Yeah, yeah another AU, fic. It is 1 x 2, the others aren't in this part, it's only Heero and Duo. So in other words it is a yaoi fic, no it's not a lemon yet but more then likely it will be. It's pretty stupid, but I'm not forcing any of you to read this piece of crap. I will probably finish it someday, but not before The Sea Child. In case your wondering about that, it's almost done, I'm doing two for it one yaoi and one not. You will just have to see who he gets paired with in the non-yaoi, but well obviously the yaoi one will be 1 x 2 since there my favorite. Ok, I'm done, for now. Later…

As for the title I couldn't think of anything better than what's below so until I think of a better one this one stays, sorry if there is another fic out there with this name. I'm not the most creative when it comes to titles, as you can tell.


I don't own GW, me GW not own. Own GW me not, lol







Hidden Secrets








Heero curled up on his bed, tears falling freely down his checks. Soft whimpering sounds made there way out of his usual silent mouth. He was so tired of the lies that he was keeping inside that it was tearing him apart inside, not literally but emotionally. Trying to keep ones emotions in check while hiding who you truly are was wearing thin on the perfect soldier. No matter how much he wanted to tell the others he could never bring himself too, all there faces staring at him with concern and hope. But the longer he kept his true self-hidden the more his body worked against him. There were signs now of the change taking place.

Reluctantly opening his heavy eyelids Heero noticed it was only 3:00 a.m. Wiping the sleepies out of his eyes, and pushing his feet over the side of the bed, he gave the clock one more good look. Sure enough it said 3:12 a.m. 'Damn where did the 12 minutes go.' Heero stared at it for a bit longer making sure he wasn't seeing things. Finally realizing that the others were probably asleep by now or engaged in other activities elsewhere, Heero swiftly got up, and made his way to the bathroom for a much-needed shower. 'This will relieve some of the tension but not for long. I have got to tell them, but how.' He wondered grabbing his towel and headed out his bedroom door. Peering left and then right to make sure the others where no where to be seen he made his way to the room in mention.

Slipping his way in, Heero silently pushed the door shut, trying to make as little noise as possible, and locked the door. Hanging his towel on the rack he moved over to the tub and turned on the water. Beads of water fell from the showerhead, hitting him on the arm. Feeling that the water was the perfect temperature, he quickly started to undress. Steam began to fill the bathroom, making it even hotter and stuffier. Heero deeply inhaled and continued to rid himself of his clothes. Now completely naked, Heero stared at himself in the mirror, which was fogging up, and grinned at himself. 'Now I can finally be myself at least for only an hour at the most' without warning, he closed his eyes, his mind in deep concentration, and began to change. After all the changes have been completed, Heero opened his eyes. The steam from the shower made it even more difficult to see in the mirror. Wiping away some of the fog, he continued to stare at his now natural form. His once blue eyes are now a shimmering, red, that seemed to be on fire. Round ears were now pointed, and long fangs could be seen as he smiled to himself. Huge, shimmering, black wings shot out from his back all the way down to his ankles, and a long tail swiftly moving back and forth in anticipation. 'God it's good to be back, even for awhile.' Looking himself over, ruffling his wings and shaking his tail to get the kinks out, he finally decided to bathe.

Lifting one foot and then the other, he was now in the safety of the shower. Not really caring if he got his new yet old appendages wet he started to clean himself. Grabbing a washcloth and some soap he started the process of getting clean. He washed every inch of his body, the wings, the tail, everything. Making sure the water was turned all the way on and the warmest temp there was, he touched the nozzle and the water came out hotter and hotter each second. Standing under the showerhead, he washed all the soap off and shampoo out of his hair. The room was now a sauna, no worse than that, it was like the sun was shinning directly in the room heating it up, 'just the way I like it' The winged boy thought. Continuing to stay under the hot, skin burning water, he thought of days long ago.

~~~~~~~~~~~~flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Dad what's up there?" A little demon asked his father

"Nothing you need to be concerned with, now go and play" the man said and gave his son a huge hug.

"But…I wanna know what's up there. It looks so pwetty and all the humans seem to be having so much fun. Can we go there...huh…daddy…can we…huh…huh…huh?" the kid asked his father giving him his most sad, innocent puppy dog eyes.

"I'm sorry Heero, we can't. You know how busy I am. I just can't get up and leave I have business. I'm sorry."

"But I want to go. I want to try new things. Pleassssseeeee." Starting to cry, tailing twitching nervously, with his wing folded tightly around himself.

"I said no, now go and play and be back before dinner."

"FINE!" He ran off, fresh tears falling and evaporating just as fast as he cried them.

~~~~~~~~~~End Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~

'That was so long ago, I wonder what he's up to. Dad if you can here me I'm ready to come home, please let me return, I was wrong.' Snapping out of his misery, Heero turned off the water and started to dry himself off. Now dry, as much as he could since he is in a foggy, steamy, hot as hell bathroom, the demon stared one last time in the mirror and closed his eyes. Deep in thought again, he willed himself back to his human form. Opening one eye at a time, he gasped at what he saw.

"FUCK, FUCK, FUCCCKKKKKKK" he screamed

Quickly he covered his mouth with his hands and fell to the floor. Kicking the sinks cabinets (on the floor mind you), punching the walls, and full out cussing at himself, he couldn't believe it.

"I knew this would happen, but I just had to go and revert back to my natural form."

Where there once was the demon form of Heero now sat, a more human looking form with major differences. His wings where gone, which was a plus, but unfortunately his tail stayed with him, twitching, and hitting things in anger, his eyes where still red, and he had fangs.

While still wondering what to do, he heard a knock at the door.

"Heero are you in there?" Came the worried voice of Duo

"What's wrong? Why did you scream? Let me in." He said trying to turn the knob of the door.

Heero was starting to panic, beads of sweat where forming all over his body. Jumping up from his sitting position he grabbed his towel and wrapped it around his waist. Tucking his tail under the towel (a/n: he's talented mind u, or it's a huge ass towel, whichever) hiding it as best he could, he looked in the mirror once again. Red, blazing eyes stared back, but there was no way to hide them. 'Shit, I'm going to have to tell him. I thought I would have more time but..'

"Damn it Heero let me the fuck in. If you don't let me in I'll brake the door down and you know Quatre will kill us if we do that, come on man let me in." Duo continued to pound on the door.

"Duo, is there anyone else out there with you?" Heero asked nervously

"What? Why?"

"Just tell me god damn it, Are the others there with you?"

"No" Duo started " What's wrong Heero just let me help come on man, let me in."

'Well, I guess it's time to truly find out if he can handle it, and to think he's the one who call's himself the God of Death. If he only knew. But, I don't want to loose him, he's become one of my best friends, I don't want any of them to hate me, especially him. He is so special to me, ever since I met him I knew there was something there. But, will he still like me like this? Does he like me at all, the way I like him, no scratch that I love the braided beauty. He taught me how to be human well for the most part. He's the only one here ever to get emotions out of him. I don't want to hurt him, Please don't let him hate me; I don't know how I'll take it if he does. Arg, what am I say of course he's going to hate me.'

"Duo, I'll let you in but you have to close your eyes first, OK"

"…Ok…I guess." Duo was starting to freak out.

"Are they closed?"

"Yes" he said as he closed them.

Opening the door slowly, Heero looked around to see if the others were there, luckily again it was only Duo who heard him. 'I think I can make it to my room. It will be better to explain there.' Seeing that in fact the braided boy had his eyes closed, he snatched one of his arms and dragged him into his room

"Heero let go, what's up with you."

The demon closed and locked his room door before even answering him. Putting his hands over Duo's eye's he began to speak.

"Duo, I have to tell you something. But before I tell you please keep this in mind. You are my best friend, the only one I truly have ever had and I hope this doesn't change that. Please, here me out before you judge, OK"

He only nodded. Slowly Heero removed his hands from Duo's eyes. Duo started to open his eyes when Heero stopped him again.

"Don't open them just yet."

'Why not?"

"I have to get dressed first." He turned around and found some cloths to get into. His tail was a problem but he just tore a hole in his spandex and the tail was free, and swinging with every move of his.

"Oh" was all he could say with a slight blush on his face. 'I wonder what he has to tell me, I wonder what could possible make the perfect soldier scream like that. Oh naked Heero, in a shower with beads of water dripping down his smooth, flawless skin with me in there washing him all over. Hands roughly caressing every inch of his body, skin against skin. Kissing and fucking the living daylights out of that perfect body. Stop thinking that, not going to nope nope nope.'

It was now or never and Heero wan't really ready for the love of his life's reaction. He just wanted to run his fingers threw his long, silky hair. Kissing, and passionately making love forever, never separating from each other. Closing his eyes on last time to will the tail away at least and then the red eyes and fangs, but nothing happened. 'Well, I can't keep it from him anymore, time to fess up.'

The demon boy walked over to Duo, who's eyes where still closed 'he looks so cute there, hmm.' Standing right in front of him he couldn't resist the urge to kiss the gorgeous boy in front of him. Moving closer, he pressed his lips to Duo's and was surprised when the other kissed back. It was a gentle, simple kiss, nothing major just both lips touching (a/n no Duo didn't feel the fangs when they kissed), but a pleasure none the less. Duo eyes opened when the kiss ended and looked into not cobalt blue but fire red eyes. Steeping away from the other, Duo was beyond confused.

"He..eer.ro, why are your eyes red, what's going on?' he asked forgetting about there kiss

"I can explain..just listen to me" Heero said moving closer

"Explain?" Getting a better look at Heero as he moved closer he noticed the tail. "What the hell are you, get away, just stay away." Backing away even more.

"It's kind of hard to explain."

"Well you sure as hell better try."

"Give me a second." He closed his eyes and reverted back into his demon form right in front of Duo.

Duo just stood there, mouth open wide, in utter disbelief "What the fuck are you?"

"Well, you know how you always say you're the God Of Death, well…I'm actually his son." Heero said backing away from him and folding his wings over his face. He didn't want to see the look on Duo face.

"I…I…don't believe it, how is that possible. I didn't mean anything by it. It can't be true. It just can't." Taking his braid in one hand he started to nibble on the end.

"It is true, how can you not believe me. Look at me, I'm a demon Duo and the God of Death is my father." He continued to prove it to him

Duo just stared, not know what to say or do. He never actually thought there was a god of death let alone demons in the world. His mind was in overload. His eyes became unfocused and rolled in the back of his head. Braid boy fell to the ground, out cold.



TBC…




PerfectShini1x2




Ok, stupid I know. Even I think it's pretty bad. But I couldn't resist making Heero a
Demon and the God Of Death's son none the less.