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It all started when I was twelve.

I was in a car accident with my mother. I can still remember her voice telling me as the blackness conquered my vision that everything was going to be fine.

The thing was, everything was not going to be fine. My life would take a huge turning point. I'd go from "normal" to "paranoid". I'd start seeing things that were way too much for my maturity level.

I'd suffer with these "visions" for the rest of my life. The visions of death.

I could look a person, picture, maybe even a video and see how a person did die or how a person will die.

Some visions were fine, death by old age and disease, but some were disturbing. Like death by assault or drugs. I still think the worst vision I have ever seen is the one I saw when I was in the hospital, because of the car accident.

My first vision, the vision of my mother dying. I remember screaming and crying. I remember telling the nurses to go see my mother immediately, but they didn't listen. They just drugged me and repeatedly whispered meaningless reassurances to me.

My mother died that night. The nurses were too busy tending to me to tend to my mother. Which is why I will forever carry the weight of thinking I am responsible for my mother's death.

They said it was a coincidence that I knew how my mother would die, but what about when I could see others' deaths and know when they would die?

That's about the time Charlie sent me off to a metal institution. He couldn't stand it. He couldn't stand it because he didn't understand it.

I would stay in the institution until I turned seventeen. I would stay there until finally the institution believed my lies, the lie being that I had just freaked out, that I was traumatized by my mother's death. Though the real reason I stayed was so I could learn how to control my fear of the visions.

The day I left the loony bin I knew as soon as I pasted through those double doors and headed into the cab, that my life would never be the same.