better
That is why I can't be with you
P.S. I still love you
My only question, do you miss me when I am gone?
Tell me girl.. tell me

Girl I wrote this letter to let you know forever
I keep you in my heart when I'm leaving you boo
Girl I wrote this letter it ain't getting better
That is why I can't be with you
P.S. I still love you..

It is reality that you're playing me
You took my air to breathe
Cause I was blind to see
But now I know that I have to go
Why don't you see, I was all you needed
Wanna stay but it ain't ok that he is with you
And it's me who suffers

Girl I wrote this letter to let you know forever
I keep you in my heart when I'm leaving you boo
Girl I wrote this letter it ain't getting better
That is why I can't be with you
P.S. I still love you

I was the one that you could always count on, lean on
but those days are gone
All we have are memories of better days
Now I need to say goodbye

So true..

The tears flooded across her face. Her heart was breaking, her head filled with regret. Now she knew the guilt she experienced through Kevin's kisses.

It was nothing compared to the one she shared with Drew at the Prom.

She'd made the worst mistake of her life.


AND CUT!

The next few chapters will be flash backs of May and Drew's childhood so stay tuned!

Hope you liked it!

Chapter 2: Pre School

R&R Shuuxharuka xx