A/N I hope you guys like my story...if you don't tell me what you think anyway...

Disclaimer: I do not own Danny Hot Hot Danny or Rafe or pearl harbor for that matter...


As I looked out into the Harbor I could feel and see pain clouding over the once beautiful horizon.

Clouds were doubled over in the pain and out amongst the Harbor I could hear screaming.

I felt an immense amount of sorrow and grief for the lives lost.

Over 3,000 lives were taken from ships and air bases all over Pearl Harbor.

Our team of nurses and doctors tried to save as many people as we could but now that it's over I feel we could have saved more.

When I first saw all the people dead or writhing in pain as death approached like a thick fog, my nervous system exploded like the many bombs that came down that day.

Rafe was wrong.

He said that Hawaii was the farthest from fighting I'd ever get but today I wrote on people's foreheads with my lipstick.

The worst part of the day was seeing my friend, Betty dead in someone's arms.

She was already dead and there wasn't a chance to save her.

I watched as he dragged her over to the sea of dead people.

My remorse wasn't breaking or even faltering for a second.

It kept going on and on like a ship lost out at sea, with no lighthouse do lure it back to safety.

I couldn't think of a time when I wasn't in this deep fog, last night when Rafe came back I was there and even when I woke up and saw the planes flying overhead.

Everything that happened today was killing me.

I was being dragged down into a dark deep abyss.

I could have died today.

Betty died. She died. Rafe and Danny could have died.

I can't think about that.

They lived. They're alive.

All my other nurse friends lived. I lived.

Betty died. The only one of us that ones engaged.

Red must be so sad. It was so hard for him to propose to her and she died today.

I have to stop thinking about that.

I have to think about all the planes Danny and Rafe shot down.

I have to think about all the people that lived. I have to. I have to think about all the people that were saved and all the people I saved today.

I have to...


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