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Kaoru'sPOV:
My brother and I have been together since birth... We're barely ever apart from each other for any length of time. Basically, we did everything together! We're closer than any other siblings we know. I admit it, we are unusually close and people think it's very awkward. Hikaru and I never really listened to those idiots anyway so it never really mattered. The only opinions we accept are the ones from the 'Host Club' girls or the Host gang. Hikaru and I were currently sitting in our limousine on our way to the place we hate the most, school.
Hikaru took my hand in his then smiled at me. I looked at him and smiled back. He went back to looking at the window at the passing objects while I examined how tightly he gripped my hand. Lemme guess what your thinking, awkward right? Not really, I've honestly been in love with my brother for awhile. It was nothing new for I've felt this way for awhile... Hikaru on the other hand... I was unsure of how he felt. His emotions are always hard to read. It was really agravitating but I got over it a couple months back.
Although I was unsure why I was attracted to my brother of all the guys at Ouran Academy. That really didn't matter to me though. So, I guess you really can't help you love, it just sorta comes out that way. I laid my head gently on Hikaru's shoulder and he turned and looked down at me and smiled. He turned back around and I sighed quietly. He wrapped his arm around me and that made me feel better. I smirked widely then relaxed.
"Still tired are we, Kaoru?" Hikaru whispered chuckling.
I rolled my eyes and bit his collar bone. He flinched then chuckled again. He rubbed circles on my back and I closed my eyes and relaxed again.
"Kao, don't go to sleep now. We're almost to school, makes no point!" He said pinching my side.
I opened my eyes then glared at Hikaru. He held his hands up in defense while a devious glint appeared in his eyes. Hikaru pincehd my side again then I stuck my tongue out at him.
"That hurt!" I said dramatically putting the back of my hand on my head. Hikaru and I always laughed at that when Tamaki-Senpai did that in the club. He'd always look so stupid and idiotic... Hikaru laughed and rolled his eyes.
"Masters... We've arrived." The driver said dully.
Hikaru opened the door for me and helped me out. The driver pulled off as soon as we got out of the limo. Hikaru and I held up a fist simultaneously and we both laughed. The first person to approach us were Honey and Mori-Senpai...
"Hika-Chan! Kao-Chan!" Honey said running to give us both hugs. Hikaru and I looked at each and shrugged.
"Yeah.." Mori said blanky. It always freaked me out when Mori talked even if it were only one word...
"The 'Host Club' is having a picnic tomorrow! Isn't that sweet you guys!?" Honey said with flowers starting to form around his little lolita face. I nodded and smiled at him. "Mori and I are bringing the chocolate and strawberry shortcake cakes! Yummy, right? Cake, cake ,cake!" He yelled giggling.
Hikaru and I laughed together and waved to them and headed for class. We bumped into Haruhi on the way. I pursed my lips and watched as Hikaru blushed. Haruhi waved to us and dropped one of her books. She bent down at the same time Hikaru did to get the books. Hikaru picked them up then gave her her books back. She smiled at him and Hikaru winked at her....
I hated when we'd see or bump into Haruhi. Hikaru gets all lovey dovey around her and I hate it.... I personally have nothing against Haruhi, it's just that Hikaru just acts all weird around her... Sometimes, he even forgets I'm around when she's around. It made me mad but, I'd gotten used to that too.
"So, Haruhi... Uhm.." He said loosing the collar on his shirt. "I have to ask you something..."
"Yeah?" She asked looking confused. I narrowed my eyes at Hikaru but, he didn't even notice.
"You wanna go on a d-date... With me?" He said looking down at his shoes. I gasped loudly and Haruhi looked over at me with a blush.
"S-Sure Hikaru.. Why not?" She said and her and Hikaru walked into class together.
I stood there with my mouth gaped open. I wasn't prepared for Hikaru to ask her out. He usually told me when he was planning to do something... 'Why was it different this time? Was he finally getting on with his life away from me?' I thought to myself pouting.
I was about to walk into the classroom when someone lightly tapped my shoulder... I turned around slowly and saw mi lord. He smiled at me and waved continously, I laughed.
"Yes, mi lord?" I asked in rush still pouting.
"We're not having the 'Host Club' today. I'm canceling today, Kyouya, Mori and Honey can't make it today so, pass it along okay?" He said placing the back of his hand against his forehead and closed his eyes while a spotlight that came out of no where flashed on his face. I laughed and nodded my head.
"Okay..." I said with a small smile appearing on my lips. "Don't be so dramatic though... It's really awkward and that group of guys over there-" I pointed to them. "Are laughing at how stupid you just looked... No offense but, you looked totally gay." Tamaki pouted and I waved and went into the classroom.
I sat down in my seat next to Hikaru and smiled a little... Atleast they weren't acting so lovey dovey, atleast not yet. One of Hikaru's hands was in his lap and the other reaching across the space between the desks holding Haruhi's hand. My eyes widened in shock and I quickly looked away. The teacher called attendance. I watched as Hikaru and Haruhi would pass notes during class. That so wasn't Haruhi, she'd never risk getting in trouble and especially not for an idiot like Hikaru... Unless, she really liked him.
"Oh no..." I groaned and Hikaru turned to face me with a confused face.
"You okay?" He asked I was about to answer when he turned back around to Haruhi.
That seriously hurt.
After the little inncident this morning I'd tried to avoid Hikaru and Haruhi. In our math class Hikaru asked me for an answer and I pretended I didn't hear him. After all, he did know I suck at math, he even said it in front of the 'Host Club' girls. In our foreign language class I laughed at Hikaru because he back sassed the teacher and did the girly snap thing with his fingers. I laughed at that too. It looked all to natural for him though. I shivered and endured the rest of the day...
"Kaoru, we going to the club?" Hikaru asked holding Haruhi's hand and letting them swing between the space between them.
I thought about that for a moment. I put my finger on my chin and narrowed my eyes. I decided I'd tell him only because I was madly in love with him. I shook my head and he nodded. He gave Haruhi a hug and invited her to dinner. Of course she agreed. She even rode home with us which meant instead of Hikaru holding my hand he held hers. It made me sick and even more upset. I loved him but, was it worth getting ignored like this?
"Masters we here.." The driver said stopping the limo.
I got out not bothering to wait for the others. I slammed the door shut and was greeted by our maids Mina and Misa. I waved and smiled at them and they frowned....
"Master Kaoru... May I ask whats wrong?" They asked in perfect unison
"Oh, I'm fine." I said smiling. I glanced at Hikaru and Haruhi who were just walking in.
"I know it none of our business but," Mina said
"You do seem rather sad..." Misa finished
"Nah, I'm good. Could you please send my food up to my room please?" I asked before walking up the stairwell.
"Yes master Kaoru..." I heard them say in unison.
I opened the door to our room and smelled the familiar smell of Hikaru. I inhaled deeply and smiled. I lay down on our bed and looked up at the ceiling. I sighed. Who knew loving someone could have such a bad effect on someone... I love Hikaru as a brother and much more than that. I want him to be mine and only mine but, now he has Haruhi and... it hurts emotionally and mentally. I heard a knock on my door and yelled go away. Whoever it was ignored my warning and walked in anyway.
"I have your food master Kaoru." Mina said smiling, I smiled back.
"Thanks... Where's Misa? You guys are always together?" I asked curiously
"Downstairs with master Hikaru." She replied placing my food on the nightstand.
Before Mina turned to leave I called her name and she turned around and looked at me.
"Have you ever loved someone really close to you? Like closer than other people would expect?" I asked staring at the carpet.
"Yes, master. Why do you ask?" She asked with a bored expression
"What should I do?" I asked sighing. I looked back up to her and she sat on the edge of the bed.
"Master Kaoru... I'd tell that person you love them. I'm very close to someone and I love that person to death.." She said fiddling with her fingers. I could tell she was feeling uncomfortable. I nodded.
"Okay, thanks Mina..." I whispered. She smiled and walked out of my room and closed the door behind her. I laid down again and looked at the ceiling.
I was deciding whether or not I should go down with Haruhi and Hikaru. Slowly I sat up and I reached into my nightstand and pulled out a pen and paper... Closing my eyes, I thought about what I was going to write down. Smiling slightly I wrote...
What do I do?
What do I do,
When it's you I love Hikaru.
I know you can't stay I know we'll soon have to seperate
I know you don't love me I know you don't care But, I love you That's something I needed to share
Go chase your dreams And follow you heart it's a journey that you must start...
I'll be in the wings If you think about these things As I ask myself agaiin
What did I do?
What did I do,
When it's you I love, my Hikaru...
Love yours FOREVER,
Kaoru Hitachiin....
I folded the paper carefully and slide into my nightstand along with the pen and paper. I heard laughing from downstairs and I frowned. I knew they'd be having fun because anything you do with Hikaru is fun or either gets your blood rushing, in a good way. Sighing, I closed my eyes tightly desperately awaiting the day's end... Soon, I faded into the darkness of sleep, for once not dreaming at all....
Likey so far? :) I was bored when I came home from school so, I decided to make a fresh new story!! Review if you like so far :)
