Disclaimer:Characters are not mine (I wish they were) and the song belongs
to Linkin Park.
Easier to run
Why?Why do you stay after everything that I have done to you?You're crying in you're room while i'm sitting here wondering why you stay.I have hurt you,betrayed you I have done everything that I can do to hurt you and still you stay.
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something wrong
It's so much easier to go
Then face this pain here all alone
Why?Why do I stay?He hurts me time and time again.He betrayed me with that bitch.Still I stay.Why?Because I love him.I know it sounds stupid.I mean who would stay with a guy who beats the shit out of you almost every night.Who does'nt care if you are alive or not.But I love him.
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away noone could never see
mean so deep, never show,
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
for years and years they play
Why?Why do I hurt you?Because then I know I can control the great god of death?I don't want to hurt you.But I am hurting you.It does'nt feel good.I don't feel anything when i'm hitting you.I hurt you because.....because.I don't know why.I wish I knew.
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
It's easier to run replacing this pain with something wrong
It's so much easier to go
Then face all this pain here all alone
Why?Why do you hurt me?What have I done?Do you love me or not?I don't know if you do.I can't read you anymore.You build your walls again.Why?So many why's so many question and no answers.Will you give me answers?Would you answer my questions?Would you tell me why?
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so, there'd never be a past
Why?Why are you coming to me now?Are you leaving?Are you going to yell at me?Hit me?Be the Duo I once knew?The one I love.WAIT the Duo I love?Yes I love Duo!The old Duo.The one that was cheerfull.But after the war you changed.You became quiet.You became a little like me.You did'nt talk to anyone.If you did you would say 2 words then leave.What happend to you?You looked happy when I kissed you.
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
You're sitting there looking at me.There is nothing to see in your eyes.Should I ask?WAIT did I just see a look of shock across your face?Must be me seeing things from all the beating.Your still looking at me.I have to ask but I can't.Why not?Because I'm afraid?NO I'm the god of death!I'm afraid of nothing.H-Heero?I finally ask.
Just watch it in the sun
All of the helplessness since i've
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler then change
It's easier to run replacing this pain with something wrong
It's so much easier to run
Then face all this pain here all alone
Why?Why are you afraid?Well it's no suprise after all I have done.You say my name with such caution.Your afraid I'll hit you aren't you?What will you say?What will you ask?One way to find out.Yes Duo?
It's easier to run
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made
It's easier to run
*gulp*I....I wanted to ask something.Please all the gods that are listing don't let him get mad please.Here goes nothing.Heero I want to know why.There said it that was'nt so hard.
If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so, there'd never be a past
Why?Why that question?I don't know why.Maybe to punish you for not being the Duo I love.Because you became weak.I dont know why.If you must know Duo.I don't know.I have no idea why I hurt you.Maybe because you are not the Duo I knew.Because i'm hoping to get you back by beating you.Because i'm angry that you aren't the person you used to be.Thats my answer Duo.Thats why.
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
What?Because I changed?I know I changed but I never knew you did'nt like it.But it is'nt a reason to hurt me.YOU HURT ME BECAUSE YOU DID'NT LIKE IT THAT I CHANGED?YOU THINK THATS A REASON?
Just watch it in the sun
All of the helplessness since i've
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler to change
This wasn't what Heero was expecting.It seems I got the old Duo back.My Duo.Thats my Duo.
It's easier to run replacing this pain with something wrong
It's so much easier to run
Then face all this pain here all alone
It's easier to run
What?Thats my Duo?What are you talking about?Then it hit me.I was yelling at Heero and Heero was smiling.WAIT Heero was smiling?I guess you are happy now.But still you did'nt have to hurt me and sleep with Relena?What the hell was that about?
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made
I don't know why I slept with Relena.I really want to forget that night.Im sorry Duo.I'm sorry for everything.I can understand if you won't forgive me.
It's easier to run If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
Ofcourse I forgive you.I love you Heero.Always have and always will.Now why don't you show me how sorry you are.I winked at him and walked to the bedroom and he followed me.
THE END
Easier to run
Why?Why do you stay after everything that I have done to you?You're crying in you're room while i'm sitting here wondering why you stay.I have hurt you,betrayed you I have done everything that I can do to hurt you and still you stay.
It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something wrong
It's so much easier to go
Then face this pain here all alone
Why?Why do I stay?He hurts me time and time again.He betrayed me with that bitch.Still I stay.Why?Because I love him.I know it sounds stupid.I mean who would stay with a guy who beats the shit out of you almost every night.Who does'nt care if you are alive or not.But I love him.
Something has been taken from deep inside of me
The secret I've kept locked away noone could never see
mean so deep, never show,
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
for years and years they play
Why?Why do I hurt you?Because then I know I can control the great god of death?I don't want to hurt you.But I am hurting you.It does'nt feel good.I don't feel anything when i'm hitting you.I hurt you because.....because.I don't know why.I wish I knew.
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
It's easier to run replacing this pain with something wrong
It's so much easier to go
Then face all this pain here all alone
Why?Why do you hurt me?What have I done?Do you love me or not?I don't know if you do.I can't read you anymore.You build your walls again.Why?So many why's so many question and no answers.Will you give me answers?Would you answer my questions?Would you tell me why?
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so, there'd never be a past
Why?Why are you coming to me now?Are you leaving?Are you going to yell at me?Hit me?Be the Duo I once knew?The one I love.WAIT the Duo I love?Yes I love Duo!The old Duo.The one that was cheerfull.But after the war you changed.You became quiet.You became a little like me.You did'nt talk to anyone.If you did you would say 2 words then leave.What happend to you?You looked happy when I kissed you.
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
You're sitting there looking at me.There is nothing to see in your eyes.Should I ask?WAIT did I just see a look of shock across your face?Must be me seeing things from all the beating.Your still looking at me.I have to ask but I can't.Why not?Because I'm afraid?NO I'm the god of death!I'm afraid of nothing.H-Heero?I finally ask.
Just watch it in the sun
All of the helplessness since i've
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler then change
It's easier to run replacing this pain with something wrong
It's so much easier to run
Then face all this pain here all alone
Why?Why are you afraid?Well it's no suprise after all I have done.You say my name with such caution.Your afraid I'll hit you aren't you?What will you say?What will you ask?One way to find out.Yes Duo?
It's easier to run
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made
It's easier to run
*gulp*I....I wanted to ask something.Please all the gods that are listing don't let him get mad please.Here goes nothing.Heero I want to know why.There said it that was'nt so hard.
If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so, there'd never be a past
Why?Why that question?I don't know why.Maybe to punish you for not being the Duo I love.Because you became weak.I dont know why.If you must know Duo.I don't know.I have no idea why I hurt you.Maybe because you are not the Duo I knew.Because i'm hoping to get you back by beating you.Because i'm angry that you aren't the person you used to be.Thats my answer Duo.Thats why.
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
What?Because I changed?I know I changed but I never knew you did'nt like it.But it is'nt a reason to hurt me.YOU HURT ME BECAUSE YOU DID'NT LIKE IT THAT I CHANGED?YOU THINK THATS A REASON?
Just watch it in the sun
All of the helplessness since i've
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
It's so much simpler to change
This wasn't what Heero was expecting.It seems I got the old Duo back.My Duo.Thats my Duo.
It's easier to run replacing this pain with something wrong
It's so much easier to run
Then face all this pain here all alone
It's easier to run
What?Thats my Duo?What are you talking about?Then it hit me.I was yelling at Heero and Heero was smiling.WAIT Heero was smiling?I guess you are happy now.But still you did'nt have to hurt me and sleep with Relena?What the hell was that about?
If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made
I don't know why I slept with Relena.I really want to forget that night.Im sorry Duo.I'm sorry for everything.I can understand if you won't forgive me.
It's easier to run If I could change I would
Take all the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
Ofcourse I forgive you.I love you Heero.Always have and always will.Now why don't you show me how sorry you are.I winked at him and walked to the bedroom and he followed me.
THE END
