Disclaimer:Characters are not mine (I wish they were) and the song belongs to Linkin Park.

Easier to run

Why?Why do you stay after everything that I have done to you?You're crying in you're room while i'm sitting here wondering why you stay.I have hurt you,betrayed you I have done everything that I can do to hurt you and still you stay.

It's easier to run

Replacing this pain with something wrong

It's so much easier to go

Then face this pain here all alone

Why?Why do I stay?He hurts me time and time again.He betrayed me with that bitch.Still I stay.Why?Because I love him.I know it sounds stupid.I mean who would stay with a guy who beats the shit out of you almost every night.Who does'nt care if you are alive or not.But I love him.

Something has been taken from deep inside of me

The secret I've kept locked away noone could never see

mean so deep, never show,

They never go away

Like moving pictures in my head

for years and years they play

Why?Why do I hurt you?Because then I know I can control the great god of death?I don't want to hurt you.But I am hurting you.It does'nt feel good.I don't feel anything when i'm hitting you.I hurt you because.....because.I don't know why.I wish I knew.

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

If I could take all the shame to the grave I would

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

I would take all the shame to the grave

It's easier to run replacing this pain with something wrong

It's so much easier to go

Then face all this pain here all alone

Why?Why do you hurt me?What have I done?Do you love me or not?I don't know if you do.I can't read you anymore.You build your walls again.Why?So many why's so many question and no answers.Will you give me answers?Would you answer my questions?Would you tell me why?

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past

Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have

Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back

And never moving forward so, there'd never be a past

Why?Why are you coming to me now?Are you leaving?Are you going to yell at me?Hit me?Be the Duo I once knew?The one I love.WAIT the Duo I love?Yes I love Duo!The old Duo.The one that was cheerfull.But after the war you changed.You became quiet.You became a little like me.You did'nt talk to anyone.If you did you would say 2 words then leave.What happend to you?You looked happy when I kissed you.

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

If I could take all the shame to the grave I would

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

I would take all the shame to the grave

You're sitting there looking at me.There is nothing to see in your eyes.Should I ask?WAIT did I just see a look of shock across your face?Must be me seeing things from all the beating.Your still looking at me.I have to ask but I can't.Why not?Because I'm afraid?NO I'm the god of death!I'm afraid of nothing.H-Heero?I finally ask.

Just watch it in the sun

All of the helplessness since i've

Pretending I don't feel misplaced

It's so much simpler then change

It's easier to run replacing this pain with something wrong

It's so much easier to run

Then face all this pain here all alone

Why?Why are you afraid?Well it's no suprise after all I have done.You say my name with such caution.Your afraid I'll hit you aren't you?What will you say?What will you ask?One way to find out.Yes Duo?

It's easier to run

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made

It's easier to run

*gulp*I....I wanted to ask something.Please all the gods that are listing don't let him get mad please.Here goes nothing.Heero I want to know why.There said it that was'nt so hard.

If I could change I would

Take all the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

I would take all the shame to the grave

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past

Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have

Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back

And never moving forward so, there'd never be a past

Why?Why that question?I don't know why.Maybe to punish you for not being the Duo I love.Because you became weak.I dont know why.If you must know Duo.I don't know.I have no idea why I hurt you.Maybe because you are not the Duo I knew.Because i'm hoping to get you back by beating you.Because i'm angry that you aren't the person you used to be.Thats my answer Duo.Thats why.

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

If I could take all the shame to the grave I would

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

I would take all the shame to the grave

What?Because I changed?I know I changed but I never knew you did'nt like it.But it is'nt a reason to hurt me.YOU HURT ME BECAUSE YOU DID'NT LIKE IT THAT I CHANGED?YOU THINK THATS A REASON?

Just watch it in the sun

All of the helplessness since i've

Pretending I don't feel misplaced

It's so much simpler to change

This wasn't what Heero was expecting.It seems I got the old Duo back.My Duo.Thats my Duo.

It's easier to run replacing this pain with something wrong

It's so much easier to run

Then face all this pain here all alone

It's easier to run

What?Thats my Duo?What are you talking about?Then it hit me.I was yelling at Heero and Heero was smiling.WAIT Heero was smiling?I guess you are happy now.But still you did'nt have to hurt me and sleep with Relena?What the hell was that about?

If I could change I would

Take back the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made

I don't know why I slept with Relena.I really want to forget that night.Im sorry Duo.I'm sorry for everything.I can understand if you won't forgive me.

It's easier to run If I could change I would

Take all the pain I would

Retrace every wrong move that I made I would

If I could stand up and take the blame I would

I would take all the shame to the grave

Ofcourse I forgive you.I love you Heero.Always have and always will.Now why don't you show me how sorry you are.I winked at him and walked to the bedroom and he followed me.

THE END