RPOV
~ «°*»~"Love fades,Mine has"~«*°»~
With those four words and his expression broke me to bits that I had collected to go a save Dimitri,but now he thinks he's saving not at he did to me as strigoi was okay compared to what he's doing to me as a he can't love,then I can't was the one that calmed me,happied me,matured me,loved me,saddened me,angered me,and finally KILLED ME.
I'm in my room after breaking up with Adrian,and seeing Dimitri.
Im happy because Adrian and Sydney started to have feelings and so he isn't heartbroken.
Im on a chair hanging a rope on a ceiling fan in my bedroom,there's blood all over my from the kitchen to my room.I cut my wrists ,avoiding vains the cuts are big and are infected ,but the burn doesnt help enough for me to stop hanging this rope of my death.
"ROSE!DON'T!"There were ghost in my room saying that.
Haha Im going crazy too!Another thing to add to the fu-WAIT!Ghosts can't get through the wards are weak unless there .
I ran all the way to Lissa's house.
"LISSA!"I yelled looking for my best friend.
"Well, Well,Well look who we have here the most famous novice/Gaurdian,Little Miss Rose Hathaway."A blond strigoi said.
"Let go of HER!"I said through gritted teeth.
"What if I don't wanna"He smiled.
"Then you'll get me asshole"I tapped into my drakness I get from Lissa,I grabbed my stake and went into full rage mode.
I noticed the fight was over and there was 13 strigoi bodies on the ,Dimitri,and Eddie came in huffling through the door as I swayed.I lost a lot of blood over the past couple of hours.
"Rose ,you okay"Liss said as she touched my shoulder.
"Ya, Im fine."
"NO YOUR NOT LOOK AT YOUR ARMS!"Dimitri if he !Uggh I so wanted him to be strigoi right now for I can kill this LOVELESS,ASSFACE,DOUCHE DHAMPIR.
"Hey asshole,don't talk to me like you care at all isnt this what you said exactly to me "I dont love you anymore"Hmmmmm...Isnt love up there with caring so buh bye"When I said that he looked at me in surprisment."Ohhhhh yaaaa tomorrow go a grab the letters on my desk that I wrote in my room."After that I stormed out with tears in my eyes.
"Rose stop!"Dimitri said as I ran out trying not cry as he grabbed my shoulder as I flipped and kicked behind his knee,then ran to my house .It has been Seven days.I decided my choice.
I was almost finshed hanging the rope all I need to do is to get in it.
BANG,BANG,BANG
BANG,BANG,BANG
CRASH
I didn't hear anything except for my blood in my ears as I put the rope around my neck only to be pulled away by Eddie.
"WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ROSE!DONT EVER DO THAT AGAIN!WHY!WHY!"Eddie said as he cried with all his might.
"Because Dimitri said he didn't love me no more and if he didn't I never want to live."
"Oh"
"It was this or move away."
"Then move ,I never want you to DIE!"He cried at the end again."If I lost you I would die!Since Mason died I vowed to never let you if you did I would die too!"
"I know but it felt like I needed to,even the dead didn't want me"I said as I cried in Eddies shoulder"I shall never love Dimitri basically sent me to my death "I was sobbing terribly right then.
"Come on Rose ,lets talk to Tatiana and you getting out of here."Ed said as he helped me wiping his tears.
"Wait!Let me take a shower."I said as I looked at my appearence in the mirror.I looked very pale,sunken eyes,purple bags under,dead eyes,and ...No life in my eyes.I guess heartbreak really does something to the soul
"K"and that was all he said.
